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Published: 2013-02-28 22:37:34 +0000 UTC; Views: 1902; Favourites: 69; Downloads: 10
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Description I hate myself. (:
Thank you all for your kindness...
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paintausea In reply to ??? [2013-08-10 11:42:20 +0000 UTC]

Nooo not at all... just trying to express myself..

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Elgrig In reply to paintausea [2013-08-10 13:08:51 +0000 UTC]

Hmm...how come I'm not too convinced about it....?


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paintausea In reply to Elgrig [2013-08-17 12:18:17 +0000 UTC]

You could say it is a childish approach to bluntly scream it out on a open website like this, yes. Maybe I did want some comfort and attention at the time when I was feeling like sh*t, who doesn't? But if you take a look at my gallery, there are many pictures Β I drew that express these types of emotions. I use art to vent and to express how I feel, gladly inviting others to talk and help eachother somehow. It wasn't my intention to seem like an attention-wh*re. My bad. Maybe I should have kept this scribble for myself.

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Elgrig In reply to paintausea [2013-08-17 13:49:15 +0000 UTC]

Hey the good thing is you admit it finally

But if you post this text just to make me feel bad about what I said then,it's a fail,I will not feel bad about my opinion no matter how much people offend by it.

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paintausea In reply to Elgrig [2013-08-17 16:32:38 +0000 UTC]

No, not at all. I'm always open for opinions. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.

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Elgrig In reply to paintausea [2013-08-18 07:08:33 +0000 UTC]

No prob.

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Hoten5 In reply to Elgrig [2014-10-20 22:37:21 +0000 UTC]

You're pretty shallow.

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Elgrig In reply to Hoten5 [2014-10-22 13:27:54 +0000 UTC]

Ok.

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Hoten5 In reply to Elgrig [2014-11-15 05:34:41 +0000 UTC]

You might want to work on that. Β 

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Elgrig In reply to Hoten5 [2014-11-17 14:21:44 +0000 UTC]

Later. I feel like procrastinating.

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Hoten5 In reply to Elgrig [2014-11-29 05:59:06 +0000 UTC]

good luck

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Sekaiah [2013-05-04 22:23:55 +0000 UTC]

I know I can't tell you how to feel about yourself, but at least you have many fans that loves you to make up for it

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paintausea In reply to Sekaiah [2013-05-06 20:29:54 +0000 UTC]

That's sweet... thank you for reminding me (:

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Baratus [2013-04-12 00:54:33 +0000 UTC]

*blinks*
....a-and you smile about that? @.@;;

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paintausea In reply to Baratus [2013-04-13 12:56:51 +0000 UTC]

Don't mind me ^.^

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Baratus In reply to paintausea [2013-04-15 00:04:10 +0000 UTC]

<.< Im bad at that, I tend to worry, and I pay close attention to details >.>;; soo...

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paintausea In reply to Baratus [2013-04-15 16:29:05 +0000 UTC]

It's okay dear (: thank you

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Baratus In reply to paintausea [2013-04-17 16:51:55 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome ><;

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chuupi [2013-04-05 20:42:56 +0000 UTC]

i hate myself too

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paintausea In reply to chuupi [2013-04-06 09:41:29 +0000 UTC]

I wish it wasn't that way *hugs*

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chuupi In reply to paintausea [2013-04-06 12:56:50 +0000 UTC]

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InnocentXLust [2013-03-20 19:20:46 +0000 UTC]

no no nonono a person with such a bootiful talent is not allowed to hate herself, i won't allow it! (#`Π”Β΄)οΎ‰
great drawing by the way I'm not good with words

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paintausea In reply to InnocentXLust [2013-03-22 01:00:26 +0000 UTC]

Don't worry about it sweety.. you're words are actually very comforting (: I love reading your comments, they lighten my heart

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InnocentXLust In reply to paintausea [2013-04-03 19:19:03 +0000 UTC]

hajsdf- really? ;A;
That makes me happy-!! And I love seeing your art in my message box, it gives me hope--

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paintausea In reply to InnocentXLust [2013-04-06 09:45:14 +0000 UTC]

;~; *clings* Time to make more!

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InnocentXLust In reply to paintausea [2013-04-06 11:07:17 +0000 UTC]

//clings back hjd
yes yes //patiently waits for more

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DieElliiie [2013-03-07 12:17:26 +0000 UTC]

du solltest dich nicht selber hassen. sich selbst zu hassen zeigt nur, dass man zu sehr von anderen unter druck gesetzt wurde...
ich finde nicht, dass du eine schlechte person bist oder, dass du schlimm bist. das heißt du hast auch keine grund dich zu hassen schlimme personen dürfen sich hassen die anderen sollten es lassen !
immer dran denken...wir haben dich alle lieb (auch wenn ich dich nich wirklich kenne, bist du mir sher symphatisch! )

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paintausea In reply to DieElliiie [2013-03-08 09:19:29 +0000 UTC]

Sehr lieb von dir (:

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DieElliiie In reply to paintausea [2013-03-08 13:01:13 +0000 UTC]

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RnRCirno [2013-03-03 20:45:45 +0000 UTC]

Game Over.
Wrong target.
No actions performed.

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paintausea In reply to RnRCirno [2013-03-04 00:28:23 +0000 UTC]

Yeah.. I failed.

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RnRCirno In reply to paintausea [2013-03-04 19:26:54 +0000 UTC]

- New Game
- Continue
- End Game

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paintausea In reply to RnRCirno [2013-03-05 21:06:18 +0000 UTC]

Continue?

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RnRCirno In reply to paintausea [2013-03-06 02:28:47 +0000 UTC]

Loading from last checkpoint...
Please do not remove the Memory Card from Slot A.
Save loaded.

You find yourself stabbing your head with a knife.
Game Over, you have been slain by yourself.

- New Game
- Continue
- End Game

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paintausea In reply to RnRCirno [2013-03-06 23:39:11 +0000 UTC]

... Rewatch!
Continue!

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RnRCirno In reply to paintausea [2013-03-07 19:47:57 +0000 UTC]

Loading from last checkpoint...
Please do not remove the Memory Card from Slot A.
Save file is corrupt.

- New Game
- End Game

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paintausea In reply to RnRCirno [2013-03-08 09:24:38 +0000 UTC]

Eh. New Game.

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RnRCirno In reply to paintausea [2013-03-08 22:10:29 +0000 UTC]

You find yourself in a room, all there is around you is a knife, your laptop(lid closed but on) and a mirror.

> Please insert an action here.

*Note that you can only perform one action that's not too specific. (for example: scratch nose, look in mirror, grab knife, open laptop)

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paintausea In reply to RnRCirno [2013-03-09 09:33:36 +0000 UTC]

Open Laptop

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RnRCirno In reply to paintausea [2013-03-10 01:48:28 +0000 UTC]

You attempt to open the lid, as the lights go on a song starts playing ( [link] ) but there are no applications on not any windows open. Startled you force the laptop off by stabbing it with the knife.
The lights go off for a moment.
As the lights go back on you find yourself in a room with a lot of mirrors, knives all over the floor and an open door leading to some unknown dark place.

> Save data? (Yes/No)
> Please insert an action here.

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paintausea In reply to RnRCirno [2013-03-13 08:20:06 +0000 UTC]

Aaaaaa thatsong aaaaaa ;A;A;A;A;A;
/Save
/Touch mirror

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marcotres [2013-03-01 21:02:08 +0000 UTC]

you shouldnt hate your self thats my job. no one should hate them self no matter what hatred towards your self is the worst thing so focus on whats good, what you have done right and never regret anything because you wanted it and shouldnt go back on your self.
also well drawn nice

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paintausea In reply to marcotres [2013-03-04 00:28:04 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.. but you shouldn't either..

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marcotres In reply to paintausea [2013-03-04 09:56:49 +0000 UTC]

a demon is designed to suffer no matter what so its fine

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paintausea In reply to marcotres [2013-03-05 21:02:21 +0000 UTC]

You shouldnt think of yourself that way.

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marcotres In reply to paintausea [2013-03-05 22:54:51 +0000 UTC]

its become natural to think that when i suffer i deserve it and when something good happens that i don't deserve it and work harder

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paintausea In reply to marcotres [2013-03-06 23:32:49 +0000 UTC]

Suffering is a part of life. There is no deserving.

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marcotres In reply to paintausea [2013-03-07 15:51:11 +0000 UTC]

are you saying that someone that does evil things shouldn't suffer more and those that do good shouldn't suffer less?

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paintausea In reply to marcotres [2013-03-08 09:21:58 +0000 UTC]

I'm not sure to be honest. I don't like to judge those kinds of things. It's always kind of hard to say that an other human has the right to bring someone to their feet because they've done no good, but may have suffered themselves a lot. It's a bit complicated in my mind so I really don't know..

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marcotres In reply to paintausea [2013-03-08 11:56:49 +0000 UTC]

your right its its not for people to judge if they should suffer but atton for their actions having someone do something wrong i feel they have a right to suffer but the suffering should help them become better and rise above their actions instead of following a dark path because they had suffered. i personally feel that i haven't suffered from my mistakes and bad choices and should be punished instead of getting the good things i have it is sort of my own way of suffering feeling like i dont deserve it and wanting to work more and looping from just waiting for my real punishment

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