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lillycalin β€” lost and stuck together

Published: 2004-05-27 06:57:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 1453; Favourites: 7; Downloads: 293
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Description your hands go through me as i'm trying to think back on a better time.
pointing out the things that i won't resist.
we were lost and stuck together.
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lillycalin In reply to ??? [2004-06-03 01:40:01 +0000 UTC]

thank you.

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augustpremier [2004-06-02 02:00:55 +0000 UTC]

aww how cute

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lillycalin In reply to augustpremier [2004-06-04 20:05:51 +0000 UTC]

thank you.

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enchantedone [2004-05-31 06:08:49 +0000 UTC]

i'm a little delayed, i can't get on as much as i could have during my school year. but i always check up on you when i can. i love these images. are you still the one taking them if you are the one in them? beautiful

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lillycalin In reply to enchantedone [2004-05-31 07:44:15 +0000 UTC]

almost always, yes. thats why a lot of them are close up, course i like tham that way anyways.

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petitioner [2004-05-29 16:03:06 +0000 UTC]

The touch, the embrace, the hand brushing the hair, the closed eyes, the feeling of not being able to be close enough...i'm feeling all those thing looking at this...glowing in me like embers...o my.

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lillycalin In reply to petitioner [2004-05-29 19:28:18 +0000 UTC]

i love how you take everything in, through your eyes, i become proud.

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lillycalin In reply to lillycalin [2004-05-31 07:52:20 +0000 UTC]

good, i love to see you glow.

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petitioner In reply to lillycalin [2004-05-31 02:58:22 +0000 UTC]

wow...it makes me glow to hear you say that...

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perfectlyflawed76 [2004-05-29 06:34:59 +0000 UTC]

You...

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stars1477 [2004-05-28 15:53:52 +0000 UTC]

this was of 2 guys right? well if its not sorry but you guys are so cute!!!

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lillycalin In reply to stars1477 [2004-05-29 19:21:55 +0000 UTC]

haha, actually its me and my ex girlfriend. but thanks, nice to knwo i can pass for a boy

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stars1477 In reply to lillycalin [2004-05-30 22:59:10 +0000 UTC]

>_< I sorry >_< you are both cute tho ^_^

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lillycalin In reply to stars1477 [2004-05-30 23:57:26 +0000 UTC]

haha your fine, thanks.

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tmfox [2004-05-28 14:53:53 +0000 UTC]

Awwww so cute

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lillycalin In reply to tmfox [2004-05-29 20:05:00 +0000 UTC]

thanks!

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aesiraven [2004-05-28 04:47:47 +0000 UTC]

your words always make your photos so much nicer.

I like the composition in this, and the use of black and white to divide it. I don't know if you meant for that, but it looks great.

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lillycalin In reply to aesiraven [2004-05-28 06:19:45 +0000 UTC]

thank you!

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trippedinthedark [2004-05-28 02:19:45 +0000 UTC]

The emotion and pure lust in the kiss is beautiful. Its like you werent even preparing it for the camera, you can tell the truth and love within the kiss. Great shot, I love it!!

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lillycalin In reply to trippedinthedark [2004-05-29 19:39:44 +0000 UTC]

what a nice comment, yeah it was quite a sincere kiss.

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trippedinthedark In reply to lillycalin [2004-05-30 05:44:21 +0000 UTC]

No problem!!

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fairydust4u7 [2004-05-28 01:55:24 +0000 UTC]

i love this pic, it has a lot of meaning, brings back a lot of deep thoughts..

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lillycalin In reply to fairydust4u7 [2004-05-28 06:26:53 +0000 UTC]

thank you, im glad.

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oneandonly [2004-05-28 01:38:17 +0000 UTC]

oh yeah one of my poems was removed. i didnt happen to have it saved anywhere else either. fuckers. nice pic tho

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lillycalin In reply to oneandonly [2004-05-28 06:40:55 +0000 UTC]

so sad

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theprofessor [2004-05-27 23:57:37 +0000 UTC]

powerful you should see my series i'm uploading now its about a protest i went to wensday

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amliebtam4ever [2004-05-27 21:44:22 +0000 UTC]

nice shot....you can see a lot of feeling going into that kiss....

good work...yet again

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peachez29 [2004-05-27 20:02:45 +0000 UTC]

beautiful photograph girlie

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taleydras [2004-05-27 12:30:06 +0000 UTC]

reminds me of a poem
I do not love you as a salt rose or topaz
Or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved
In secret between the shadow and the soul

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers
Thanks to your love, a certain solid fragrance
Risen from the earth lives darkly in my body

I love you without knowing how or when or from where
I love you strightforwardly, without complexities or pride
and so i love you because I know no other way than this;

Where I does not exist nor you
So close that you hand on my chest is my hand
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep

~Pablo Neruda~


` Much love
Leigh

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petaris [2004-05-27 12:22:32 +0000 UTC]

Nice shot!

You two look lovely together.

So calm and peaceful.

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rocketjim54 [2004-05-27 10:30:48 +0000 UTC]

a wonderful capture
the intimacy of the shot (camera)
and
the intimacy of the topic (you are SO into the moment...regardless of the camera being there)


thanks

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lillycalin In reply to rocketjim54 [2004-05-27 17:38:41 +0000 UTC]

thank you, im glad you see so much intensity in it

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rocketjim54 In reply to lillycalin [2004-05-27 18:35:28 +0000 UTC]

you are most welcome
it is a wonderful shot

great honesty there
i like

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Mike [2004-05-27 09:15:52 +0000 UTC]

I restored your poetry to the deviation... sorry about you losing it.

it's crazy out there right now, an entire team under my supervision is sifting though "Artistic Nude" removing work that is no longer acceptable for that category (aka: erotic).

as you know, i watch, and love you work, and i am sorry you lost your poetry... sometimes when you are digging through 14,000 deviations, someones stuff gets misplaced...

keep up the great work...

::mike

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lillycalin In reply to Mike [2004-05-27 17:36:15 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much! i always freak out when i see that violation stuff, and worry about what i lose. im so glad i have you looking out for me.

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Mike In reply to lillycalin [2004-05-28 01:05:56 +0000 UTC]

anytime, if you need help with anything, don't hesitate to ask me.

::mike

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petitioner In reply to Mike [2004-05-27 17:30:11 +0000 UTC]

So, is everything that dosen't exactly into category just going to be erased? I've already had one of my images removed, and my brother is waiting with baited breath to see not if he gets a deletion, but how many...and he's not alone. You have a lot of really good artists here who basically expect their galleries to be decimated by the new rules...isn't there another way this could be handled?

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Mike In reply to petitioner [2004-05-28 01:08:45 +0000 UTC]

Yes, there will be a news post to tell eveyone to move thier work...

thats all we CAN do... it's not like we can move 14,000 images to the correct place for you!!

Spread the word... get poeple moving thier NON-NUDE stuff out of "Artisitic Nude"

sorry about this, but it's been in the books for change for almost 9 months... it's even been in Hot Topics, it's in the FAQ.

::mike

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petitioner In reply to Mike [2004-05-28 06:28:22 +0000 UTC]

I don't understand why the news post will come after the mass deletions begin...and they are mass -- i've heard from a dozen different artists just today, who've had work removed already.

In addition, where do you put an image which is frankly (and intentionally) erotic, but has no nudity? Expressive? Portrait? Romantic? Boy, the people who go there expecting to see nice polite images are in for some surprises, don't you think?

It's looking to the rank and file that we're going to have to start finding other places to show a lot of our work -- it's just not welcome on DA anymore...but it will be humourous to tell people "this image got deleted because it didn't have enough nudity!"

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Mike In reply to petitioner [2004-05-28 07:22:57 +0000 UTC]

Actually... things are getting put right as we speak...

look... i'm the one directly in control of whats going on with nudity at deviantART, and erotic and fetish are my domain... so, anything you have to say on the subject goes directly to me. I was there when they changed Erotic to Artistic Nude, i was there when we set out to remove non nude work... a mistake because in reality, it's not even what i wanted, but had been in the books for a change for MONTHS, and was never worked out properly...

I stopped the mass deletions because i agree with you 100%. I'm working out a plan to keep an Erotic category, probably called somthing like "Erotic Portrait". You and your brother, and everyone else involved need to understand that people are idiots, they submit stuff to the wrong category constantly, were not devizing a way to toss you guys out of deviantART, and were not "covering our asses" were trying to make erotic and nude submissions for refined, and more artistic... weeding out the camwhores and lude senseless porno from those categories, this take TIME...and were learning as we go...

This will be sorted out sooner than later, because i'm working around the clock on it...and i HATE leaving things with lose ends, expect some information, or changes soon, and i promice, we'll find a place for you work, i'm sorry this is going to take a day or two, when you work with others over the web, there are no such things as "business hours" you have to wait for people... somtimes days at a time.

I'm working my ass off for you guys because this matters to me too, as a nude photographer... I don't want to see you, or your brothers work lost from deviantART forever... give us some time, and you'll have an awsome site to load up to... i promise.

::mike

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lillycalin In reply to Mike [2004-05-29 19:37:17 +0000 UTC]

ok well i am a little scared of losing work now, should i go through and change all the subjects into expressive, or should i wait for there to be a more accurate catergory? i dont want anythign else deleted :/

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Mike In reply to lillycalin [2004-05-29 20:56:47 +0000 UTC]

move them, there wont be another erotic category...and they will get deleted by an admin over time (more than likley) ...expressive should be fine...



::mike

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petitioner In reply to Mike [2004-05-31 15:47:22 +0000 UTC]

"expressive should be fine..."

So what's going to happen when people report images that used to be in the "erotic" section as "porn"? You do know that's going to happen...a lot. Are these images going to be unilaterally deleted, just like always when our work is reported as "porn"? Or are you going to be watching over that category too?

My brother and I keep hearing from admins that all this is being done for "our" good...that the only images in danger of deletion are the ones that have "no artistic merit" -- but this just isn't the case. The fact is, the only people who seem to be affected are the people seriously practicing erotic art. Maybe you haven't seen it, but it's all over the site: There are a lot of artists who are disappointed, confused and even a little deceived. We placed the images we didn in the "erotic" section because they belonged there, and now with the flick of the switch, these images simply don't belong anywhere on the site -- yet you keep telling us you want us all to stay on the site...how is that going to work out? How are things going to be "great" if we have no way to accurately categorize our images, leaving us open to a constant threat of deletion for inappropriate placement? Maybe i'm missing something, but there just dosen't seem to be a lot of logic in what's happening around here right now.

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Mike In reply to petitioner [2004-05-31 20:39:27 +0000 UTC]

Please watch my journal for updates, there will be a news post.

All i can tell you is this: Some erotic images of good merit were removed on acident before i had a chance to trian my staff... THats should not be the case anymore. All that should be getting removed now is the crap with no artistic merit. But lets face it, some people are going to get caught in the corssfire...as i said before, anyone with issues needs to speak to me directly, you keep saying "a lot of people" ...well where are they?... i don't hear form them, and this is my area of deviantART.

::mike

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petitioner In reply to Mike [2004-05-31 21:51:16 +0000 UTC]

I can tell you where they are -- they've pretty much given up trying to have dialogue with anyone in the administrative end of DA. Both myself and my brother have had very, very unpleasant experiences trying to communicate with people at the "help" desk regarding deletions. The responses we've gotten have ranged from simply being ignored to outright hostility. My brother once was threatened with banning by an administrator when he tried to get to the bottom of a deletion. I'm sure you have nothing to do with this, but the fact is there are a lot of people on your side of the fence who have let whatever power they have over the site and it's content go right to their heads.

You keep saying that all that will be removed is the "crap" -- but who gets to decide what the "crap" is? One of the things that made having an erotic section so nice was that artists like us could submit our work there without having to worry about the thinner-skinned members of the site coming after us. If you need any indication of what that looks like, you should look in my brother's gallery at images like "Ursula," "Corsage" and "Curve" to see what people will do and say about images they think are "crap" -- now that a specially designated area of the site for this sort of work no longer exists, what's to keep them from returning with a vengance? Are you going to be there to protect our work when another admin agrees that it's "crap"?

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Mike In reply to petitioner [2004-05-31 22:05:49 +0000 UTC]

I'm getting tired of going over this so I’ll lay it out for you in a few basic bullets:

1) I’m the only person you need to talk to, not the help desk (just gets diverted to me anyway)

2) For the time being, submit your work to Artistic Nude... it will be safe there, and I’ll be the only one reviewing it. You asked whose opinion it's based on? ...Mine, I’m the only admin in charge of nude/erotic/fetish submissions at deviantART. For the next three or more weeks, I have a small team, and they are tasked to remove most of the "crap" which I don't need to define for you, you already know I have good taste, and respect work like yours and your brothers. Also I’m not in charge of my superiors...and a few of them remove what they feel is not acceptable, but never do they remove work because of where it's submitted...

3) Erotic is not coming back... don't wish... just submit it to another place, and hope for the best. Be thankful that were not just telling erotic/nude artists they can no longer submit. I keep telling you, you're not at risk, this means if I have any say, (and I do), I’ll keep your work up if I think it's acceptable... I’ll even undelete work if it was wrongly removed, but you have to NOTE me... that’s the way it works... either communicate with me, or drop it.

If this doesn’t cover your questions at this point, then note me... I’m not going to make myself blue trying to explain this anymore... ok?

if it's nude, erotic, or fetish... then it's MY area... regardless. And i think i've proven countless times i'm a reasonable person to deal with.

::mike

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junobean [2004-05-27 07:23:09 +0000 UTC]

lord forbid you quote something, eh? Gorgeous work as always.

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lillycalin In reply to junobean [2004-05-27 07:32:10 +0000 UTC]

nah the stupid erotic section shifted to artistic nudes, and bumped 2 of my deviations as violations.

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und3rgr0und In reply to lillycalin [2004-05-27 09:26:09 +0000 UTC]

this is fucking stupidity. artistic nudes? what the fuck is that? showing off my dick and balls in a pose? what if my dick is a work of art? of course it isnt, neither any fuckin person out here is an artist so just fuck them. this was suposed to be a community were people could share their work. but nooo now there are children viewing this, even with the parental guide control and shit like that wich is fucking astronomically DUMB, well it's a BUSH REACTION EFFECT.

people are stupid.

this is you as always, very personal and almost life-like sequences. it feels we're there aswel, there is no pose no nothing, just a frame of a wonderful moment or not and it's gorgeous because it's life.

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lillycalin In reply to und3rgr0und [2004-05-27 17:34:51 +0000 UTC]

thank you i apperciate your support and understanding.

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