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Published: 2019-03-06 23:25:30 +0000 UTC; Views: 552; Favourites: 18; Downloads: 1
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Description Wh at?? Sin ce when am I getting so upset at my art?? Lik e I can't stop shaking and I keep trying to draw something but it isn't going as I wanted??? It stresses me out. I ha te how I also have no originality either jnjnjbj I try not to make characters similar to canon ones because I really love their designs! And wanna make my own that has traits of them and try not to make them similar  But,,, I make them so similar ?? JNJFNJNB I H ATe that

I will feel better soon just wanted to get this off my chest because its really making me feel upset. It makes me remember those times back at instagram when I draw a character and it suddenly gets compared to one I didn't know existed? I h ad bad times there and I would love to go back b ut,, insta gives me bad anxiety now due to the things that happen to me there, and I get so insecure about my ocs too ha ha ,,, I will feel better no worries just need to calm down though 
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ShikumoNoi [2019-03-07 15:59:33 +0000 UTC]

I can understand that very well, and I know that many of my dear friends (even me) were in such a situation as you are now.

If you are going to stress yourself, you won't be that creative ;; //because stress is the biggest inspiration-killer
So take it easy, and take your time ;v;; Have patience! Of course, it will not work at the first or second time, but stay tuned <33 

And the thing with the characters and originality.... I have also made fan characters, who looked more like the original character, than an really self-made character :'> //also because I really love the characters design n stuff
But you can still work on the design of the character! Let you inspire you by other things than just one character nvn //Moodboards, clothing, hair styles etc, colors etc.//
But..... I think it's not bad, I mean....It wasn't your fault! One of my friends had this problem too, and I think people shouldn't delete or work on the characters design if it has similarities with an another person's character! (fortuitously). 
and don't let any hate //if so// taking you! <3 
If you decide to go to Insta again then... Just ignore the haters! Let them, maybe just say that they could please stop with it,  your opinion, etc. (Dunno ;v;; ) I mean, it can happen that characters made of other persons can have similarities to those of the other persons character fortuitously!

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GlizzySparks [2019-03-07 04:35:18 +0000 UTC]

Awww, deary it's okay, I understand how you feel. People might say that your characters may remind you of another character or that they aren't original (trust me I had one person on my art saying that about one of your characters despite them barely being similar in anyway in my opinion and I wasn't happy about hearing upon that >:/ ) but they are beautiful to me, I really so admire them. And besides nothing is truly original. Your art is so fucking amazing too. Better than me, I'm really not that experience, I'm only three years in, but even then I too struggle with many things in art and characters )xD

I'm sorry that you feel that way, I really do hope that you feel better. You're an amazing artist and character maker. I hope your art and characters and I look forward to seeing more from you, really, you're amazing. Feel better soon *hugs* :>

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NewPaperRadSon [2019-03-07 01:26:48 +0000 UTC]

Dang it, I dunno how to help in these cases, pls forgive

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OctiPocki In reply to NewPaperRadSon [2019-03-07 01:56:51 +0000 UTC]

Its okie fren you are good uvu I am feeling better now <3333

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NewPaperRadSon In reply to OctiPocki [2019-03-07 03:16:46 +0000 UTC]

Ah, okie, hopefully I can help out some other time

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ToffeIsApaperBag [2019-03-07 00:36:52 +0000 UTC]

Ahhh, I get what you mean when you make art and it's not how you pictured it and you're just like "WhY iS tHiS sO bAd?!?!" But i honestly LOVE your art! I know what i say won't really mean much to you, But i really think your art is AMAZING and i'm actually incredibly jealous of your talent. And honestly i didn't even know you based some of your character designs off of cannon characters, Idk they always just seemed so original to me, And still do to me.

Sometimes it's good to take just a break from art to clear your mind, I know when i was going through some hard times that really helped me, Although i was really depressed about how bad my ocd was at the time and not art(Mostly) ._. BUT i do hope you feel better!

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OctiPocki In reply to ToffeIsApaperBag [2019-03-07 01:57:58 +0000 UTC]

JFNFVJNJG TH I S M EAns so mu ch to me tha nk youu!! <3333 I feel so much better now! Go sh you guys are so sweet!! <3333 qvq

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Laegume-Kiwi [2019-03-07 00:00:49 +0000 UTC]

Okay so I’m feeling not well either rn so like if I word my words in a rude manner please do tell me and I’ll correct myself, I’m just not my best rn lmao. :”) So if I hurt your feelings, don’t hesitate to slap me. (I DID A TYPO HERE IN MY PREVIOUS COMMENT, IT WAS MY AUTOCORRECT, PLEASE IGNORE IT PLEASE I’M DYING OF EMBARRASSMENT OKAY?)

I know how you feel, when you’re talking about how things pop in your head and they don’t come out right when you draw them. If it makes you feel any better, you’re not the only one who struggles with this- and even sometimes, there’s a possibility you could draw something, it doesn’t come out the way you wanted it to, but it comes out way better than you expected. It’ll happen to you eventually, so just don’t give up on it okie? 

I get that feeling where when you fail at drawing something, try again and again, and everytime it doesn’t go right— you eventually lose motivation. (I honestly felt that way when I drew that character design for you lmao.) Again, you’re not the only one who deals with it so hh- we can struggle together? :”) idk I’m trash at words.

I understand what you mean when you say that you really do like designs of official/cannon character designs and then try to make your own like it but make it too exact. That’s legit me- but with people’s OCs. Your OCs might have some of same the traits as official/cannon character designs, but they’re still made by you and they have their own originality whether you see it or not. 

Tbh in the end there’s really no actually original designs, because each and every design shares something in common with another. Sometimes I have to remind myself about this, and I guess you should he reminded of it too.

Also your OCs are absolutely amazing, because they were made by you, so you shouldn’t feel insecure about them. Although I understand that saying this won’t help you in the slightest and I also understand why you feel that insecurity— because of what others have said in the past. They’re kinda like scars, in a way. Still, super relatable though.

And trust me, I’ve seen worse OCs, like actual recolors OR people copying OC official/cannon character designs, changing one small thing like the eye color, and then saying that’s their OC. You actually try to be different and that’s something respectable about you, and that’s also something others don’t have and should actually try, like you, to do.

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OctiPocki In reply to Laegume-Kiwi [2019-03-07 00:31:18 +0000 UTC]

ITS OKIE BEAN I UNDERSTAND!!! And n o worries that is actually really helpful <333 qvq looks like we both have the struggles qvq and this is really helpful th ank you so much bean !!<3333

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Laegume-Kiwi In reply to OctiPocki [2019-03-07 00:35:42 +0000 UTC]

 
I feel like I struggle more at the moment tbh lmao, mine designs are so trashy like wh. But you’ve probably struggled more than me though, since you’ve probably been drawing before I was even born lmfao. I’m dying at that thought though, I’m such a fetus compared to you. x’d
               

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OctiPocki In reply to Laegume-Kiwi [2019-03-07 01:56:16 +0000 UTC]

NDFJNVG DON 'T WOrry fren w e will struggle together       qvq

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Laegume-Kiwi In reply to OctiPocki [2019-03-07 02:52:40 +0000 UTC]

OKAY SO I MADE A TYPO, BUT HOPEFULLY YOU UNDERSTOOD WHAT I MEANT BY ME CALLING MYSELF A FETUS COMPARED TO YOU. x’d All these typos are gunna kill me someday... :”)
         
Also yay. x’dd

edit: LET ME JUST YEET THIS OUT, I SAW YOUR COMMENT ABOUT YOUR DISCPRD, PLEASE DON’T CHANGE YOUR USERNAME ANYTIME SOON BECAUSE I REALLY WANNA ADD YOU BUT I CAN’T BECAUSE DISCORD IS BLOCKED ON MY IPAD AND I DON’T HAVE A CHARGER FOR MY COMPUTER, BECAUSE IT BROKE, SO LIKE CAN YOU WAIT UNTIL I GET A NEW CHARGER IN THE MAIL, OR TELL ME YOUR NEW USERNAME WHENEVER YOU CHANGE IT HHH-

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OctiPocki In reply to Laegume-Kiwi [2019-03-07 18:37:55 +0000 UTC]

TH AT IS OKIE YOU ARE FINE FRIEN!! <3333 

AND OKIE OKIE I will leave it there for you!! qvq And don't worry! I won't change my username!! x'D <3333

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Laegume-Kiwi In reply to OctiPocki [2019-03-07 20:35:23 +0000 UTC]

THANKIES SO MUCH <33333333 BECAUSE HH- I change my username 24/7 lmao, when I’m online anyways. I change it depending on my current mood so. ( ; 3 ; ) 

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Ha-chanAndHerbbys [2019-03-06 23:54:58 +0000 UTC]

Aww hek bean.
I know how you feel. It may not make you feel better but to me your art is absolutely wonderful and unique. So are your designs! They always warm my heart and make my day whenever I see them. I know you feel down but things will get better soon. I really hope you can get to a happy place with your art and be proud of it quq
Do you have discord by chance? If you wanna vent I would love to be someone to listen.
I've really been wanting to get to know you better anyway :'3

I also wanted to talk to you about my half of that character trade if that's okay??

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OctiPocki In reply to Ha-chanAndHerbbys [2019-03-07 00:33:38 +0000 UTC]

Tha t is so sweet of you thank you!!! <333 and yes I do have a discord!! <333 its MushyOcti#8435 !! QvQ

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Ha-chanAndHerbbys In reply to OctiPocki [2019-03-07 02:16:33 +0000 UTC]

Aaaa np bean <33

I sent yu a frem request!~

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RagzzPizzle [2019-03-06 23:49:34 +0000 UTC]

Your ocd are actually amazing. *hugs* I know it's hard to make are own characters sometimes but a lot of people do love creating their own characters.

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OctiPocki In reply to RagzzPizzle [2019-03-07 00:31:44 +0000 UTC]

AAAA y ou are so sweet thank you! And yes I agree !! <3333

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TheWIPartist [2019-03-06 23:29:57 +0000 UTC]

*hugs*
You have complete originality to me and your art style is amazing. I am here if you ever need to talk. 

Remember, you are amazing and you have talent.

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OctiPocki In reply to TheWIPartist [2019-03-06 23:38:05 +0000 UTC]

*hugs back* thank you so much it means a lot ;;; <333

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TheWIPartist In reply to OctiPocki [2019-03-06 23:39:59 +0000 UTC]

You are welcomed, buddy. <3

Glad it help cheer you up a bit.

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StrawbabyyMilk [2019-03-06 23:29:18 +0000 UTC]

    Asdf I love your ocs personally ;; def go take a break and rest. Everyone hits these big bumps and comes to suddenly hate their art, you
    go let yourself calm down bean 

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ItalianMacaque95 In reply to StrawbabyyMilk [2019-03-06 23:38:23 +0000 UTC]

Don't give up creating ocs just cause your emotions and self doubt try to stab you in the back. Wipe those tears; or erase them, and try to draw your feelings away. 
I've been hit in the head by stuff like this many times, and it takes it awhile before it can go. 
Tonight just look up at the  stars and think of all the stories and ideas you wish to tell 
How generations young and old will love your characters. 
For gods same especially the critics will love them. 
Hope this helped

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StrawbabyyMilk In reply to ItalianMacaque95 [2019-03-06 23:38:52 +0000 UTC]

    You replied to my comment by accident

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ItalianMacaque95 In reply to StrawbabyyMilk [2019-03-06 23:40:10 +0000 UTC]

Oh god I hate it when something like this happens

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OctiPocki In reply to StrawbabyyMilk [2019-03-06 23:37:38 +0000 UTC]

GO sh you are so sweet tha nk you so much bean ;;; it means a lot!! <33333

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StrawbabyyMilk In reply to OctiPocki [2019-03-06 23:38:13 +0000 UTC]

    ofc!! if you need anything lemme know, okay? <3

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