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MassiveMaster — What is going to Happen with my account?
Published: 2017-06-15 15:04:21 +0000 UTC; Views: 800; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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I hope you all read this, rather important update.
ART RELATED:I have been thinking on what I enjoy drawing. And that´s nudity, both realism and manga-hybrid style.
I will no longer draw males, tame art or fanart of series I´m unfamiliar with.
I want to draw what makes me happy. And the survey really showed that people enjoy my art for what it is.
You hate 3D art but, yeah I´ll keep doing it. I made the textures and worked hard, I would want to display.
And for my account , I am wondering if I shall perhaps move to another account, start over.
The lack of activity is my own fault, I can´t produce enough.
PERSONAL LIFE:Depression grasped me for a long period of time, to much happened .
Much heavy stuff, and big good things happened. Which I can´t share here.
Simply because people can be cruel.
But I will admit this, because it is important.
I have been diagnosed with Asperger's and ADHD, a question which lingered forever in my mind.
So finally, I get my lack of being able to produce fast enough, I lose focus. Because my mind is not quite as others.
Anyway, wanted to get it said.
Furthermore, I appreciate all that do support me.
Have a nice day.
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For the record, there is nothing wrong with having Asperger's Syndrome or ADHD...I can say this with some experience myself. Hang in there!
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Tell that to my government, they threw handicap help my way because due to the diagnosis I´m considered to stupid to take care of myself..
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I am so sorry to hear that.
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Oh my, i just hope everything will be okay with you, Yaya.
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I don´t know. I was happy to know my "problem" and get a diagnosis.. now I regret doing it.
Because people with Asperger here, get forced to have help in the home and on these behavior classes.
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Hmmmm. Well, anyway, i'm sure everything will turn out alright. Maybe you need some time off DA for the time being or something.
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I agree and support your choice Yaya. Do what makes you happy and what you enjoy the most!
I personally think you could simply return posting on this account, but if you want to move, I'll follow you
Love you darling. I'm sending you courage and big hugs.
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I hope my diagnosis does not scare you off ^^'
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Definitely not Yaya 
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Sounds like quite a bit's been going on. Do what you need to do, and definitely draw what you want to draw! You should be doing that anyway, right? Why draw it if you won't enjoy it? Also, sent you another note before I saw this journal, so don't worry about that one, I guess.
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It is quite hard right now, but hopefully gets better
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Well, I'll be here to talk if you ever feel the need.
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Nuthin wrong with pursuing what you love to do. Don't sweat the quantity of content-submission. Upload when you want to, with whatever you want to at the time. I don't hit the "watch" buttons to get daily updates -I do it because I like the artist/s' work. Good to hear that you got a diagnosis. It makes things easier once ya know what is going on with yourself. At least then you can take that into account for how life goes and make adjustments to your habbits, hopefully for the better. *speaking from experience 
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I feel as if people expect a lot from me, many was scared away when I took my art seriously and just did not want it anymore.
But then I thought, fuck it! I should just draw what I like. And that´s that.
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Just to be the other side of the coin. I personally love 3D stuff. I'm happy to see more.
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Thank you, several people don´t so.
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You've improved so much since when I first met you. Everyone moves at there own pace. Hang in there!
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well i always support dooing what makes you as an artist happy, so i hope you continue and can keep going.
yeah people are quite cruel, more often than anyone would like..
if you do move accounts please let me know i would love to stay following yuo.
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Thank you, I will tell you if I do.
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