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Published: 2003-08-31 03:32:10 +0000 UTC; Views: 35; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 19
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Description I’m Jaded.  No longer does physical appearance attract me, in fact I want someone incredibly hideous.  I want someone no one wants, because I want to care for someone genuinely.  I want someone who can hold a conversation, and not just hold one but elicit it.  I want someone who makes me think, someone who questions my opinions, someone who looks deeply into matters.  I want someone smarter then me, more intellectual and eloquent.  I want someone who loves me, despite my quirks.  I’m Jaded.  I don’t want prince charming, I don’t want a “hottie”.  I just want someone to love, someone who can love me.  I want normalcy, I want someone who doesn’t care what other people will think, someone who kisses my forehead.  I want a best friend, someone who calls me on my bullshit, someone who tells me when I could try better.  I don’t care about his hair or his clothes, his shoes, I don’t care.  I don’t care about the car he drives, or doesn’t drive, I don’t care about his money, I don’t care about his job, or his status.  I DON’T CARE.  I just want to be in love, in love with someone who is worthy of love, someone that no one else would think of loving, someone who needs me, because I need them.  I’m jaded.  I’m so far gone.  I’m turning into a cynic, and I despise my betrayal.  I want to find someone decent, someone I can talk to…please.
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sonomacoast [2003-08-31 06:35:52 +0000 UTC]

i completly agree... i definitely know how you feel
i'm looking for the same thing

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eclectic-fusion [2003-08-31 04:23:09 +0000 UTC]

I still like the way this is written. I'm glad you're letting things out. I kinda know how you feel...I wish it were easier for me to write my feelings like you. Everything I write just doesn't come out good...or I leave out some things because I don't want other people to know about them Anyways back to the subject. I really like this....truely great writing.

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markomyluv In reply to eclectic-fusion [2003-08-31 04:32:36 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! I'm sure your writing is great, you should never hold back what you feel, the great thing about writing is that you can make those feelings ambiguous that way people don't know what you are talking about. Anyway, i wish i could do all the neat things you do with your photgraphs and artwork. Thanks for the comment!

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eclectic-fusion In reply to markomyluv [2003-08-31 04:39:37 +0000 UTC]

No problem. Thank you for giving me some support on not holding anything back in my writing. I've been wanting to write a lot of stuff for a while. I think I may just do that now . Thanks!

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markomyluv In reply to eclectic-fusion [2003-08-31 06:19:05 +0000 UTC]

You definatly should!

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Life8Lost [2003-08-31 04:12:48 +0000 UTC]

Thats so sweet wish more girls saw it like that

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