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Words

Empty words
are all I hear.
Lies upon lies
are what they are.

Cold words
cut me deeply.
Lasting pain
that never seems to fade.

Accusing words
let guilt destroy me.
Till everything
is my fault.

All these words
do so much damage,
but no one knows...
and no one cares.

Cold

I feel so little sympathy,
for the poor cursed strangers I meet.
I care little for the world and it's views,
defying them all for no reason then I can.
I have no passion, I have no drive...
I simply live the life handed to me.
Because I'm cold.

People avoid looking me in the eye,
my frosty gaze unsettles them.
My emotions seem to be non-exsitant,
because they are so numb.
I am so distant from people,
only watching as they die.
Because I'm cold.

There's more to me then that.
A deep longing hidden deep within,
that no one seems to see.
A part of me that screams out,
begging for someone's warm embrace...
someone's love...
because I'm cold.

Please?

Take my hand, please?
because I need you so much
that it terrifies me so much.

Hold on tight and don't let go...
so when I trip and fall,
you'll be right there to help me up.

Guide me through this maze,
I don't think I could find my way,
and I'm not brave enough to go on.

And when we reach the end,
I know you'll have to let go,
but please take my hand again...

No one

No one understands,
as I lie about my scars,
covering up the truth
just to protect the one I love.

No one knows
what I hide underneath my act,
the pain and secrets underneath
because I don't want them to.

No one accepts me,
because I'm a freak.
And even if they don't know it
they sense it...

No one will save me,
because they can't.
I was cursed at birth
and only I can change my fate.