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Hello there, it's me again. By now, I am sure you already know what I am going to say, but I cannot just accept the fact that you all have seen it... not when I know you have friends and peoples that haven't. For those of you who have already purchased something from me, I thank you so very much. I couldn't do this without you. For those of you who couldn't purchase and have shared my story, I also thank you very much for getting the word out is just as important. You never know who you might reach.

I miss my son. I miss him terribly. I'm sure some of you completely understand and there are those of you who may get the idea, but will never be able to fully understand it if you are not parents. There really are some things in life that one cannot understand simply because they have not experienced it. It's almost like missing your favorite stuffed animal that you have had for years that all the sudden disappeared. It leaves that hole in your heart that cannot be filled by anything else, not even a new stuffed animal. I have had more children since Devin, you all know that. But they cannot take his place. It hurts every day to know that he is a few states away and I cannot pay to see him. I wanted to fly him up here so the goal is $700 to $800, but if I cannot raise that much by next summer, I will have to get him a bus ticket. Hell, I might even have to go down there and get him. But doing that will take more money than what I am trying to raise, so I would rather have him fly so he doesn't get lost.Β Β And I am rambling.

Here is what I need from you. I need you to tell everyone you know. Don't just limit it to the internet though. Tell everyone you know. Show the the items I have, tell them my story. It does seem like a lot to ask, but I am becoming desperate. I have everything posted all over reddit, etsy, tumblr, and I even have a facebook store page. I just need more exposure. I am trying so hard to make this happen and every moment I don't make a sale, is a possibility that I will not get to see him.

Mind you, I am trying really hard to stay positive about this. But it is hard not to be discouraged when you make all these wonderful things, get such wonderful feedback, but nothing sells. Now I cannot say nothing has sold, but I have come to a stale situation. There have only been 2 people who have purchased anything from me that have not been through deviantart... though that makes me very happy, it is, unfortunately, not enough.

I currently have everything set for free shipping in the US, but I am seriously considering free shipping everywhere. Would you buy things from me if I did that?

Sometimes I think I'm just trying too hard. But I cannot give up. I will keep posting in this journal, refreshing it each time, just to keep this first and foremost in your mind. I would never do this if it weren't so important to me. And seeing my son again is the only thing that matters right now. I haven't been drawing, designing, anything... aside from making what I think will sell.

Also, any ideas will be greatly appreciated.

Much love, hugs, and kisses...
Diane


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Etsy: TheHazelShop Free shipping in the US, can also pay directly with credit card, no paypal needed.

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LottnessMonster In reply to ??? [2019-05-09 13:26:55 +0000 UTC]

I stalk you on facebork

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scarletwave In reply to LottnessMonster [2019-05-11 09:15:43 +0000 UTC]

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LottnessMonster In reply to scarletwave [2019-05-12 18:31:39 +0000 UTC]

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wwelkrulez [2012-07-29 13:18:47 +0000 UTC]

Wow, I'm late on this (reading DarkestVirtue's journal brought me here)

Anyways, I hope all goes well.

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LottnessMonster In reply to wwelkrulez [2012-07-29 14:33:02 +0000 UTC]

they are going as good as can be expected. I cannot expect a 14 year old boy to just come jumping into my arms after not seeing me for 11 years. But I have patience.

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wwelkrulez In reply to LottnessMonster [2012-07-30 02:04:12 +0000 UTC]

I was the same. I haven't seen my father since 1993, until two years ago I took the bus to Tennessee to see him, I eventually forgave him, all it took was time and hanging out with him. I think your son's case will be no different.

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LottnessMonster In reply to wwelkrulez [2012-07-30 11:30:39 +0000 UTC]

I certainly hope so. His father isn't much help, but I really can't expect him to be. I just don't like how he is treating him as an adult when he's only 14. He shouldn't be making these decisions alone, his father should be guiding him.

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neurotype-on-discord [2012-07-17 06:29:41 +0000 UTC]

don't think this is something you could ever try too hard about.

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LottnessMonster In reply to neurotype-on-discord [2012-07-17 12:33:33 +0000 UTC]

Sometimes I feel I am trying too hard, and at others I feel I am not trying hard enough.

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neurotype-on-discord In reply to LottnessMonster [2012-07-17 15:06:16 +0000 UTC]

BTW, added it to my journal. Sorry I can't do more!

And yes you should indiegogo.

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LottnessMonster In reply to neurotype-on-discord [2012-07-18 11:45:04 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for your help.

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Athenas88 [2012-07-09 12:00:27 +0000 UTC]

Ill try and get the message out to everyone I know, sorry I have been slow to do this, I have been with very limited pc access and sidetracked with other life stuff but Ill do what I can.

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LottnessMonster In reply to Athenas88 [2012-07-09 12:24:38 +0000 UTC]

Did I come off a little strong? I'm afraid that I did. I don't want people to drop everything to help me, I understand everyone else has a life too. XD
So no apologies, you just do what you can hun, when you can do it.

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Athenas88 In reply to LottnessMonster [2012-07-10 11:09:51 +0000 UTC]

No hun not at all you didn`t come off strong at all, just a mother who desperately wants to see her son, I can relate in some ways I am a mother, although my children were born sleeping but none the less I know the heartache of a mother longing to be with her child.

I wish there was more I could do to help you, at the moment I have very little cash otherwise I would buy some of your wonderfull squishies and boob and penis stuff xD.

If there is anything more I can do to help, please let me know.

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LottnessMonster In reply to Athenas88 [2012-07-10 12:49:21 +0000 UTC]



I will do that.

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LullabyHamsters [2012-07-09 00:19:06 +0000 UTC]

Hey TheHazel I spread the word to everyone one that I could... now its up to them

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LottnessMonster In reply to LullabyHamsters [2012-07-09 12:24:52 +0000 UTC]

indeed.

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TheCreativeJenn [2012-07-08 16:53:51 +0000 UTC]

Hey, sweetheart.

Have you ever thought of setting up a fundraiser via Kickstarter or IndieGogo ? You should look into those if you haven't already. I'm sure someone out there in either of those sites can help too.

Good luck.

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LottnessMonster In reply to TheCreativeJenn [2012-07-08 22:35:54 +0000 UTC]

I looked into kickstarter, but they never got back to me aside from the automated message to see if what I am trying to do is acceptable with them since it's technically a cause. I figured I would go ahead and do it, if I am removed then I know it's not acceptable. LOL.

However, I have not hears of indegogo. I shall check it out.

Thank you so much for the advice.

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LullabyHamsters [2012-07-02 14:29:24 +0000 UTC]

Hey,

I understand what you're going through it tough, but I barely have any money myself. If I had money to spare I would donate to help you bring your child to see you... However, if you're interested I can help you spread the word about your mission.

I can spread the word via facebook, hotmail, and on my camps forum too. It's not much, but at least it's something.

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LottnessMonster In reply to LullabyHamsters [2012-07-02 14:43:35 +0000 UTC]

any and all exposure is greatly appreciated!

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LullabyHamsters In reply to LottnessMonster [2012-07-02 14:59:14 +0000 UTC]

I've already spread the word on my DA and on my camps website. There's more to come

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LottnessMonster In reply to LullabyHamsters [2012-07-02 15:15:39 +0000 UTC]

Awesome, thank you!

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LullabyHamsters In reply to LottnessMonster [2012-07-02 15:19:27 +0000 UTC]

you're very welcome. It's the least I can do since I have no money to spare.

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LottnessMonster In reply to LullabyHamsters [2012-07-02 20:00:48 +0000 UTC]

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MachinesBleedToo [2012-06-29 18:57:33 +0000 UTC]

Fav'd and donated $15. It's not much, but all I can spare right now. :<

I'll remember to pop a link up to this journal from my FB and DA etc also.

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LottnessMonster In reply to MachinesBleedToo [2012-06-29 22:43:07 +0000 UTC]

you are much too kind, thank you!

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MachinesBleedToo In reply to LottnessMonster [2012-06-29 23:41:28 +0000 UTC]

No problemo. <3 Good luck with all of this. I'll visit back and check your progress once I find work so I can throw more cash your way.

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LottnessMonster In reply to MachinesBleedToo [2012-06-30 10:33:57 +0000 UTC]

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Rach-air-muin [2012-06-24 13:57:04 +0000 UTC]

Flagged as Spam

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LottnessMonster In reply to Rach-air-muin [2012-06-24 14:53:40 +0000 UTC]

Totally and you are such a love!
If you would like, take a peek at what I offer and I will make you something for helping out.

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Rach-air-muin In reply to LottnessMonster [2012-06-24 16:18:22 +0000 UTC]

Flagged as Spam

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LottnessMonster In reply to Rach-air-muin [2012-06-24 20:07:08 +0000 UTC]

But but copyright!

Everything I make with this stuff, I have to at least attempt to sell. :sadtard:

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Rach-air-muin In reply to LottnessMonster [2012-06-24 22:15:18 +0000 UTC]

Flagged as Spam

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LottnessMonster In reply to Rach-air-muin [2012-06-24 23:05:33 +0000 UTC]

I think I can do something like that, sure. I will show it to you before I bake it to make sure I got it right.
Would you like sparklies or no?

and purple and black I assume?

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Rach-air-muin In reply to LottnessMonster [2012-06-24 23:11:55 +0000 UTC]

Flagged as Spam

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LottnessMonster In reply to Rach-air-muin [2012-06-24 23:17:31 +0000 UTC]

wewt, I shall get started. ^^

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Rach-air-muin In reply to LottnessMonster [2012-06-25 00:15:25 +0000 UTC]

Flagged as Spam

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LottnessMonster In reply to Rach-air-muin [2012-06-25 00:23:24 +0000 UTC]

It's helping me cut back on my smoking the more I sculpt and I would eventually like to quit.
So keeping my hands busy helps. ^^

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Rach-air-muin In reply to LottnessMonster [2012-06-26 10:12:54 +0000 UTC]

Flagged as Spam

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LottnessMonster In reply to Rach-air-muin [2012-06-26 10:24:14 +0000 UTC]

lol

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punksouda [2012-06-20 16:58:14 +0000 UTC]

God bless you.... this is real sad...
I'll ask my parents if I can buy something from you!

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LottnessMonster In reply to punksouda [2012-06-21 11:26:22 +0000 UTC]

and I will be eternally grateful!

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SuperShadowArt14 [2012-06-20 15:53:49 +0000 UTC]

I didn't know anything about this, and I am terribly sorry. I hope you get to see your son again, soon!

(I am looking forward to buying a squish from you on the 7th!)

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LottnessMonster In reply to SuperShadowArt14 [2012-06-20 16:12:11 +0000 UTC]

WEWT!
I look forward to making one for you! ^^

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SuperShadowArt14 In reply to LottnessMonster [2012-06-20 16:56:06 +0000 UTC]

I made a journal entry for you: [link]

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LottnessMonster In reply to SuperShadowArt14 [2012-06-21 11:31:53 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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SuperShadowArt14 In reply to LottnessMonster [2012-06-21 14:32:52 +0000 UTC]

No problem!

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dorrrrin [2012-06-20 14:29:00 +0000 UTC]

You have this story on FB?

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LottnessMonster In reply to dorrrrin [2012-06-20 14:35:10 +0000 UTC]

I have a page for it.
But I post links every now and again on my FB.

[link]

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