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Published: 2017-09-05 09:48:52 +0000 UTC; Views: 392; Favourites: 6; Downloads: 0
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Description Initially, I was going to call this drawing "Identity Crisis", the time you'll go through every mask to find out which one you really are, forgetting you have your own identity other than these masks you use.

Double faced is the two opposite masks in the picture, it should be a picturing the character searching between many many faces.

It may sound irrational or illogical, or to those who already understand themselves even stupid, but without these masks I feel numb, lacking the motivation to do or acknowledge anything.

And if I only act based on one mask, it gets depressing and boring.

I'm trying to develop my personality and find my true self, but it feels impossible and just not something worth my time, plus introspecting is scary and stressful.

I feel nothing most of the time, and the people I know are right, I lie to myself more than I lie to anyone else.

So yeah, just vent art, I'm feeling way better than when I actually felt it, so yeaa just let me know what you think or if you relate in any ways. 
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Raben-Katze [2017-09-05 09:52:16 +0000 UTC]

i drew a simliar picture as teenager ;D

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MajicJane In reply to Raben-Katze [2017-09-05 09:56:26 +0000 UTC]

Out of emotion or muse? Share it if you will

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Raben-Katze In reply to MajicJane [2017-09-05 10:02:37 +0000 UTC]

emotion wise , sadly i don´t have it anymore =/
it was kinda like this:

holding a mask on a stick thats has a very bright smile  before a face with a glance of the true emotion that was sad...and the message was kinda...i hide my true feelings for the sake of others...very edgy xDD

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MajicJane In reply to Raben-Katze [2017-09-05 10:24:31 +0000 UTC]

I kiiinda relate, I mostly use a mask because I want to avoid fighting or arguments between people
I do that too lol, that innocent warm bright shiny lovey kid, but really I was never masking anything sadly, I just did it because I didn't want to look plain around people
Not too edgy, it's understandable lol xD Edgy is pretending to be powerful and exaggerating the emo to either hide one's feelings or really just acting   I know some very shallow people who even are bad at pretending to be edgy

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