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If I wasn't too dead to do it, I'd love to actually leave a blood splatter of my head that says "I'm fine" in blood.
... I guess like.... I could make a mold or something for the blood to drain into?...
Anyway... uh.. yeah, not my usual commentary. But I feel very much like shooting myself 'cos I'm not only super tired of life itself, but tired of the fact being that I'm 6' 5" and a guy, that everyone just assumes I don't feel pain and that its okay to throw my feelings under a bus.
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That'd be nice..
Existing.... has been.. extremely difficult lately.. especially without sleep..
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I've never heard of that, actually.. I will have to look into it,
for when things become overwhelming again..
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I didn't, but I have good news.
My ability to sleep vastly improved when a very toxic person removed themselves from my life..
I had no idea how much of my energy it was taking just to talk to them...
Its like a car was lifted off my chest...
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Yeah.. I didn't realize just how bad it really was.. until I felt.. better.. instead of worse, when they were gone.
I had to think to myself "Well.. I'll never see them again now.." and realize that actually didn't hurt. It was just.. the strangest thing to me..
Sometimes our own heads can really be our greatest nemesis..
I've gotten steadily better at managing toxic thoughts and memories..
I wish I could figure out a trick to it.. to make it easier. If there could even be something like that.
I do too.. It would be a nice change of pace.
I hope things start to pick up for you, too..
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I see. I too struggle with... something, so I know how difficult it can be sometimes.
In my experience, this can sometimes help a little:
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