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Published: 2010-10-26 03:54:44 +0000 UTC; Views: 1293; Favourites: 23; Downloads: 16
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Description Calling you to see if you're ok when I'm not around
Askin' if you love me, I love the way you make it sound
calling you to see...do i try too hard to make you smile?
To make a smile...
I will keep calling you to see...
if you're sleeping are you dreaming? if you're dreaming...are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe...you actually picked...me.


<3 what a pretty song. Love Blue October.
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Prosecutie91 In reply to ??? [2010-11-22 03:45:21 +0000 UTC]

Uhm. Thanks?
You know this is how I normally dress... I don't wear Black Veil Brides makeup to school...

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-22 11:12:24 +0000 UTC]

Well, a quick look through your gallery causes reason for concern, and there are people who do dress all emo/goth like in school. These are the people I try to avoid (even if they admire me so).

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-11-26 20:07:59 +0000 UTC]

the makeup and stuff in my gallery is just for fun...and I consider it art, because its like painting on your face. It takes forever!!! There's no way I could do that every day-- and I wouldn't want to. >.> It takes just as long to clean up!

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-26 20:33:35 +0000 UTC]

Okay, cool, I get that. But I, come on, you can't blame me for thinking that that's how you go around. I never understood dark and depressed art and styles.

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-11-26 20:52:27 +0000 UTC]

I'm not blaming you, I'm just sayin' :3
yeah my stuff may be dark, and even a little depressed, but-- it gets views, and I get feedback-- which is what I want >.<

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-26 22:37:26 +0000 UTC]

But alas, here's me giving attention to something that's not dark and depressed. You can't stay like that forever. Heck, even My Chemical Romance (whom I'm still ashamed to have listened to) has gone bright and colourful. And they were the most emo of all.

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-11-26 22:43:03 +0000 UTC]

I'm not depressed! it's just art. I have fun doing it! It's not a sad thing for me, it actually makes me happy to get all the comments its just fun!
Why would you be ashamed to have listened to My Chemical Romance? They're my all time favorite band ever :/

I'm not saying I don't respect your opinion, I just don't really get it... for the art, or MCR bit >.<

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-27 00:29:15 +0000 UTC]

I just don't understand it. I went through the whole emo phase, but life has been so much better since. If your sad, why not try to make yourself happy? I mean, I get the need to express yourself when your down (my last few poems were depressing), but, I don't get why just sad? It's one emotion out of many, why spend all this time on it?

And MCR isn't a very good band for all the reasons listed above. I'm so glad I put emo behind.

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-11-27 00:36:06 +0000 UTC]

I am happy ! I'm very happy. I have a great boyfriend, the best friends in the world, great parents that care about me and do nice things for me, and I'm not a vegetable or terribly crippled, or even overly hideous.
It's just my style of art! Most of them aren't really depressing, in my opinion...its all in the eyes of the beholder!

My Chemical Romance is just a group of musicians having fun creating their own music it IS possible to like music because its catchy, and sounds good, rather than for the label it gets slapped, such as "emo".
I don't believe in labels...I'm not "emo", I'm not "scene"... I'm Emily. That's all there is to it!

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-27 01:21:26 +0000 UTC]

Okay, I get it, you're happy. So why not show that?
I don't know, but maybe because I was there and then got out, I feel like those who are still there have yet to find a way out. Heck, my saying of "still there" proves it.
Of course, I would say a lot of your photos, the emo ones at least, are depressing. Black and white, especially to this extent, is usually used to show saddness, and I can't help but roll my eyes at it.

I dislike MCR for more reasons then what they've been labelled. I can't take their style, all they have is aggression and depression, they lack creativity, Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge could've been one long song and was an absolute mess (even while I still listened to the band, there were a few songs on it I liked), and they have nothing overly unique about them. They're just a sellout band, capiltizing on what's currently popular with the darker teens. I can't be more thankful that Linkin Park changed the way I listen to music with "Minutes to Midnight."
Oh, and I'm not going to pretend that I didn't see when you had "emo-ly rose" in your ID. It's not something I would forget.

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-11-27 01:25:41 +0000 UTC]

Dude, its just art. chill.
You're the only one who's deciding that they're "emo" in this conversation.
and being black and white doesn't make them sad...I just happen to prefer the contrast in the photos when they are!
To me, its just pictures.

I disagree on the whole MCR thing, but like I said, I respect your opinion.
Oh gosh...ok, the "emoly rose" thing was a joke, seriously. It was an inside joke between me and my best friend shelly It didn't even have that much to do with "emo" ppl. it was more of one time she said my name wrong and we went off on it

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-27 01:44:01 +0000 UTC]

"Chill?" I'm not mad or anything, just trying to have a discussion on such an odd topic, especially seeing as more and more emo/goth types have been coming to me. It's freaky. I think one is going to rape me. It's the downside of being smart in a school filled with idiots. And I'm probably just trying to fulfill some hidden desire to change a life, and seeig as my current client has fallen through, I came to your gallery in hopes of accomplishing what I set out to do. Then again, all I did was say you look nice! Disregard that last bit.

I should advise you, if you disagree with me on something, I'm going to have to change your mind. Your likely that I'm currently in a huge argument with someone else, and don't want to bother with another.
I don't know, an inside joke isn't the kind of thing you slap on an ID. Although now that I think about it, you're probably into theatre, aren't you?

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-11-27 02:01:33 +0000 UTC]

Hide yo kids, hide yo wife...cuz they be rapin' everybody! sorry, had to say it.
Yeah, you said I looked nice but in a very awkward way no offense. I'm cool with it, it just seemed kinda weird the way you phrased it.

If I disagree, you're going to HAVE TO change my mind? ...good luck, Mr. Matthordika!
Yessiree!!! Theater for five years, going on six. ^^ Inside jokes are a must!

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-27 02:31:19 +0000 UTC]

Well... Ah, better leave it there before I get into something I shouldn't. Okay, I phrased it weird. Not really, but for the sake of peace, sure. Also, the raping thing is no joke. To be clear, I'm talking girls raping and maybe guys too. I'm scared.

And I have a bit of a tendency to get argumentative, but tonight I don't want to worry about the next arguing point. I need to find some happiness before I start listening to old LP albums. And please, just "Matt."
Ah, I could tell you were into acting. So am I, and therefore I make YouTube videos. Which also reminds me of something Frubafan3 once brought up... Man, it's weird calling her that now.

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-11-27 02:40:37 +0000 UTC]

I know rape isn't a joke, but the video I quoted is See for yourself! [link]

Ok...Matt
You don't have to call her Frubafan3 Jenny is fine! She's like my big sister.

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-27 02:54:47 +0000 UTC]

Video or not, you have made me paranoid. I will not sleep tonight.

Wait, she's "like" your big sister? I thought you were sisters! That's why I found it so funny when you had an ID of you holding a picture frame in front of you, similar to the way Jenny's is.

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-11-27 02:59:35 +0000 UTC]

Hahaha! Sorry. I didn't mean to make you unable to sleep!

Well, yeah, we're very close! But we're not blood!
Oh, I didn't even think about that! That is kinda funny!

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-27 03:04:18 +0000 UTC]

That's okay. I was asking for it.

Huh, that explains why your last names are different. So are you in those videos she was telling me about? The music videos?

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-11-27 03:06:29 +0000 UTC]

If you say so...

Yuppp, that would be why!
Yes, as a matter of fact I am in those music videos They're quite fun to put together!

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-27 03:14:05 +0000 UTC]

Well, would you rather worry?

Woah. Total mind blow. And I though it was weird to be friends with someone three years older then me, while in high school of all places.
I've been trying to convince her to post one or two on YouTube for a laugh.

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-11-27 03:21:53 +0000 UTC]

Not really

She's 19 and I'm 15 I've known her since I was in 2nd grade!
Ehhh. I know why she won't-- its cuz my little sister is in them, too. But my sis isn't allowed to have any online account yet-- she's too trusting and shallow to handle it. Mom doesn't want my sis' face all over the internet >.< thats why.

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-27 03:32:02 +0000 UTC]

I'm just wondering how you two became "sisters." I mean, unless it's normal in Arizona, a 2nd grader becoming friends with a 6th grader is kind of odd. But oh well, who am I to judge?
Oh, that must be why. Of course, it's not like it would be you little sister with the account. I guess I'll just have to wait.

...Except now I'm bored.

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-11-27 03:35:04 +0000 UTC]

She was my babysitter first but she was a really cool babysitter!!! so she would babysit all the time and then as I got older, and didn't need one, she would still come over just for the sake of hanging out! It's weird watching her get so old and decrepit though D:

just kidding. XD

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-27 03:46:39 +0000 UTC]

I've always that must be weird or people, when their babysitter becomes a teen and starts doing teen stuff. And know she's onto college and what not. I don't think I've ever seen someone grow up like that. If anything, I can moreso relate to Jenny as I watch my own little sister grow up. I had touched her back the other (probably to push her), and I thought I felt a bra strap. Is ten too young for that, or am I losing my mind?

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-11-27 06:06:42 +0000 UTC]

Nah, I don't think ten is too young for a bra strap to be felt It's normal. You're just a protective older brother which isn't a bad thing.

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-27 10:56:02 +0000 UTC]

No, no, ten is too young! It's too soon!

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-11-27 23:07:34 +0000 UTC]

Oh the joys of being the older brother! Haha!

^^ I'm the older sister, but it sucks sometimes... >.> she's taller than I am. I'm a shrimp! haha

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-27 23:22:12 +0000 UTC]

Do you know how bad it can be being the adolescent brother? Father leaves town for a couple of days and I'm stuck being the man of the house.
Ha, I can't imagine being shorter then my sister. Or, really, anyone that's not a friend or teacher.

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-11-28 06:07:31 +0000 UTC]

I believe it!
I'm sorry you have to be the man >.< But, I never see my dad so IDK what that would be like

It's not my fault I can't get taller or gain weight >.> 5'3" , 95 lbs.

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-28 11:42:30 +0000 UTC]

Wait, you never see your father? Well that sucks. My father and I are really close.
And holy crap, you're small. Funny, you seem taller in your photos. But then again, so does Jenny... And I don't even know how tall I am.

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-11-28 19:53:29 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, he moved out when I was 8 Now its rare if I see him once a year

Yeah I know >.< It's not my fault that everyone is freakishly tall D:

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-28 22:13:05 +0000 UTC]

Aw, sorry to hear that. I can't imagine not having father around. But we don't have to all about his of you don't want.

You're right, it is not your fault that everyone is taller then you. But it is your fault that you're shorter! Ho Ho Ho... Just kidding. Had to be said.

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-12-01 03:03:27 +0000 UTC]

It's alright It's not a huge deal to me!


>.> very mature.

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-12-01 11:04:13 +0000 UTC]

You sure? 'Cause it should be a huge deal. Everyone needs a father!

Sorry, it seemed funny at the time.

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-12-07 03:40:46 +0000 UTC]

Not me hehe.

It was I was just messin' with ya!

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Matthordika In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-12-07 11:12:02 +0000 UTC]

Okay... If you say so.

*Phew* That's a relief.

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Prosecutie91 In reply to Matthordika [2010-12-11 05:24:00 +0000 UTC]

yeah....

haha

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thielfer [2010-11-13 00:19:59 +0000 UTC]

I covered Amazing...here -> [link]
if interested in listening

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hollystarlightanime [2010-11-04 00:50:48 +0000 UTC]

Just wondering, dear, where did you get your amazing hat? :3
By the way.. you are just so pretty! ^_^

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Prosecutie91 In reply to hollystarlightanime [2010-11-04 01:49:16 +0000 UTC]

I got this amazing hot, at Hot Topic~ My resource for just about everything! Haha

Awww thank you darlin! That's mighty nice of you to say ^^

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hollystarlightanime In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-11-07 18:09:51 +0000 UTC]

<3

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dude-girl [2010-10-27 03:23:29 +0000 UTC]

OMG ... glasses!!
So adorable!

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Prosecutie91 In reply to dude-girl [2010-10-28 02:10:12 +0000 UTC]

I know >.< Finally starting to get used to them!

Awwww Thanks

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dude-girl In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-10-28 03:13:45 +0000 UTC]

Good!
Sure!

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Prosecutie91 In reply to dude-girl [2010-10-28 03:17:10 +0000 UTC]

But now my nose feels like it's plugged all the time!

from the plastic tab thingies! XD


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dude-girl In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-10-28 03:32:42 +0000 UTC]

I never had that happen to me.

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Prosecutie91 In reply to dude-girl [2010-10-28 03:37:16 +0000 UTC]

.... uh-oh!

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333KK333 [2010-10-26 23:22:32 +0000 UTC]

cute. i always wanted to play the guitar. i can't. its so hard haha

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Prosecutie91 In reply to 333KK333 [2010-10-28 02:09:34 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!

It's not as hard as it seems the first few times you play.
You've just gotta be playing long enough to develop some callouses on your fingers so it won't hurt anymore!

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333KK333 In reply to Prosecutie91 [2010-10-28 22:58:25 +0000 UTC]

haha yeah same thing (ok not really but the callous thing) with bars in gymnastics. they even bleed the first couple weeks D:

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