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I’m stuck inside myself. Can’t find my way out.

There are emotions churning inside of me that are wreaking havoc on my soul.
I wanna cry, but the tears are stubborn.
They wont validate the cause.

I feel as though there is another inside of me, rewiring my thoughts and feelings, an evil twin.
I’m cynical, sorta mechanical in my dealings with others, this is not me.

I fear the problem can not be resolved amiably, that there will be blood shed.
Not physically, but like those slowly finding there way to the surface.

I want to scream and pull out my hair.
I’m frustrated beyond repair. I want to offer up my howls of anguish as a penance
For my crime.
How could I feel like this?
What’s causing it?
My head is splitting with indecision.

Description
I’m stuck inside myself. Can’t find my way out.

There are emotions churning inside of me that are wreaking havoc on my soul.
I wanna cry, but the tears are stubborn.
They wont validate the cause.

I feel as though there is another inside of me, rewiring my thoughts and feelings, an evil twin.
I’m cynical, sorta mechanical in my dealings with others, this is not me.

I fear the problem can not be resolved amiably, that there will be blood shed.
Not physically, but like those slowly finding there way to the surface.

I want to scream and pull out my hair.
I’m frustrated beyond repair. I want to offer up my howls of anguish as a penance
For my crime.
How could I feel like this?
What’s causing it?
My head is splitting with indecision.