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Oxidizing-Angel — My Pabu.
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3 days before he passed away[link]
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youre a lesbian? you seem to like having pussies on your face
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Lol I'm not sure that's how it works 
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i love this shot the most, u r very beautiful.
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Aawww cute cat, it's a shame he passed. I have a cat now, and I can't even fathom him being gone... Makes me sad thinking about loss...
Aside from that, your eyes are amazingly blue here, and you have a cute half-smile. It's sad about your cat, I hope you are alright...
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A part of me died with him..
You can read more about it in the comments here or here
If you'd rather I just tell you I will, but it's a long story I've repeated so many times and it does make me awfully sad..
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I totally understand your feelings on this, like 100%. I am not simply saying this to impress you. The part that was lost is something that we all go through in losing a loved one, I can relate with you alot in that regard. My dog, his name was Chance died back in September of 2009. He was my dog for 11 years, I grew up with him, there wasn't a night that went by growing up that he didn't sleep in my bed. Through all the good or bad times he was there. When I cried he came to me and consoled me to feel better, nudging his nose onto my face, making me smile. After the loss of him I felt emotionally, physically, and mentally drained. I didn't want to live anymore, and I would have traded my life for his in a heartbeat...
After his death I immortalized him in my gallery: [link]
I am so sorry for your loss of your beloved cat, I just wish I could help you more in anyway. I'd like to hear more of what happened, but if it causes with you pain and sad emotions, you don't have to tell me.
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I'm sorry this took me so long to reply to.
It was really hard losing him, he was literally baby. We rescued him and his litter when they were about a week old, they were very sick and had a bunch of gunk all over their eyes. When we took them to the vet we found out that one of one of the kittens' irises had ruptured and two of the other kittens lost both their eyes and they weren't going to be able to see, the other two (Pabu and a sister) could see but their vision was pretty impaired. So I bottle fed them every 3 hours and gave them their medicine, cleaned their eyes, wiped their butts so they'd use the bathroom. They were really my babies.
Less than a year after this picture was taken, when he was barely a year old, I took him to the vet because his stomach was really bloated and the rest of him was really skinny. I thought that it was something easily fixable, like worms because they'd been strays. But the vet looks at him and says it's really bad, he has the FIP virus and most cats don't make it. A week later he died..
The day he died he woke me up early trying to get on the bed to lay next to me but he kept knocking things over so I picked him up and put him on the bed and he couldn't walk, he'd try to go straight but his legs would go sideways. So I laid him down next to me. At the end the virus effects them neurologically..
I woke up a few hours later and I picked him up to give him his medicine and he let out this horrible howl and it startled me so I went to put him down because I thought I'd hurt him, he felt so frail.. I felt so bad because when I put him down, I did so very gently, but he didn't move to hold himself up at all and bumped his head on the floor. So I picked him up and sat down on the floor in the hallway with him in my arms. He started making these horrible gasping sounds and I was just trying to talk to him.. And then the gasping stopped and I took him in my room and laid him on my pillow.. I just kept petting him and saying his name.. My boyfriend wrapped him in a blanket and put him in a box to bury him but I wasn't ready yet. I tried taking him out because I wanted to hold him again but he was so stiff.. it felt like I'd break him..so I just kept petting him.. I couldn't stand going by the hallway for the longest time..
I haven't been the same since, I miss him every day.
I'm sorry about your dog too, that's a really wonderful picture. A friend painted one for me [link]
I had another cat that passed away the same year as Pabu. Dinah [link] I'd had her since I was 3 and we really grew up together. I like to cry in my closet and the door doesn't always shut completely but one time I was crying and she pulled in open with her and just started licking my forehead which immediately made me start laughing..
It was harder losing Pabu than losing her, not that it was in anyway easy losing but she'd had a good 17 years and a very happy life. She'd also been sick for a couple years so I had a lot of time to except it. It was just so quick with Pabu and he had such a short life.. But at least it was a good one.
I also lost a horse that year.. It wasn't a good year at all, I'm surprised I survived it..
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sorry to hear that..... this is a beautiful picture though
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