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LOL remember how I said I was gonna do a drabble for this?
yeah, well, I kinda forgot what I was going to write

lmfao i think those drabbles really come like, right after I draw it, so if i wait a day, it's gonna expire D: that sucks.

anyways, since I uploaded this WP as a separate image (and i've got your undivided attention once again! harharhar), I'll talk more about the "symbolism" that I've put into the image.

Daffodils - Chivalry, Devotion, Unrequited love. I think this encompasses Tifa completely. you should know by her character that she's one tough woman, optimistic and determined in whatever she's doing. To whom or what her 'devotion' is directed is up to your own interpretation. I think the theme of unrequited love speaks for itself.

Dahlia - Elegance, Instability, Betrayal. Why do I refer to Axel as "elegant"? Elegance refers to tasteful, refined, and almost effortlessly effective appearance and behavior. However, elegance is a rather superficial trait, which is often a huge aspect of deceit. His instability refers to the overall feeling that he elicits in the image--his unmoving stance, and yet an unsettling feeling that he may leave at any time. I think the aspect of betrayal is pretty clear.

Roses (red) - love, passion, and desire. I said to notice how Axel was holding the bouquet--to me, holding a bouquet of flowers towards the ground symbolizes death (you know, when flowers wilt, they tilt towards the ground) indifference, carelessness, and heartlessness. If you look closely, Axel's actually stepping on one of the petals, effecting his disinterest in whether or not the flowers are healthy.

Axel's pose - He's standing with his back to Tifa, effecting a feeling of apathy, and a sense that he doesn't want to or can't look at Tifa straight in the eye. His hand on her knee is not only representative of a sexual or intimate relationship, but also as a sign of dominance.

Tifa's pose - lmfao this one, i'll have to apologize for. I know that this is COMPLETELY out of character for Tifa--no way in hell would she ever crawl all over a man like this, but I had to do it to bring out a feeling of desperation. This refers back to the sense of "unrequited love". It's like laying out her soul on the line. Her light scraping of nails on Axel's face is representative of Tifa's strength, and assuming she's forcefully turning Axel's face towards her, it's an opposing force to Axel's stance, facing away from her--she wants to look him in the eye.

The Chair - I included a chair because personally, when I think "chair", I think of "waiting". Because people tend to sit down when they're waiting, right? This is how I see it. Tifa's stance out of the chair may represent her leave from waiting for whatever she was waiting for, but having her heel clinging onto the bar of the chair could also mean she's still tied back with the past.

Axel's ring - just a little easter egg, 'cause you know I love adding tiny little details like that XD but is completely open for interpretation as well

Cloud's coat - Haha, seriously, this is completely open for your own interpretation.

...good christ, that was long winded.


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Comments: 98

LucyxKimi [2014-07-11 14:52:13 +0000 UTC]

Again with that girl?? >


Buuuh.... I'm sudently sad... Axel....

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Waterfall17 [2012-03-10 22:54:26 +0000 UTC]

Pairing is usually something that I disagree with because people can be ridiculous...but I really love the attention to symbolism and the detail. It is a wonderful piece.

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Nijuuni In reply to Waterfall17 [2012-03-19 19:31:18 +0000 UTC]

thanks!

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Waterfall17 In reply to Nijuuni [2012-03-30 19:18:50 +0000 UTC]

Welcome !

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adxlynn [2011-07-15 18:45:17 +0000 UTC]

It's not every day i see Axel like this or with a female. Your such an amazing artist and designer. I'm so happy that you created "Savior". I wish I had enough money to buy it. :[ Anyway, I enjoy your work, a lot. It has feeling and textures that not a lot of other artist could pull off. I hope to see some more soon.~xD

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69xbuttonsx69 [2011-03-07 00:29:31 +0000 UTC]

Jeez, definately put a lot of thought into this one, didn't ya? So gorgeous! Even better in 1680x1050. such a deep piece of art! Amazing!

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burningrage8-13 [2011-01-23 14:44:29 +0000 UTC]

LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!! AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!

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aoiskyfish [2010-10-13 23:23:15 +0000 UTC]

Use of a Maroon 5 lyric.... Props~! At least, I hope I'm right XD

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yamiaainferno [2010-07-19 05:07:53 +0000 UTC]

This is my favorite Axel het. couple. Of course, the man's about as strait a rainbow in my head, but still. XD Tee hee. Of course, I look at this and think of Salem's Love Stinks, because your drawings remind me too much of her stories, probably because she writes so many stories about your drawings. XD

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Ophiasay [2010-06-21 03:04:09 +0000 UTC]

To me, it seems like Tifa was waiting for Cloud, who would seem to be her husband, and her heel is caught on the chair because her ties of marriage keep holding her back, waiting for a husband who isn't coming home any time soon, one who she doesn't truly love. I also came to the conclusion that Axel did not know of Tifa and Cloud's marriage, and upon finding out he wants to leave, but he can tell that she truly does love him, and not her husband... though Axel does not quite return the feeling of unrequited love, but was more interested in appearance which can be shown by the roses. But Tifa is now unsure of his feelings towards her, which would explain why she wants him to look her in the eye, which he is desperately avoiding, because he doesn't want to have his ass kicked by a tough woman who notices that his love wasn't all she thought it was at first.
...
Meh?

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Revy2hands [2010-05-12 16:12:18 +0000 UTC]

Simply stunning! Love your style for this pic, and great symbolism too.

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Digiigid [2010-04-19 01:07:44 +0000 UTC]

This is a awesome picture, but to me, i just WANT that chair, I am in love with it!

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Cry-Little-Boy [2010-03-27 19:40:23 +0000 UTC]

Can I use this as my wallpaper?

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Nijuuni In reply to Cry-Little-Boy [2010-03-28 05:49:17 +0000 UTC]

of course!

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Cry-Little-Boy In reply to Nijuuni [2010-03-28 06:20:36 +0000 UTC]

THANK YOU VERY MUCH~!^^

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Suffering-Angel [2009-10-31 18:41:28 +0000 UTC]

And here I thought I was the only person in the known world to ship them T_T;;; granted, it's in AU more often than not, but still. Guh.
This is amazing. Nothing short of that. I think I'll only do it injustice if I try to elaborate

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BubbleTeaFantasyx3 [2009-07-18 00:53:54 +0000 UTC]

This is seriously the deepest thing I've eva seen! Just wow. . .Instant fave!

Ha. The chair and Cloud's coat can be an easy one to interpret: Tifa is/was waiting for cloud I'm a genius *not*.

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diclonius-freak [2009-06-03 13:53:46 +0000 UTC]

haha i didnt see louds coat before but when i read your description about the chair and saw clouds coat hung there its as if shes given up waiting for him
but then again im a big cloti fan soo...
but regardless this pic is AMAZING!!

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mekisyo [2009-05-25 19:26:41 +0000 UTC]

wowww this is so deep : O i love the detail you put into this!! great job!!><

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anime2yasha [2009-05-19 02:47:08 +0000 UTC]

Wowow, I can't believe there aren't MORE comments on this seeing the number of favorites+views on this picture.. :> I really enjoyed reading the symbols in the picture, and I did notice a couple of them before you pointed them out, but the whole picture was planned out really well, and really gave the picture depth. :3 I really like the fact that there was so much incorporated into it. <3

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fatalfeline [2009-05-18 22:34:50 +0000 UTC]

Everything you do is always absolutely gorgeous.

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Erethte [2009-05-17 00:58:41 +0000 UTC]

This is my take on Cloud's coat. It is draped over the chair showing waiting. She is stepping away from the chair showing she is done waiting for Cloud and is willing to risk it for Axel. That's just what a silly little girl thinks though.

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meine-leibe77 [2009-05-16 17:26:27 +0000 UTC]

I can't even begin to tell you how much ilu for this.

Akufaaaa. *-*

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Axel-tenshi [2009-05-14 22:53:00 +0000 UTC]

you need to make this available a little bigger. So we can see everything

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AkikoNeko [2009-05-13 17:39:10 +0000 UTC]

stunnninggg! *^*

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BubblegumHead [2009-05-13 14:42:20 +0000 UTC]

I love this and everything you put into it
It's amazing.

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firewolf013 [2009-05-11 02:14:46 +0000 UTC]

That is such a deep portrait! Your work is marvelous!
I mean, those tiny images can be so misplaced or even ignored! But the symbolisme brings a whole new idea to the scene! Well done!

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Shirokou [2009-05-11 00:02:49 +0000 UTC]

This is a better description than the last one! Are you a psychology major? That's one helluva analysis.

~*KA*~

I didn't even notice Axel stepping on a petal. THAT'S AMAZING.

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crazyemosrock [2009-05-10 16:41:49 +0000 UTC]

NOOOOOOOOOOOO
Do you have 1280 x 800?!

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IndigoLacie [2009-05-10 00:44:15 +0000 UTC]

I just love how it has so much simbolism in one individual image. It is gorgeous

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nimae [2009-05-09 22:11:03 +0000 UTC]

Okay, I want to know something...How do you do it??!
You draw beautifully and I honestly think that these things could just pop off the page and become tangible...that would be nice....hmm..

sorry. Then you go and write of all the symbolism in it like it was nothing. You made it sound like the most wonderful story in the world. ^0^ Were you thinking of the symbols before and while you drew it? or did it just come to you later?

You ought to do a track scene. \./ ^-^ \./

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drink-the-sunshine [2009-05-09 21:02:43 +0000 UTC]

I'm honestly giving you a standing ovation for this.
not only because the artwork is superb but also because of how much effort you obviously put into all of the symbolism (AND for explaining each symbol to us)

I love when things mean something in art, like it's not random but has a specific function to the whole meaning of the piece.

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kuriqa [2009-05-09 19:06:02 +0000 UTC]

OMJ DEAR I LOVE YOUR WORK!!!! EVERYTHING YOU DO IS JUST SO AMAZING!!!! huh... yeah i guess the hand on the knee is a dominant thing... i do it to my bf > < but his hold could also be to stop her from moving any closer to him, like he doesn't really want to love her, but somehow can't stop and tifa's pose... i think actually does suit her. The seductive 'come with me' move, which with anyone other than cloud, i can see her doing... and lol!!!! i never took notice of axel's ring until now > < great piece ^^ i may have to change my bg now...

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michele-bellx [2009-05-09 18:59:07 +0000 UTC]

<3333333 damn girl, your wallpapers are just so much win

You know, I find it amusing how someone commented and asked when you were going to start doing original artwork. UM. EVERYTHING YOU DO IS PRETTY FUCKING ORIGINAL EXCEPT FOR THE...FACES AND HAIR XD I mean, I can't believe all that symbolism you did here *_* I wish you had the time to write the drabble, but your explanations of the symbolism and the picture writes a whole story for me anyway

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Sufferinglostsoul [2009-05-09 17:40:04 +0000 UTC]

lol, Cloud's jacket XD. Hmm.. looks like Tifa's been busy ?? XD

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Osha-Briefs [2009-05-09 17:03:01 +0000 UTC]

HOW ARE YOU SO FULL OF THE AWESOME?! Wow, with the explanation of all of the aspects of this image, got even cooler--I'd never even heard of this pairing until you posted this pic and now I sort of LOVE IT! Wow, you are amazing! I still say that the overall design of this composition is fantastic and I love how much motion is in it. Sooo great!!

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Syeki [2009-05-09 16:23:37 +0000 UTC]

Actually, when I first saw the picture, my impression was that Tifa was the dominant one. o.O The seductress who knows what she wants and how to get it, and Axel is playing long. Nothing about her pose/expression speaks of desperation to me.

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Minikimii [2009-05-09 15:00:30 +0000 UTC]

Okay, so I love you.
I reallly can't stand to see Axel with anyone other than Roxas, sometimes Riku, and even less Sora... but I really love your art style so much that it doesn't matter. If you draw it, then it works for me.

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wolvie16 [2009-05-09 14:54:34 +0000 UTC]

really awesome.

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ForeverFallen304 [2009-05-09 12:16:38 +0000 UTC]

wow...beautiful work. And your show of symbolism in your description gives the work a painful feel but also makes it very breathtaking. Great job.

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Demon-Roxy [2009-05-09 09:58:48 +0000 UTC]

Whoa~ it's really amazing! Ö
I'm not exactly an AkuFa fan, but I still find this art beautiful <3

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CharlieDoryRose [2009-05-09 09:51:39 +0000 UTC]

Ahh I love this. And that was a very interesting read. I love all the thought and meaning you've put into every little detail. Although I must say, one thing I'm not sure I agree with is Tifa's "unrequited love"... I've always thought that her love (as many people think, for Cloud) isn't unrequited at all. That's just my take on things though, it doesn't make me like this picture any less and even as a massive CloTi fan I still love this pairing. There was something else I wanted to say too but I've forgotten what it is...

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Kaleta [2009-05-09 09:24:10 +0000 UTC]

WOW! very nice! love this pairing! i thought when i saw Cloud's coat there that the fact that tifa is pushing away from the chair and clinging to axel shows she cares very little about Cloud now, since Axel is right there xD

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white-sandman-dreams [2009-05-09 08:52:16 +0000 UTC]

FFFFFFLOL
I didn't even notice the ring OR Cloud's jacket until I just read that description xD OH I HAVE SUCH AN EYE FOR DETAILSSSSSS ;;3;;

I-If this were my computer, I would totally make this my wallpaperrrrrr-r ;u;

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Naokichu [2009-05-09 07:46:08 +0000 UTC]

Stop making me FEEL. *A* *basks in le gorgeous wallpaypahr*

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UzumakiRaichi [2009-05-09 07:24:42 +0000 UTC]

hey, when are you going to make OC art o_o
don't you get bored form all this KH stuff?

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Naokichu In reply to UzumakiRaichi [2009-05-09 07:44:12 +0000 UTC]

I think she's very well capable of deciding what she wants (or doesn't want) to draw.
Also, if you had looked through her gallery you would have seen that she has made Original artwork.

*stops frowning at this and goes back to loving this as a wallpaper*

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UzumakiRaichi In reply to Naokichu [2009-05-09 07:52:35 +0000 UTC]

I know, but the majority is KH and I dun even like KH.
I watch her because I liked her art, but having her make KH art all the time is rather sadning.

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Naokichu In reply to UzumakiRaichi [2009-05-09 08:32:20 +0000 UTC]

There is always the BACK-button.
And, you say you like her art: Wouldn't that mean you wouldn't care if she drew KH or not? If she'd suddenly start drawing something extremely girly things I wouldn't unwatch her because of that. I like the way she draws, which is why I watch her. the fact that she draws KH and I love the game is just an extra.

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UzumakiRaichi In reply to Naokichu [2009-05-09 09:08:42 +0000 UTC]

Well I don't like it.
I like OC art because you get to know the fantasy of the creator.
All KH fanart is connected to KH and events in the game.

I just think it's a waste of her talent to draw KH art so much.

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