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Published: 2015-09-23 19:52:04 +0000 UTC; Views: 7076; Favourites: 174; Downloads: 41
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Description dying over and over and over and over and over and over...
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Iriliae [2017-06-20 06:31:11 +0000 UTC]

I've been fond of this piece for a long while, and recently the resurgence of a childhood heart condition has made it take on a dual meaning.
Always more to find in art, I suppose...

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paintausea In reply to Iriliae [2017-06-29 23:21:21 +0000 UTC]

The special thing about art is that you can choose what meaning it holds for you (: .. 
The best of luck to you!

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Iriliae In reply to paintausea [2017-06-29 23:29:46 +0000 UTC]

Yes, that's true, and meanings can begin to layer as life marches past.
Thank you for the luck.

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paintausea In reply to Iriliae [2017-07-01 20:49:08 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome..!

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Jandian24 [2016-05-05 19:17:10 +0000 UTC]

WOW it feels like home I can feel the wierd ominous vibe eminating from this pic it's like the road to limbo or the Red Sea of hell...the abyss of blood this is awesome

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paintausea In reply to Jandian24 [2016-07-01 23:52:32 +0000 UTC]

This makes me happy to hear... Thank you so much!

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BlueIceShards [2016-04-12 10:03:30 +0000 UTC]

?..

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paintausea In reply to BlueIceShards [2016-04-15 14:15:47 +0000 UTC]

Is there something you maybe do not understand...?

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BlueIceShards In reply to paintausea [2016-04-15 15:51:54 +0000 UTC]

No my feeling is ...? That's, well, if you do think like me it's not confusion is more than that 😶

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Paixin [2016-03-29 10:04:05 +0000 UTC]

I stared at this for an hour earlier completely out of my mind...

I had no idea before the eyes in the sea of blood were staring at the girl... And she's perched over such an immense world.. like REALLY IMMENSE.. such an immense nightmare..... My heart is beating faster and faster... I feel on edge like everything could fall apart at any moment again. I find myself focusing on the heart in the painting and my own heart beating. I hear everything laughing at me, laughing at my pain, laughing as I die again. But I wish.. I wish I could really die instead of live again in this cruel reality.

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ukindis [2015-09-30 02:56:40 +0000 UTC]

Goes on and on and on and on.

I really like this one Kap, makes me think about how I wish we could all feel the things that making things worth feeling.  Also makes me wish I could make a better use of words to describe it to people who haven't experienced it. A constant roadblock.

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paintausea In reply to ukindis [2015-10-06 17:57:05 +0000 UTC]

The roadblock is so big and scary... 
I feel like I've seen it so often that I've fused with it--
to become something so damaging and disgusting to others... 
Thank you.......

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samiclayvivianmel [2015-09-28 23:47:41 +0000 UTC]

thank you for fighting so hard, dear.

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paintausea In reply to samiclayvivianmel [2015-10-06 14:25:30 +0000 UTC]

this thank you means a lot to me... 
so thank you too...!

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XPandoraRevolutionX [2015-09-27 14:51:44 +0000 UTC]

This is why I love your art, you always go outside the box. Good job!

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paintausea In reply to XPandoraRevolutionX [2015-10-06 14:25:12 +0000 UTC]

I am part of the box....!

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XPandoraRevolutionX In reply to paintausea [2015-10-09 14:25:02 +0000 UTC]

Hahaha me too my friend~

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Cerecin [2015-09-24 17:36:58 +0000 UTC]

"I try to find my way, but all the roads lead back to here..."

This is very intense to look at.

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paintausea In reply to Cerecin [2015-10-06 14:22:40 +0000 UTC]

Thank you... but sometimes I wonder if it can ever be intense enough for people to understand... 

I really like this quote...!

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Cerecin In reply to paintausea [2015-10-06 18:28:36 +0000 UTC]

I doubt it. Art is interpretation after all. But maybe it is intense enough to spark the idea of that feeling.

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paintausea In reply to Cerecin [2015-10-09 20:32:46 +0000 UTC]

Very true, yes..... you are right...

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Cerecin In reply to paintausea [2015-10-11 06:53:30 +0000 UTC]

But perhaps it has reached others like it has reached me.

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paintausea In reply to Cerecin [2015-10-11 21:19:40 +0000 UTC]

It is what comforts me very much when I share my art...

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Kinotsune [2015-09-24 16:42:12 +0000 UTC]

ich wünschte mir, dass ich mehr für dich machen könnte, als dir kommentare zu schreiben.
vor allem oder grade weil ich mich wie gesagt, immer in den bildern wiederfinde.
ist schon komisch wie hilflos man ist.
ich mag wie du die Idee umgesetzt hast. jeder der die situation nicht kennt, bekommt einen eindruck was ihm erspart bleibt.

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paintausea In reply to Kinotsune [2015-10-06 14:20:20 +0000 UTC]

Das ist schon okay... 
Deine Kommentare helfen mir sehr. Mir ist auch wirklich lieber ich kriege Kommentare als favorites und so... 
Ich wüsste gar nicht ob auch wenn ich meine emotionen male, dass die Leute, die sowas nicht durchmachen, es trotzdem irgendwie verstehen würden.. auch wenn es bildlich dargestellt ist...

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Kinotsune In reply to paintausea [2015-10-06 16:59:05 +0000 UTC]

danke. mit dir zu reden hilft mir auch immer sehr. schön, dass ich dann auch etwas zurückgeben kann.
ich denke, sie können sich durch deine Bilder einen Eindruck davon verschaffen. aber verstehen... ich weiß es nicht.
Es gibt Therapien in denen man seine Kopfschmerzen bzw Migräne zeichnen soll. Das ist iwie ähnlich. Man kann den Schmerz malen, versinnbildlichen, darstellen, ihm ein Gesicht geben. aber jeder empfindet schmerz anders. jeder hat eine andere grenze.
Deine Bilder zeigen das sehr deutlich, deswegen bin ich auch der meinung, dass du sehr stark bist. von mir denken das manchmal auch welche. aber man selber fühlt sich zerbrechlich und hilflos. Man versteht das alles selber nicht und dann seh ich deine Bilder und denke 'ja, genau das ist es.' deswegen bin ich der meinung, deine bilder zeigen es denen, die sowas nicht durchleiden mussten, am besten. du kannst einfach sowas gut darstellen. besser als die meisten es könnten.

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paintausea In reply to Kinotsune [2015-10-06 18:27:04 +0000 UTC]



"Everyone is entitled to their own sorrow. Hearts are not comparable, nor metric, with no form of measure because all of it is irreplaceable." 
~Monty Oum


vielen vielen dank....
ich bin mir immer so unsicher... danke... wirklich..

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Kinotsune In reply to paintausea [2015-10-07 16:17:16 +0000 UTC]

sehr weise worte.

gern geschehen.

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MR-NIK [2015-09-24 15:31:41 +0000 UTC]

sister you are incredible

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paintausea In reply to MR-NIK [2015-10-06 14:17:03 +0000 UTC]

no u.

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GracefulShade [2015-09-24 00:23:17 +0000 UTC]

i've had that feeling a lot of times
feeling like my world is decaying...
i know i can do something to stop that from happening..
but i don't do anything, because i'll probably just worsen everything..
...
..
.
it can be difficult to find, but there's always hope, hidden somewhere..
in places where you don't expect to find it..
so don't give up, you're someone really important, not only to me, but for everyone of your watchers..
don't forget that....

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paintausea In reply to GracefulShade [2015-10-07 04:14:32 +0000 UTC]

Do you really believe that?

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GracefulShade In reply to paintausea [2015-10-07 23:27:05 +0000 UTC]

yeah...
at least.. thats what i want to believe...

i'm really naive, i know..

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paintausea In reply to GracefulShade [2015-10-09 20:26:59 +0000 UTC]

Keep that precious, little shining heart close and safe.....

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GracefulShade In reply to paintausea [2015-10-14 22:57:43 +0000 UTC]

i'll try.. thank you very much! ^^
i wish you the best!!

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hyungshi [2015-09-23 22:40:02 +0000 UTC]

A personal circle of hell...

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paintausea In reply to hyungshi [2015-10-06 14:16:47 +0000 UTC]

alllwaaayyssss....

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hyungshi In reply to paintausea [2015-10-07 22:39:30 +0000 UTC]

ᶰᵉᵛᵉʳ ᵉᶰᵈˢ⋅⋅⋅

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MadnessMalice [2015-09-23 22:02:36 +0000 UTC]

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Mikathekiller [2015-09-23 20:41:47 +0000 UTC]

This is awesome *-* and hilarious because I heard people saying that today was the last day of humanity, the end of this world

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paintausea In reply to Mikathekiller [2015-09-23 20:51:52 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, it sure feels like it at the moment...

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