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Published: 2012-12-07 22:40:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 678; Favourites: 36; Downloads: 13
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Description It's my boy Rasoio again, man has it been a long while since I last drew him 0.o

Well a few things have changed about him, not his looks but his condition. He used to suffer from Hypomania and mild psychiatric disorders but I've decided to make him a full blown schizofrenic now. I was never happy with the disorders I chose for him because they weren't exactly what I was looking for but Schizofrenia is perfect for him! Now Schizofrenia comes in a lot of shapes and sizes so let me explain his personal case. Rasoio suffers from the paranoid type accompanied by hallucinations and delusions. His hallucinations excist out of two voices inside his head that talk about him to each other. So they don't talk to him directly. Just think of two people constantly talking about everything you do and also discuss what you should or shouldn't be doing and you'll have a pretty good idea of what he has. Aside from the voices his vision is also sometimes disorted causing him to think that he's being surrounded or followed the entire time. His delusion is that he thinks that everybody is out to get him (paranoid type of schizofrenia duh xD). In the active phase he's very unstable and often gives in to what the voices tell him to do even if he doesn't want to. In the rest phase he suffers from severe depression and suicidal tendencies. Mostly because of the voices that constantly taunt him and exhaustion.

Well I've surely made him a happier pony haven't I?
But I do love that I can use my study to create a horse with an actual realistic disorder now, I find Schizofrenia incredibly interesting and I hope to be able to work with schizofrenic people when I graduate c:

So I hope you guys will like it! It was a lot of fun to draw Rasoio again and the pose was also a bit different than usual to do c: I do feel I've made the picture a little too dark but I couldn't change it anymore :/ Oh and just so you know he's freaking out here because of the voices. They never leave him alone and he's desperate to just get some quiet but he never gets it.

Rasoio, Lynawa breed & Art: Me *paardjee
Pose reference: Google Image.
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Comments: 34

Celleno [2013-01-05 16:56:45 +0000 UTC]

hmm I might have to view this on my brother's desktop because it's hard to see anything. From what I can see the expression really conveys the title of the piece. I also like the glowing eye quite alot.

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Paardjee In reply to Celleno [2013-01-11 23:40:12 +0000 UTC]

Hmm that's odd cause though it's dark you should still be able to see everything.
But thank you very much! I had fun with drawing him all crazy

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mona1995xx [2012-12-28 12:31:47 +0000 UTC]

Yay paranoΓ―de, nu schizofrene Rasoio K weet zeker dat je van hem een blijere pony heb gemaakt xD Maar ik zou iig helemaal gek worden als er steeds mensjes over me zouden praten waar ik gewoon bij ben D: En het doet me ook een beetje aan Tamina denken maar das weer heel wat anders xd Maar ik snap dat je z'n pose wat lastig vond maar hij wel mooi geworden! Echt zo van ''Γ‘ah wordt helemaal gek en laat me nou eens met rust'' D: Maar hij blijft gewoon schattig xd Ookal is hij helemaal gestoord Hihi I still love him <3

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Paardjee In reply to mona1995xx [2013-01-02 23:27:05 +0000 UTC]

Oh ja hij is vast erg dankaar ik voel het gewoon
Heel erg bedankt Moontje!

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WhiteKnightt [2012-12-23 16:04:15 +0000 UTC]

YOUR DESIGNS! ;A;

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Paardjee In reply to WhiteKnightt [2012-12-23 23:52:29 +0000 UTC]

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WhiteKnightt In reply to Paardjee [2012-12-28 01:33:04 +0000 UTC]

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jannaphia [2012-12-14 22:24:31 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, he surely his happier now xD
His condition sounds very interesting though and I'm glad I don't have to experience that :,) Also, I'm glad you know what you're talking about I always find it kinda...strange when people give their characters random psychiatric disorders without having done some research before (:
But well...what else can I say? You're a cruel person
Oh, and the picture looks amazing! Love his pose and the darkness So creepy in connection with the glowing, red eye :3

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Paardjee In reply to jannaphia [2012-12-19 12:44:50 +0000 UTC]

Yup one happy horsey xD
Yes schizofrenia is in my opinion on of the most interesting disorders out there. And I'm also very thankful that I don't have it. True true I like to give some thought at least and I gave Rasoio a lot of thought this time
Haha I know, my characters will kill me some day I'm sure
And thank you very much Chrys!

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Crystal-Cinders [2012-12-10 16:59:20 +0000 UTC]

Sexy red-eyed demon!
I remember reading about a poor girl with (I can't spell that name), but it was so sad, hearing what she'd go through everyday If you work with people who have schizo-whatsit, I think that would brilliant.

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Paardjee In reply to Crystal-Cinders [2012-12-11 00:23:36 +0000 UTC]

Hellz yeah Rasoio's got it going on! xD
Oh yes it's a really horrible disorder, when I learned more about it I was so thankful that I don't have it. I hope I will be able to work with them when I'm a psychologist but I think they'll be very rare cases.

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Crystal-Cinders In reply to Paardjee [2012-12-11 22:02:27 +0000 UTC]

Likewise.
Totally random, but you're amazing. I wouldn't be brave enough to work with people like that, it'd be so awkward for me. The world needs more people like you!

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xRedLily [2012-12-09 14:51:05 +0000 UTC]

Hahaha satan XD die comment haha
maar weer erg mooi dit dat donkere is echt scary

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Paardjee In reply to xRedLily [2012-12-10 12:39:09 +0000 UTC]

Ja ik snap het nog steeds niet helemaal
Maar heel erg bedankt! Volgensmij heb ik het iets te donker gemaakt maarja xD

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xRedLily In reply to Paardjee [2012-12-10 13:30:00 +0000 UTC]

Ik denk dat ze dat zei omdat zn oog rood is xD
mjaa missch ietsje maar ziet er alsnog wel vet uit hoor!

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Paragonn [2012-12-08 19:11:53 +0000 UTC]

Ooh, scawy . o3o

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Paardjee In reply to Paragonn [2012-12-09 11:43:11 +0000 UTC]

Yeah you wouldn't want to run into him in the dark xD

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Paragonn In reply to Paardjee [2012-12-11 16:17:35 +0000 UTC]

- Hides under blanket - xD
Good job on this one, btw!

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DiminishedOrchids [2012-12-08 06:01:06 +0000 UTC]

This is absolutely beautiful I love your trees.. <3

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Paardjee In reply to DiminishedOrchids [2012-12-08 11:51:17 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so very much!

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EternalStarTrail [2012-12-08 00:14:48 +0000 UTC]

O_O Gosh that has to suck hearing two voices in your head having a 'private' conversation amongst themselves about you.. Totally not hard to see how that would drive him to be so... well him. I dont know if Id want voices talk to me or not...Poor guy
Ad my gosh this pictue is absolutely fabulously striking with the dark background nd horse with the glowing red eyes. Rasoio has a pretty cool design too.

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Paardjee In reply to EternalStarTrail [2012-12-08 11:53:33 +0000 UTC]

Yes I've once seen an educational video portraying what it would be like for the Schizofrenic patient and man only the 5 minute video was enough for me think I'd go crazy if I had it. Schizofrenia is such an odd disorder, very interesting for me but horrible to have for the patient.
And thank you very much dear! It was fun doing a darker picture again

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EternalStarTrail In reply to Paardjee [2012-12-08 17:47:33 +0000 UTC]

Yeah it definately sounds like a horrible thing to have... and to think of how mny people in the past had it and were treated poorly because no one understood like we do today...
You are very welcome hun

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Paardjee In reply to EternalStarTrail [2012-12-11 00:24:29 +0000 UTC]

Oh God yes when people had it in the early days they used to believe people with Schizofrenia were possesed by demons 0.o

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EternalStarTrail In reply to Paardjee [2012-12-11 01:13:50 +0000 UTC]

Those poor people... Wonder how many lives would be different if they knew then what we knew now...

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NaporieRizia [2012-12-07 23:33:11 +0000 UTC]

Oh yes! He seems so much happyer now. He should have such a better life now that you've put the voices in his head.... who am I kidding? You're crual! Crual and heartless! How could you? I mean... ok, I guess I really don't have anything to say do I. lol

I love the picture though, and I really like his new condition, even though it is quite crual. But it's very intesting. I never knew there was so much to Schizofrenia. Sounds like you're learning a lot.

Hm, I seem to have goten side-tracked. Let's see, where was I? Oh right: I love the picture! The pose is great and his expression fits his paranoid, hopelessness very well. And the darkness of the picture is just perfect. It adds so much to it.

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Paardjee In reply to NaporieRizia [2012-12-08 11:55:12 +0000 UTC]

Doesn't he? I bet he's so thankful that I gave him Schizofrenia xD
Bwahaha oh well he doesn't get a say in it But yes Schizofrenia is a very detailed disorder and it comes in so many different variations, I find it incredibly interesting
And thank you very much dear! I'm happy to hear you like it c:

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NaporieRizia In reply to Paardjee [2012-12-08 15:03:26 +0000 UTC]

Yes, it sounds very interesting.
And you welcome.

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imke14 [2012-12-07 23:25:08 +0000 UTC]

Amazing work! I love the dark atmosphere and the expression
The disorder sounds in some way amazing, not that it's good but you described it so thoroughly! And I have to agree, Schizofrenia is one of the reasons why I'm interested in psychiatry and stuff.

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Paardjee In reply to imke14 [2012-12-08 11:51:05 +0000 UTC]

Heel erg bedankt!
Ja ik vind Schizofrenie echt zo ontzettend interessant en het was ook erg leuk om Rasoio's case helemaal uit te stippelen Ik hoop dat ik er dit jaar meer over krijg maar ben bang van niet omdat we het vorig jaar al behandelt hebben. Maarja ik zie het sowieso weer terug in m'n master C:

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LittleLace [2012-12-07 22:58:51 +0000 UTC]

The atmosphere of this piece is astounding!

love this character

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Paardjee In reply to LittleLace [2012-12-07 23:06:54 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much!
I really like this guy myself as well, gotta love the psychos

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Yellow--Arrow [2012-12-07 22:47:12 +0000 UTC]

SATAN.
Nice work!
I love this red, glowing eye! It's looks so scary.

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Paardjee In reply to Yellow--Arrow [2012-12-07 22:51:01 +0000 UTC]

lol satan?
Haha thank you so much love! I like glowy eyes!

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