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paintausea β€” A Mother I can Never Have

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Published: 2015-08-23 21:04:44 +0000 UTC; Views: 5539; Favourites: 162; Downloads: 28
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samiclayvivianmel [2015-09-28 19:37:07 +0000 UTC]

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Exekiella [2015-08-25 01:25:19 +0000 UTC]

The feeling is mutual...Β 

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paintausea In reply to Exekiella [2015-08-27 19:47:47 +0000 UTC]

-hugs gently- ...

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Exekiella In reply to paintausea [2015-08-28 21:10:17 +0000 UTC]

Thanks. ;-; -hugs back-

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ukindis [2015-08-24 22:16:30 +0000 UTC]

I can relate to wanting things I can never have. Β Time is a bit inconsiderate with that. Β I guess I joke around a lot to keep my mind off it.

Keep it up Kaptain. Β I swear I'll have that star ship fixed up one of these days, and you'll get the money the crew and I owe you. Β Converting from sea to space travel was slightly more complicated than we had anticipated, but that's a story for another day.

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paintausea In reply to ukindis [2015-09-10 21:06:48 +0000 UTC]

Hahaha... you don't owe me anything...?
It is the complication that sets the stones for the journey to cross...Β 

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Kinotsune [2015-08-24 16:39:25 +0000 UTC]

denk dran. freunde sind die familie, die man sich selbst ausgesucht hat. ich bin mir sicher, du wirst jemanden finden, der dir dieses geborgene GefΓΌhl wird geben kΓΆnnen.

ich liebe diese effekte von staub und licht. du kannst mit so wenig, so viel erzΓ€hlen. das muss ich dir immer wieder sagen.

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paintausea In reply to Kinotsune [2015-09-10 21:05:48 +0000 UTC]

Ich habe Angst daran zu glauben und es zu haben...Β 
Vielen herzlichen Dank fΓΌr die lieben Komplimente die du mir immer gibst...

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Kinotsune In reply to paintausea [2015-09-11 08:52:18 +0000 UTC]

mm so geht es mir mit beziehungen. ich denke, von daher kann ich deine Angst wohl verstehen.

sehr gerne.

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LOVE9654 [2015-08-24 11:39:19 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful and tragic.
I can relate.Β  Β 

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paintausea In reply to LOVE9654 [2015-09-10 21:04:56 +0000 UTC]

Thank you...
I am so sorry....

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soundofsilver [2015-08-24 04:49:22 +0000 UTC]

Oh my God.
Wow....amazing....but... ;_;

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paintausea In reply to soundofsilver [2015-09-10 21:04:44 +0000 UTC]

-carefully offers tissue-
thank you...

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soundofsilver In reply to paintausea [2015-09-15 05:47:56 +0000 UTC]

Your artwork speaks volumes.....Im glad you have such an outlet <3
You really are an amazing soul. :')

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paintausea In reply to soundofsilver [2015-09-22 21:32:13 +0000 UTC]

Oh gosh thank you... but I see myself as a monster...

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soundofsilver In reply to paintausea [2015-09-24 01:36:04 +0000 UTC]

I could tell you over and over again that you're not...but seeing as I feel the exact same way about myself, It would be pointless to try and change your perspective on yourself. Once good people have trauma happen to them, they take the blame and beat themselves up for something they didnt do. I wish I could change that for you....its deeply depressing to know that a wonderful person such as yourself is in Hell everyday because of something someone else did..

Its tough. I know you know that. But you make a lot of people including me very happy that you are fighting your battle with such a creative outlet...The fact that you are able to do that is proof to me that you are way more amazing than you think you really are. We love you <3

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paintausea In reply to soundofsilver [2015-11-12 15:51:55 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much....
But all those things have turned me into a monster...
All I do is hurt and destroy my relationships with those I love so dearly...Β 

Thank you for the support......

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soundofsilver In reply to paintausea [2015-11-20 08:25:45 +0000 UTC]

Sweetheart.... *hugs*

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Rokatsu [2015-08-24 03:12:21 +0000 UTC]

This is like me .. with my whole family ... ;w; Amazing work as always I love how powerful and emotional this is.Β 

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paintausea In reply to Rokatsu [2015-09-10 21:03:27 +0000 UTC]

That makes me so sad to read... I am sorry...
Thank you..

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Rokatsu In reply to paintausea [2015-09-10 22:31:32 +0000 UTC]

Aww nuu I didn't wanna make you sad ;w; Its just a thing you get used to really no worries... no problem >w<Β 

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lucyDJ23x7 [2015-08-23 23:21:16 +0000 UTC]

i bet showing your feelings in drawings is like your showing what you want like this one right here only few people will understand that meaning but i know that you will have a perfect life soon just dont give up keep going and someday youll see the difference

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paintausea In reply to lucyDJ23x7 [2015-09-10 21:03:45 +0000 UTC]

What is a perfect life...?
Thank you...

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LeilanAlseides [2015-08-23 23:19:40 +0000 UTC]

I like how it came out. It is a very sad picture with a dark, dark tone to it. It is very touching.

I really like what you did with the lighting and especially the hands.Β 

I want to dry your tears. *wipes them carefully*

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paintausea In reply to LeilanAlseides [2015-09-10 21:04:04 +0000 UTC]

Thank you..
but my tears are poison..!

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LeilanAlseides In reply to paintausea [2015-09-10 21:58:03 +0000 UTC]

But they express your feelings. *hugs you kindly*

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MadnessMalice [2015-08-23 21:11:42 +0000 UTC]

beautiful drawing, sad, but beautiful, well done, Kapani chan

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paintausea In reply to MadnessMalice [2015-09-10 21:04:11 +0000 UTC]

Thank you..

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DamaiMikaz [2015-08-23 21:07:11 +0000 UTC]

Holy shit.... that's dark 0__o

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paintausea In reply to DamaiMikaz [2015-09-10 21:04:26 +0000 UTC]

The darkness is my home..

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