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cheddarbug In reply to mapal [2012-01-17 19:00:08 +0000 UTC]
I understand how that is... I have some characters like that...but I never write about my characters...so looks like I need to work on that. You did an awesome job with this story, though I haven't ever really approved as suicide (my personal opinion) my heart does go out to people that are having so many difficult times. I have suffered with depression, and I know how bad it can get
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mapal In reply to cheddarbug [2012-01-17 19:05:34 +0000 UTC]
Yeah you might have read that I don't take kindly to people being judgemental about suicide around me... I've been extremely close to it and it's shaped my life as it is now. This story is realistic. People may think she's selfish and stupid and cowardly, or whatever, but the truth is when you're that deep into depression sometimes you think you're doing everyone a favour. Sometimes you just think it's for the best. Unfortunately for Zoe she managed to carry through those thoughts, and I know all too well how that will affect the rest of the characters.
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cheddarbug In reply to mapal [2012-01-17 19:10:57 +0000 UTC]
I know how that is... and I can understand why it would upset you when people get judgemental on this subject, it's quite controversial. I may not approve, but I can't say I don't understand cause the thought has come across my mind before. It's hard...so hard
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mapal In reply to cheddarbug [2012-01-17 19:14:38 +0000 UTC]
it is hard, and some people just don't understand. I get all sorts of comments and I just wish people would think first. People who watch me closely know how I am with things like this... it's the one thing I get mad and upset about instantly, when people try to tell me what suicide does and what it's like. I know VERY well...
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cheddarbug In reply to mapal [2012-01-17 19:47:22 +0000 UTC]
I understand, and my heart goes out for you.
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MissDudette [2012-01-15 01:06:50 +0000 UTC]
HER HORSE, D@MN IT. Whatever, go ahead and kill yourself, you moron. Don't get your horse well. *rages and screams and pulls her hair out* And the h3ll, not only has she left her horse, she left her friends. Suicidal people never think about others do they?
Great work, Mapal, you've made me hate this character pretty darn well. 8D You know that's good writing. ^^
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mapal In reply to MissDudette [2012-01-15 01:24:52 +0000 UTC]
uhm yeah i don't need lecturing about suicide...
i don't want anyone to hate her. no one has any idea what was happening in her personal life.
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mapal In reply to MissDudette [2012-01-15 09:49:57 +0000 UTC]
well obviously I failed because no one should hate her. She didn't do anything wrong other than take the only option she thought she had left after suffering from severe depression and feeling like everything in her life that was good had gone. Aithne's with Adam so they weren't friends so much any more, Lee's marrying Amber and Fru fell down with an illness that could easily kill, something she blamed herself for. She believed everything was her fault and everyone would be better off without her. She only did what she thought was best, and whether or not we think it was best is irrelevant, because when you're that severely depressed you think of it as a fact.
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jockeyy [2012-01-13 23:20:05 +0000 UTC]
damn ):sad but such a great story at the same time.
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jockeyy In reply to mapal [2012-01-14 21:01:55 +0000 UTC]
your welcome!
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mapal In reply to horseloveringod [2012-01-13 09:14:20 +0000 UTC]
Yeah that'll just keep going, cause it started in the past and stays in the past lol
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horseloveringod In reply to mapal [2012-01-14 05:38:21 +0000 UTC]
Awesome. XD I'll reply soon, when I get the chance. XD
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mapal In reply to LittleRedToyota [2012-01-12 08:57:46 +0000 UTC]
Haha well I hope you don't really hate me >.< It took me a long time to decide what to do with her, and in the end it was what's best. I have many reasons >.<
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mapal In reply to LittleRedToyota [2012-01-15 11:05:49 +0000 UTC]
Mhm, I don't know how it'll affect the rest of them.
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mapal In reply to LittleRedToyota [2012-01-19 09:39:30 +0000 UTC]
mhm, could make things interesting ;D
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mapal In reply to LittleRedToyota [2012-01-21 11:19:05 +0000 UTC]
lmao xD I'm sure Aithne would secretly be glad if his attention got diverted xD It dose make things a little awkward for her, however much she likes him xD
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mapal In reply to LittleRedToyota [2012-01-24 11:34:44 +0000 UTC]
awww xD sounds like me. I really screwed Lee up >.>
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mapal In reply to oakhollowd [2012-01-09 10:39:39 +0000 UTC]
I just get frustrated because I can't draw the image as I see it >.<
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oakhollowd In reply to mapal [2012-01-09 10:42:38 +0000 UTC]
Aghhhh I know right?! Why doesn't it just come out like I see it in my head?! Isn't that what the hand does, exactly what the brain tells it to? I think my hand just wants to frustrate me.
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mapal In reply to oakhollowd [2012-01-09 10:44:24 +0000 UTC]
Haha I know xD I can see it all in my head but I just can't put it into an image that everyone else can see xD
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Ready-Or-Not [2012-01-08 04:11:45 +0000 UTC]
Oh my gosh... beautifully sad story. The picture and the story... both sad and lovely.
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