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paintausea β€” An Eruption of Inner Turmoil

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Published: 2017-06-29 20:33:05 +0000 UTC; Views: 2429; Favourites: 138; Downloads: 0
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Description The emotional Volcano violently erupts
An ember eats it way into her heart
Convulsing and tearing into old burnsΒ 
A choking cloud smoking through her lungs

A tear will not save her.
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Comments: 28

Maekyo [2018-03-30 09:17:13 +0000 UTC]

oh my goddddd this is so good ;___; and i love the poem too

this sort of invokes a call to action for me??
it feels as though the character has so much strength and anger but it's also the anger that powers her strength

she is a small volcano, but one with so much stored flame and magma, it could swallow the earth whole.
throughout earth's history, volcanoes dominated the landscape and created the earth as it is. volcanoes made whole continents and small islands. volcanoes also determined the fate of nearby fauna, and cities like pompeii.
volcanoes are truly the rulers of the earth.

they are powerful and strong, like you.

thank you for being alive despite everything you've gone through. you are so strong and i would not mind if you swallowed the earth whole.

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paintausea In reply to Maekyo [2018-05-14 09:54:54 +0000 UTC]

Oh my goodness...Β 
Thank you for giving that little treat of volcanoes for me..Β 
That was quite something to read.. It warmed my little heart... (:
Thank you..

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momo-lucario [2017-10-23 02:46:44 +0000 UTC]

all who caused this eruption may choke on the smoke and be dissolved by the lava. let it be known what they have done.Β 

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paintausea In reply to momo-lucario [2018-05-14 09:53:22 +0000 UTC]

yes...

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RotmetX [2017-07-03 05:39:28 +0000 UTC]

nice.

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paintausea In reply to RotmetX [2017-07-20 15:13:31 +0000 UTC]

thanks...

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Fat-Butt [2017-07-01 18:11:39 +0000 UTC]

bleeeagh

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paintausea In reply to Fat-Butt [2017-07-01 20:45:52 +0000 UTC]

eeeauuughghggssjjj

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Theresa-Maria-Falcon [2017-06-30 17:55:36 +0000 UTC]

The volcano has finally freed it's anger, it is now unstoppable.Β 

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paintausea In reply to Theresa-Maria-Falcon [2017-07-01 14:38:40 +0000 UTC]

Yes.. yes..!

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Theresa-Maria-Falcon In reply to paintausea [2017-07-02 00:28:02 +0000 UTC]

No one can stop it, it's rage is too powerful to be contained.

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SamCelia [2017-06-30 11:28:29 +0000 UTC]

Well expressed!

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paintausea In reply to SamCelia [2017-07-01 14:38:33 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.. (:

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SamCelia In reply to paintausea [2017-07-02 02:59:01 +0000 UTC]

welcome!

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MR-NIK [2017-06-30 03:57:35 +0000 UTC]

I will guess this a metaphor for the difficulty of revisiting horrors during therapy. Β Sis the way you drew the blackness trickling down her form is so beautiful..
The heat is immense through her thighs, the flames look they are running in her veins.Β I notice the billowing smoke takes up a huge amount of space in this picture as if you want to convey the magnitude of your suffering to those who have no idea. It's a sight to behold the plumes of blackness you have been withholding.Β  The tear in her eye shows me her determination to withstand this torturous vomit of trauma.

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paintausea In reply to MR-NIK [2017-07-01 14:42:09 +0000 UTC]

I liked the trickling blackness best as well..
Flames in the veins.. words put down in things I didn't realize Β was painting..
I hadn't actually thought of the therapy sessions.. interesting..Β 

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Aireliz14 [2017-06-30 00:38:11 +0000 UTC]

So awesome

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paintausea In reply to Aireliz14 [2017-07-01 14:38:17 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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Aireliz14 In reply to paintausea [2017-07-02 01:22:28 +0000 UTC]

Your Welcome

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paixii [2017-06-30 00:16:05 +0000 UTC]

It feels like my insides are liquifying after staring at this for awhile..... a churning unpleasant molten soup that begins to scream.... I try to vomit.. but the stabbing seething emotions are too heavy..... I only cough up unreasonable hatred that smokes from what's left of my lungs... hatred for the warm ember breathed in -- blown towards me -- that touched my heart, igniting the tinder of my memories.. a hatred that also binds me momentarily out of anger for what I've become.... I only notice now.. there's tears streaming down my cheeks.... the smoke stings my eyes so much.. I cry out helplesslyΒ with no breath to scream anymore, there's nothing anymore I can do to fight, the pain is becoming too great-- I no longer feel my body or anything for those who burn and scar their gentle caring hands trying to save me... it's too late. As I fall.. melting away into an implosion, sucking me into the point of no return.... I watch a sudden furious explosion erupt, destroying everything around me, leaving behind nothing but my cooling feelings that turn to stone.. dusted with ashes once again.

.....

I don't know what else to say.. There's so much energy in this painting I feel exhausted after focusing it... It's powerful.. and invokes my imagination in a way that made me feel things I wouldn't normally feel. I don't know if those feelings are relatable to the actual feelings underneath it.. but I just wanted to share them with you and everyone else

Thank you so much for sharing your art again-- when I get strong feelings from your art it really moves my heart to do more.. I wish the whole world could see and be moved by its immensity...

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paintausea In reply to paixii [2017-07-01 14:43:48 +0000 UTC]

I love.. love reading what happens when you stare at my paintings...
I feel like m paintings have a proper right to be here after reading that..

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Vladimir32 [2017-06-29 20:51:50 +0000 UTC]

My god, this is ferocious... I look at it and I can feel the heat and burning radiating out of the screen, I can smell and feel the smoke boiling up out of her lungs... Rage, ferocity, and the deepest of sorrow and pain all struggling to be set free, to be heard, shaking and splitting the ground and filling the air.

So much is burning out of her, yet it gives me the feeling that so, so much is still inside with the way that her body is glowing and aflame from within, all of it aching to be let out. I hate to use the clichΓ© iceberg simile, but it is clear to me that what she has let out so far is only a little bit of the whole...

I don't know if I can properly explain why, but the little tear-streak running down her cheek is very powerful to me. It's such a small part, but communicates so much feeling.

I love it.

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paintausea In reply to Vladimir32 [2017-06-29 22:28:10 +0000 UTC]

Yes.. so so.. much..Β 

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Vladimir32 In reply to paintausea [2017-06-29 22:55:33 +0000 UTC]

And I shall listen to it. To whatever you are comfortable letting out in front of me. u.u

*cradles you close*

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paintausea In reply to Vladimir32 [2017-07-01 21:12:38 +0000 UTC]

I'm a cruel little girl..
cruel little girl..

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Vladimir32 In reply to paintausea [2017-07-01 23:22:44 +0000 UTC]

Aw... I know I can't logic this feeling away, but for what it's worth, there is intent behind cruelty.

The very fact that you are so troubled by it - though surely, I wish no such guilt on anyone - shows me that your heart bears no cruelty. I can look into you and into myself and say with no doubt that you are kind. These things that have happened are no fault of your own. You did not will them to happen. I do not hate you for the things that are beyond your control.

While I don't claim to have seen all sides of you, I have indeed seen many. There isn't a cruel one among them. And I'm not just saying this because we're friends. I know this, with the way you do so much for everyone else and always do your best to show how deeply you appreciate what's done for you.

Ah, I feel like I'm rambling a bit, and maybe I'm logicking a bit too hard for the realm of emotion, but I feel the need to have you know this. I love ya, always. uwu

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Hekkoto [2017-06-29 20:34:21 +0000 UTC]

amazing art

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paintausea In reply to Hekkoto [2017-06-29 22:28:01 +0000 UTC]

thank you!

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