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Published: 2005-05-04 01:56:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 145; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 4
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SanctuaryAs I cry here
All alone
I wonder about my life
And where it has gone
The music is playing
I can barely hear
Waiting for the pain in my life
Everything to disappear
Everything went so fast
I got swept away
I'm just searching for somewhere
Someplace safe to stay
I'm so afraid to move on
I'm terrified to lose
To look back or move foreward
I'm even afraid to choose
Music is my sanctuary
The place where I can hide
The only way to share my soul
And how I feel inside
Slowly reality fades from me
I can see it if I try
But reality is a cold hard truth
And to me it's just a lie
As I think my options through
My world falls all around me
The walls that held up my security
Collapsing with my sanity
The fire in my soul has dimmed
I know this is the end
I think of all the wrong in my life
All the things I cannot mend
Sitting in the darkness
Encompassed by my tears
In the uneasiness of endless nights
I get swallowed by my fears
I didn't even feel the pain
The blade that is inside me
Only now I hear the questions
The regrets, the unheard plea
Was this how things were meant to end?
How I was meant to die?
Was I destined to suffer here
Blindly stumbling without knowing why?
I've accepted my fate
This is the only way I know of now
The dreaming only lasts
As long as you allow
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Comments: 2
wow... this is so sad... *sigh* there are times when i can relate... but then i think, "this can't last forever. my problems aren't meant to last forever. all i've got to do is wait it out and hope for the best."
it didn't always work buut...
anyway, this poem's really good. You should write more...
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Thank you... I love this poem... I put a lot of myself into it. There are more I need to put up.. I just need to find the correct notebook...
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