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''It was still a shock to the system. Visiting the spot again made him feel a jumble of emotions. The first time he had come, Markov had been with him and Kai had made sure to keep his face expressionless. Now he was here alone and he found that he could not muster the strength to keep his anger in check.

He stared at the crumbled, faded boulder by the tree, jaw clenched so tightly that the muscles were starting to ache. Was this supposed to be some kind of sick joke? Voltaire had not even possessed the decency to bury his son and daughter-in-law in a graveyard. He had not even possessed the dignity to build his son and daughter-in-law a respectful monument and bury them within its enclosed, protective doors. He had selected a place that he knew nobody would visit; a nameless, unknown location in the middle of nowhere, marked only by a single tree and the large rock that rested beside it. Underneath the deep depths of snow were the corpses of his parents. Buried in the wilderness, as if they were undeserving of remembrance. As if they were undeserving of any form of charity from the living.

Unable to bear looking at the pitiful sight any longer, Kai turned away from the tree and the boulder, an unknown, unfamiliar feeling throbbing deep within his chest. His eyes felt as if they were on fire, and not only from the sheer livid fury that coursed through his veins like molten lava in its outraged and scorching heat. They stung as an incredibly bitter emotion swept over him. Dark, angry, gold tinged amethyst eyes stared at the bleak scenery ahead of him. It was starting to snow again, covering the vast space ahead of him in a thicker blanket of white, providing a deceptive vision of innocence and peace.

He suddenly wondered why Voltaire had chosen this spot in particular. Were there other bodies buried here? Did this location, being a safe distance from the outskirts of the city far behind Kai, hold any significance? Had other people lost their lives unlawfully and been buried here too? Had other people been murdered by those who were supposed to be closest to them; those who had meant to be their protectors in life?

The harsh, biting wind whipped his slate hair across his face, sent his long dark navy Trent-coat flapping wildly around him. But for the first time in his life, Kai did not feel the cold. As he stood with his back to the boulder and the tree, he realised, with a dizzying kind of calm, that he knew why he felt nothing.

He was numb. Unfeeling. Inhuman and unreceptive to anything but anger and bitterness. Just the way that Voltaire had always wanted him to be.''

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Excerpt from an upcoming scene in AngeLhearteD's post G-Revolution set story ''Slave for You'', which focuses on Kai and the Blitzkrieg Boys. Here is the link to her work on FanFiction.net:

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AngeLhearteD requested some artwork for her story some time ago. I was originally going to draw her one with Kai, Spencer, Tala, Bryan and Ian watching a house burning, but I realised I wouldn't have time to draw/colour such a detailed piece of work. So I told her to choose just one character that she wanted drawn and coloured. She selected Kai, and provided me with the above excerpt from her story, which my artwork is based on.

It is really not my way to promote other people's works...but since this artwork is directly tied to someone else's story, I suppose I ought to make a general recommendation. If you like Beyblade and read Beyblade fanfiction, go and read AngeLhearteD's work. She is one of the few Beyblade writers who consistently keep all the character personalities true to their anime selves.

Apart from the colour of the trench-coat, I could choose the other colours for Kai's clothes. He is around 18 years old in the story, so I was free to re-design him anyway. I put the silhouettes of Russian buildings in the background to give the impression that the city is behind him, as is written in the excerpt. I also added a pale red colour filter to give the impression of the location (particularly the ground) being tainted with blood from Voltaire's evil deeds in the story.

I rushed the drawing and shading of the ground snow. That should be very obvious. But I have never drawn snow in Photoshop before, so I am not bothered to make it look all perfect.

No reference images were used apart from for the Russian building structures.

Sketched, inked and coloured by mouse in Adobe Photoshop 9.0.

Kai Hiwatari and Beyblade are copyright to Takao Aoki.
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Comments: 39

darticianutopia [2012-08-14 20:42:15 +0000 UTC]

i know that face... but... HE LOOKS COOLER HERE!!

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Star-Clair [2010-05-12 22:26:31 +0000 UTC]

An awesome draw for a very interesting fanfic! *loved*
...But... You said... "BY MOUSE"??? o.o" Oh, my God!

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Gemgemchan [2009-10-11 18:50:46 +0000 UTC]

wahhh awesome!! x3 I want his jacket

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MableFable [2009-04-27 00:54:05 +0000 UTC]



8D Awesome job on this.

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crimsonwolf21 [2009-01-20 15:30:03 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful. The coloring is wonderful & Kai's expression is amazing. U really captured the phoenix here.

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MasterOfTheSquirls [2008-11-02 03:02:50 +0000 UTC]

Dwah!

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LightShadowsh [2008-10-09 11:54:18 +0000 UTC]

thiss is very beautifull... it's soo adorable.

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TheScholarlyMoron [2008-10-08 08:26:33 +0000 UTC]

Saw this on AngeLhearteD's profile...it's GORGEOUS!!! *drool*
How about doing a Tala one? ;D

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Phoenix-Blaze In reply to TheScholarlyMoron [2009-01-28 18:04:03 +0000 UTC]

I have got a Tala piece sketched, but it's far from finished. Maybe someday.

Thank you for commenting.

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TheScholarlyMoron In reply to Phoenix-Blaze [2009-01-30 12:31:45 +0000 UTC]

Oh, cool! I shall wait for that day.

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CucumberPickles [2008-06-08 04:33:57 +0000 UTC]

Neat! I found this while reading "Slave for You" and I must say that I'm impressed. How do you capture his character so nicely? I always seem to have problems when drawing fanart, that's why I tend to draw just original characters('cause my own fanarts come out so stinky, I avoid drawing Beyblade stuff for fear I'll just totally ruin them). Oh wells. I really do hope that you'll come around to drawing that other peice you've mentioned ^ ^

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Phoenix-Blaze In reply to CucumberPickles [2008-06-11 22:48:15 +0000 UTC]

CucumberPickles: In response to your question, I am used to drawing him, I suppose. As I wrote to Butterfly-Chu previously, I find Kai too easy to draw. I have always considered him one of the easiest Beyblade characters to ''capture'', as you put it.

Avoiding drawing characters because you believe you won't get it right is a rather hopeless approach. If you have a good idea of how they look, and their general personalities, then all you need to do is practice drawing them, to get used to drawing them. Over time, you should start noticing improvements.

I appreciate you taking the time to comment.

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CucumberPickles In reply to Phoenix-Blaze [2008-06-15 03:21:39 +0000 UTC]

Wow... Thank you so much for replying!!!

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SumairyJin [2008-06-06 16:07:41 +0000 UTC]

oh wow, there's alot of improvement since I last looked at your previous artworks. Keep it up! ^_^

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Phoenix-Blaze In reply to SumairyJin [2008-06-06 20:02:39 +0000 UTC]

SumairyJin: I appreciate the comment.

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Lhune [2008-05-24 15:27:24 +0000 UTC]

Ah ah, I absolutely LOVE this image! I especially like Kai's attire very much ^__^
<3 <3 <3

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Phoenix-Blaze In reply to Lhune [2008-06-02 21:16:32 +0000 UTC]

Lhune: I appreciate you leaving a comment.

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Kai-V [2008-05-24 14:23:28 +0000 UTC]

If I ignore the fact that the tree is poor in branches (which is not a difficult task), this is really flawless.

Everything screams "essence".

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Phoenix-Blaze In reply to Kai-V [2008-06-02 21:09:25 +0000 UTC]

I can't agree with the ''really flawless'' remark, because I see quite a number of things I could change. Although, compared to all my previous works, it obviously does have the least faults overall. But the moment I finished this, I already knew I could do better.

I spent very little time on the tree. From the brief story description I had to work with, I couldn't envisage a tree full of many branches anyway. That can be symbolic, I suppose.

Also, ''essence'' of what exactly, in your opinion?

Thanks for commenting.

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Kai-V In reply to Phoenix-Blaze [2008-06-07 15:36:01 +0000 UTC]

The day I see this "better drawing" will probably be the day it will be possible to walk to the top of my head by taking forming stairs. Although, I am obviously not that old yet.

To me, there is a rock, but there is also a Rock. For example.

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Phoenix-Blaze In reply to Kai-V [2008-06-11 22:03:07 +0000 UTC]

''Obviously not that old yet''. That depends on who is counting.

What, no expectation of seeing a better piece submitted here in the future? What if I proved you wrong. True, I will have even less free time to spend leisurely drawing, but I should, eventually, be able to create something that surpasses this. Even if it does take a longer while to complete.

And when I do finish it, I will make sure to post it here, way before you figure out how you can take those forming stairs to the top of your head.

I see what you meant about the ''essence'' thing, now.

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Kai-V In reply to Phoenix-Blaze [2008-06-15 17:48:55 +0000 UTC]

Well, I am not, let's say, twenty-one years old yet, therefore I should be fine.

I expect the worst. Plus, if I expected to be surprised by an even better drawing, then I would have had plenty of time to explore the top of my head before I actually saw it.

Eyes should be kept, though.

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Phoenix-Blaze In reply to Kai-V [2008-07-26 16:41:42 +0000 UTC]

I could have sworn that the number was twenty before. Do I see a pattern, here...

And, whatever. You are one to talk. I do not even want to think what state I will be in by the time /you/ upload a new and astonishing piece of work. I probably wouldn't even have a stable head left to climb to, or however that impossible example of yours goes.

Eyes should only be kept if you can see with them, remember.

I already have an idea for a better drawing. I guarantee that I will finish it before you can take those stairs, which everybody knows takes forever. And do not say you will take an elevator instead, that is cheating.

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Kai-V In reply to Phoenix-Blaze [2008-07-27 14:39:38 +0000 UTC]

I hope you are not rotting below yet then.

Should I take off my sunglasses ...

How is climbing to the top of my head supposed to be difficult for me.

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Phoenix-Blaze In reply to Kai-V [2008-07-28 16:39:35 +0000 UTC]

I knew the moment I posted that comment that you would upload a new piece of work shortly after. That's just your typical behaviour, again.

The sunglasses aren't the problem. But you know that already, don't you.

I'll answer your query with another; how is it supposed to be easy.

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Kai-V In reply to Phoenix-Blaze [2008-07-28 20:23:46 +0000 UTC]

Why change a winning formula.


... Obviously this is my head. I can do everything I want with it ...

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Phoenix-Blaze In reply to Kai-V [2008-07-30 18:02:47 +0000 UTC]

Actually, that has always been a losing formula.

And, no. It will take you forever no matter what you think.

Anyway, it can be argued that you have already seen a better drawing of Kai. Very recently, in fact. This is true if we specifically look at only the way he is drawn, in isolation of any backgrounds.

The better overall drawing that I have planned, which will include a more detailed background, will not feature Kai. You will no doubt be terribly disappointed to learn this.

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Kai-V In reply to Phoenix-Blaze [2008-08-03 20:06:44 +0000 UTC]

So, how was the top of my head.

"Iak erutaef ton lliw" ... No, it is still very deceiving.

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Butterfly-Chu [2008-05-15 23:01:04 +0000 UTC]

I knooow I've fangirled over this already xD and you're sick of my worshipping it but it's just so AWESOME *______* it really does capture my scene perfectly, the very essence of it. So I feel utterly COMPELLED to express my love for this all over again. Nyaaah! I'm sure you won't mind me basically repeating myself as is the norm ((I'm sure I'll word what I've already said differently anyways)) xD; although words can't really describe just how much i ADORE this!

The backdrop PWNZ. It's absolutely lovely and it really DOES look like Kai is actually IN a Russian city with the buildings and all. Leave it to the expert neh? ^__^ The sky is ownage! And the snow both ground and falling is so purdy and soft and fluffy looking! Kai should totally let off some steam by makng a snow man! XDD Though it'd be totally inappropriate given the angsty context I do realise! The tree and rock are perfect too! They look better than what I had in mind. But the amazing backdrop and all, thats not even the thing that captures me most! There's just SOMETHING about his expression that just dunno, has feeling! You always draw Kai really gorgeous looking o___O;; did i tell you that? It looks like him from the anime but you've got this touch of your own personal art style that makes him look errrrm.....what's the right word? Really good? Nope not enough xD I KNOW. BEAUTIFUL! Yes that'd be it! *___* His eyes are mesmerizing just the way I describe them ((or try to xD)) in my fic! He really looks like he's feeling a whole mix of things ((anger, pain, emptiness and numbness)) so you've stayed true to the passage I gave you, lol as expected~

I LOVE his coat so much It is SO cool! *_____* I WANT ONE LIKE IT! I also really love how you've coloured it, I mean the entire colouring is top notch ((love how you did his hair and his face, he does looks older than G Rev here)) but on the coat it really stands out. I think colouring isn't the right word, I mean more how you've added the different darker colour tones to it. Really like the colours you selected for everything else, very Kai-like lol. I knew I was expecting the end result to look great but this is MORE than just great it's fabulous! I think it's the most fabulous thing you've ever created which makes sense since it's the most recent, but AMAZING how far you've come along with your art. I mean really you're one heck of a fast catcher on you xD And you use a mouse to do all this?! Isn't that liek uber crazy difficult?! How do you manage? Good grief, I can't imagine what you'd conjure up using one of those tablet pen thingies everyone else seems to favour xD; you should get one and see what you'd wizard up!

Wooow longest comment I've left so far on DA ((you should see the length of some of my reviews on FF.net xDD)) but it totally deserves more. I'm afraid you're rolling your eyes by this point though coz yeah I've reiterated myself enough now fo sure! xD Can I just end by thanking you ETERNALLY once again for this wonderful gift! I know you never do requests and I know you're busy with such significant things ahead x_____X;; that you made time for my lil insignificant request means so much and I'm so completely grateful! It's the first art I've received for my fic and it's an honor that you should be the one who provided it!

^_____________^ AND you plugged meh fic! Oh wow what a bonus! You didn't have to but I do appreciate it muchly xD

Thanks soooooooooooo much again for this K. You know you're totally AWESOME~

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Phoenix-Blaze In reply to Butterfly-Chu [2008-05-23 23:38:42 +0000 UTC]

NovySparrow, tfg9390, korin-hizuki and yukikazuko: It is appreciated that you all took the time to leave comments.

Butterfly-Chu:

Regarding drawing and colouring by mouse, I am used to it now, so no, it's not difficult. I am not interested in purchasing a tablet for artwork. I do not need one.

To be honest, I didn't want you to choose Kai, simply because he is too easy for me to draw. Yet I knew you would select him, because really he is the main character in your story. Had time allowed it, I would have much rather drawn the original and more challenging request with him, Bryan, Ian, Tala and Spencer watching the house burning.


Anyway, as I already told you, this was no trouble. That doesn't include your incessant glorification of it though. But I suppose you ought to like it a lot; it was created based on your own story passage, after all.

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Butterfly-Chu In reply to Phoenix-Blaze [2008-05-31 13:02:39 +0000 UTC]

Bet you had to practice loads before you could draw this well with the mouse neh? It really has paid off coz this work is absolutely stunning *________* I bet if you did ever get a tablet pen you'd pwn even more!

Wow really? xD You shouldv'e told me if you preferred to draw one of the others! Kai's the main character in the fic as you said so that's really why I asked for him. HE'S NOT MY FAVE OR ANYTHING HONEST >____X;; I would've loved to see the burning house one with all the lovely BBoys together but hell I'm SO happy with this so absolutely zero complaints! I linked it on my FF.net page and fic. It's so PERFECT.

Now c'mon you KNOW you lurve Kai's character really! At least a tad teeny bit?! Stop denying it! XDD You like Dranz so you must like Kai! I can tell from how gorgeous he looks in this. If you hate a character shouldn't you draw them liek uber ugly?! Bwahaha cornered youuuu!! =^_____^= ((lulz I'm aware that argument is pure fail btw so you'll totally crush it xD))

I don't like this just because you used an extract from my fic for it! It's just a beautiful piece of work if I'm trying my best to be neutral, very polished and everything. That it's for me and my story is a big bonus obviously XD I've thanked you so many times already, once more shouldn't hurt!

[rant alert]x______X This should have WAY more comments, look at all the faves! I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DO THAT! And you've got lots of people watching you, how come they're not commenting?! It's like what happens for my fics. What's the point in faving something or adding someone to author alerts when they're not gonna say why?! Drives me MAD >_____<;;[/end rant]

Sorry about that ignore me xD;;

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Phoenix-Blaze In reply to Butterfly-Chu [2008-06-06 19:52:28 +0000 UTC]

No, I didn't need to practice that much.

It was your choice who you wanted drawn from your story. I told you that you could select any Beyblade character. Excluding Kai would have contradicted this, don't you think.

Since you asked for your so-called (and really moronic) argument to be crumbled and served back to you in pieces, here I go:

Yes, I really like Dranzer. No, I don't really like Kai's character. I am in fact neutral in my opinion of him. He can be very stupid, although I admit he has his moments (usually when he calls on Dranzer's power, so the glory isn't really all his anyway). I drew Kai this way because that is what his character's features look like. I can't just mess up his face and make him look weird. It wouldn't be an accurate realisation of the original character that my art is based on.

And regarding the favourites to comments ratio, many of my 'Watchers' are in fact keyboard mutes. They literally only 'watch' my work. Either they have always been silent or they stopped commenting after some time, and became just another useless username under my 'Recent Watchers' list. It does not bother me, to be honest. I prefer quality over quantity of comments, anyway.

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Butterfly-Chu In reply to Phoenix-Blaze [2008-06-21 22:52:16 +0000 UTC]

I guess it would've but I get why you went ''...'' when I chose Kai now xDD you were probly thinking ''Hell no not HIM again'' XDDDD

BUT SEE?!! YOU CAN'T MESS UP & UGLIFY KAI'S FACE BECAUSE IT'S SMEXY BY ORIGINAL DESIGN! XD That said you're probably one of the v. few ((girl)) bey fans who write that Kai is *gasp!* ~stupid~ xD most of his female following ((including v. shamelessly, meee xD)) think even when he does wrong it's still so right ONLY because it's Kai-kun and he's cool enough to get away with anything! That includes jumping teams more frequently than Tyson wins world champ shinies xD

Good grief I sound like an unconditional fangirl o_______________O;; I'm NOT just a Kai fangirl though honest! I LOVE ALL THE BBOYS THE SAME! So let me wrong this right.....errm, i mean right this wrong xD by adding that Kai's NOT cool enough to get away with his stoopid obsession with Tyson in G Rev >_____X *totally and passionately REFUSES to acknowledge that kai said since he couldnt BE LIKE TYSON he had to defeat him- wtf why in the name of chocolate cake would Kai wanna be like Tyson when he's 1000 times cooler ((and uber hawt)) as himself?!!*

Errr yeah so I'm totally rambling now o______________O;;

Oooooh so the glory isn't all Kai's eh? : P YOU'RE JUST BEING A TAD BIASED COZ YOU LIKE DRANZ THE GREAT BIG SQUAWKING RED BIRDIE XD

Keyboard Mutes OMG. That's a PERFECT name for them! For me and my non reviewing readers its Ninja Reviewers x_____________X;; pretty self explanatory name neh? Though tbh they have started reviewing after I put a note at the end of my latest chapters. I wish I could be unbothered about it too but it really DOES bug me. A LOT. I just feel it's REALLY selfish, it steals meh mighty thunder and yeah blah blargh I should so shut my virtual gob now as I'm rambling again XD;

*finishes off by randomly poking pretty artwork* : D

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Phoenix-Blaze In reply to Butterfly-Chu [2008-07-26 16:23:20 +0000 UTC]

That was the general meaning of my ''...'', yes, although not in those exact words of yours, obviously.

Stop going on about Kai's face/design. For someone who swears she isn't 'just' a Kai fangirl, you do a hell of a lot of gushing over his character; way more than Bryan, Spencer and Ian, for example.

I am not being biased. Kai couldn't summon all those glorious flames without Dranzer.

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dearyuki [2008-05-14 17:42:27 +0000 UTC]

OMG YOU'RE good <3
Looks's awesome <3

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korin-hizuki [2008-05-13 20:50:36 +0000 UTC]

great O_O

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tfg9390 [2008-05-11 15:11:22 +0000 UTC]

I like it! Its good, the sky is all awsomeness ._.
*cough* Talas better *cough*

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Nuvvola [2008-05-11 06:43:06 +0000 UTC]

omg greatO-O!
cool background, handsome character -=รง=- and I love how did you color it and his clothesXD
good job!

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