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My sorrows

My heart has been shattered broken and bruised, i was hoping i'd get less abuse from you. You told me you loved me, you could never let me go, you promised not to hurt me, like all the others. But yet again i am hurt and broken, barely able to survive. But some how i have managed even with all the pain and hurt i'm going through. I go through my day, day by day, hour by hour, i have to live through each moment, with you gone from my side, i find my mind wondering... i slowly slip back into time, a time when everything was alright, kissing underwater, in elevators, kissing on a roller coster, learning about eachother, talking about always being together... a stabbing pain has filled my heart, all has become a big blurr, i walk without meaning, i love without knowing, i love with what i have left, i cry until the day everything is right again, until i can have my escape, until my heart is healed, i am trying to wish my pain away. but it is not working, the pain is coming back, only a million times more painful then it was before. i am still standing although no longer do i wish to breathe, but i am still here.

Description
My sorrows

My heart has been shattered broken and bruised, i was hoping i'd get less abuse from you. You told me you loved me, you could never let me go, you promised not to hurt me, like all the others. But yet again i am hurt and broken, barely able to survive. But some how i have managed even with all the pain and hurt i'm going through. I go through my day, day by day, hour by hour, i have to live through each moment, with you gone from my side, i find my mind wondering... i slowly slip back into time, a time when everything was alright, kissing underwater, in elevators, kissing on a roller coster, learning about eachother, talking about always being together... a stabbing pain has filled my heart, all has become a big blurr, i walk without meaning, i love without knowing, i love with what i have left, i cry until the day everything is right again, until i can have my escape, until my heart is healed, i am trying to wish my pain away. but it is not working, the pain is coming back, only a million times more painful then it was before. i am still standing although no longer do i wish to breathe, but i am still here.