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Description Thoughts run through your mind
'I'm a failure, I'm worthless'
Feel like you're being left beind
Invisible to everyone

Your world is just so bleak
You believe words they say
'You're pathetic, unwanted'
You must be that way

Got no one to turn to
Your 'friends' have all gone
They didn't have a clue
Couldn't understand

You slit your wrists, want to die
Through your veins runs despair
Ashamed, it's all your fault
To you life isn't fair

Sat in a corner, tears in your eyes
There's no hep, you're on your own
Force a smile so they don't realise
You just can't cope anymore

That's not true, there's someone there
To help you out, help you through
Help you sort troubles, beat depression
Making you a happier you

The scars a permanent reminder
Of all the pain you survived
You're not worthless or a failure
Not pathetic or unwanted
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Comments: 82

Aberjamlanxki [2019-03-25 21:36:09 +0000 UTC]

This is fantastic in the sense that it captures everything someone going through this would feel and it definitely helped me cope. You're a fantastic writer and I love this piece of writing. You have serious talent, psychotic-doll.

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destinytbreann [2018-04-28 15:25:45 +0000 UTC]

This is good. You should be a writer.

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psychotic-doll In reply to destinytbreann [2018-10-13 11:52:06 +0000 UTC]

thankyou

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Magseroni [2018-02-04 23:02:34 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much. This helped me

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psychotic-doll In reply to Magseroni [2018-10-13 11:52:22 +0000 UTC]

Glad my writing has managed to help

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Silver-Pegasus [2017-02-05 01:06:34 +0000 UTC]

preach

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HeliotropeMisfit [2016-09-08 00:13:48 +0000 UTC]

God Bless, this is beautiful, and deniably true.Β 

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lexiTheArtFan [2016-05-25 01:16:02 +0000 UTC]

Tell it like it is...................

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Patowan [2016-04-11 04:33:52 +0000 UTC]

It's sad how many people's thoughts this is, myself included..
Why is our world so screwed up?

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rainsingingdragon [2016-02-26 18:16:19 +0000 UTC]

It is so true, that's what feels like.
I wish I could believe the last two paragraphs, they speak so much of hope.

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saffronnaa [2016-01-18 10:16:53 +0000 UTC]

You will find some really interesting articles about depression here: stopdepressioncure.com
I hope this would help someone

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DarkQueenFairy [2015-10-26 11:30:04 +0000 UTC]

Hey! If you want to vent, need a shoulder to cry on, even just a distraction; drop into my insta DM's and I'd be happy to help Much love <3 (INSTA: @PURRDESTRUCTION)

What a beautiful poem x

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TDPSysTTV [2015-09-16 18:21:41 +0000 UTC]

I am worthless

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DarkBonnie [2015-07-20 07:36:51 +0000 UTC]

MeΒ 

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thelordoftheuniverse [2014-08-25 03:59:54 +0000 UTC]

Exactly. Just remember, depression is a battle that you can fight in. Keep on going. You can win.

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Taratragedykara800 [2014-03-09 22:59:56 +0000 UTC]

I hate how other people treat you when they find out I have manic depression, bipolar, anxiety, and damn insomnia :/ I feel alone and so different it pisses me off did you know actually smarter people with a higher knowledge suffer from depression more then people that aren't as bright

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bleachfan-829 [2013-11-28 21:49:10 +0000 UTC]

ha, it's amusing that I said that about a month ago, as the novelty of that briskly fades, I'm never going to be content with my life, i have come to that conclusion as no amount of just talking to someone is going to help, I have become numb to this pain, death is something most people fear but death is what I crave!!

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bleachfan-829 [2013-10-27 16:11:06 +0000 UTC]

I felt exactly like this, I had Β become so consumed by these thoughts, everyday without fail I contemplate suicide, every morning I would be roused by my alarm and think; great, another day I reluctantly have to endure! But one day I woke up thinking that this is only going to get worse, I will push everyone that I like in my life further away from me, I wouldn't be capable of concentrating on anything besides death, I was tired of being entwined with all the negative things in my life, I was tired of looking back on my life and it not being nostalgic instead it being something that brought me deeper into this pit of depression, I became determined to talk to someone about it so I did, it was one of the hardest things I had to talk to somebody about, but I am so glad I did as so far I have started to enjoy my life a bit more, it may take some time for me to actually feel contempt with my life but it really does help to talk to someone instead of keeping the Β memories and thoughts concealed. If anyone can empathize with this I thoroughly recommend speaking to someone about it, but not a friend as I once did that and she didn't comprehend it and she ended up making me feel worse about it, but maybe your friends can empathize with you better, I myself talk to one of the teachers in my school about it and so far she has been really understanding about it, but I guess it doesn't matter who you speak to as long as you trust them enough and I hope that persons helps you like my teacher helps me!

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ButeoGirl [2013-08-02 00:48:40 +0000 UTC]

Reminds me of myself..

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DeadloveCalling [2013-06-12 01:03:23 +0000 UTC]

beautiful poem <3

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TwoFaceJudgeOfArkham [2013-06-11 03:44:41 +0000 UTC]

Yep this is me everyday minus slitting the wrists part.....no one really helps me or cares either there's no real point in fighting on.....days feel like their repeating themselves basically for me.

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DimentioGal [2013-06-08 04:09:24 +0000 UTC]

Huh... This is my thoughts.....

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luckymewpony [2013-03-15 02:34:43 +0000 UTC]

Oh my god, someone is letting my secrets out to the world!!

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Fall-Like-Angels [2013-03-01 02:04:31 +0000 UTC]

God, this remind me of me...

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Anoymously [2013-01-07 02:37:36 +0000 UTC]

Been waitin' for that someone and I won't give up 'till I find 'em.

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Marwoucha [2012-10-03 19:40:39 +0000 UTC]

i loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove it sssssoooooooooo much

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Macaroll [2012-07-23 09:37:54 +0000 UTC]

---E I cried when I started to read the first stanza already.

The first, third, fifth, and sixth stanzas reflect what's happening to me right now...kind of...Especially the sixth, I think.

I often think... "If they're happy without me, them I'm happy for them." Although, I'm glad some IRL people (and OL friends) still talk to me, I really don't know what I did wrong to the rest.

And I'm glad that there's this specific person who was able to cheer me up, even just a little.

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Frieza029 [2012-07-16 04:38:36 +0000 UTC]

Damn.... I cried.... And i haven't cried since.....

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Moon-Shatte [2012-06-18 12:22:36 +0000 UTC]

100% rigtigt det du skriver, depression er ikke kun sorg, men tomhed, jeg fΓΈler det nu, og det er ikke rart, man fΓΈler at alt er sort, og man tror aldrig man kan finde lyset igen, man fΓΈler hvad er meningen med livet, alle andre siger det skal nok gΓ₯ op med humΓΈret, men det er ikke sΓ₯ ledt som det ser ud til. sΓ₯ tro mig jeg forstΓ₯r dig

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MeerkatFish [2012-04-29 18:21:16 +0000 UTC]

:') We're not alone... none of us... as much as we don't believe it, we aren't selfish. We aren't weak. We aren't pointless. We're strong; we're getting through this where anybody else would probably give up.

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frozenkayy [2012-03-24 04:33:23 +0000 UTC]

Where is that person if you find them let me know because i havn't

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bunni484 [2012-02-17 01:38:20 +0000 UTC]

I cried reading this

this reminds me of me

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frkafka [2012-01-31 14:34:19 +0000 UTC]

beautiful

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cutiepieaej [2012-01-20 20:26:05 +0000 UTC]

wow im in tears. this is me eveyday T.T

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Daanu [2011-11-20 01:50:05 +0000 UTC]

The line that reads "The scars a permanent reminder Of all the pain you survived"--Wow.
I started crying.

This is amazing.

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psychotic-doll In reply to Daanu [2011-12-10 23:38:46 +0000 UTC]

thank you x

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chihuahua4446 [2011-11-06 00:42:02 +0000 UTC]

Thank you...

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ZofieWingmaker [2011-07-04 22:14:21 +0000 UTC]

the only person that helped me hates me and doesn't care that i still love him

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Tizzy324 [2011-06-01 00:32:40 +0000 UTC]

......Thank you.... people like are saviors.... T.T

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ActiveBirdS [2011-05-18 22:13:25 +0000 UTC]

Nice, Emotional. But, resumes to be quite Inspirational. Describes how much a human being could truly express. ' Right On '.

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neko-chan3 [2011-05-09 00:17:14 +0000 UTC]

thanks this made me feel a little better about myself.

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TheSkull31 [2011-01-30 04:52:50 +0000 UTC]

ALL talk, ALL game. That's the way you are, and that's the way I like it. Thanks for the inspiration.

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Artriz [2010-12-12 01:45:05 +0000 UTC]

Can't wait for that someone to come...

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godzgirl316 [2010-11-20 23:05:07 +0000 UTC]

wow. this makes me want to cry. good job...

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Wondersstaywonders [2010-10-21 00:25:47 +0000 UTC]

This has expressed me in a way no one else can. Thank you so much. I love this. I think I have depression but I cant tell anybody.

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psychotic-doll In reply to Wondersstaywonders [2010-11-28 00:30:47 +0000 UTC]

speak to your gp if you think you have depression. they will keep it confidential and will advise you about things that can help

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L-Cakes [2010-10-12 04:41:18 +0000 UTC]

somehow this helps...

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Linkzilla [2010-09-15 04:40:21 +0000 UTC]

...me...

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Liar-Fyre [2010-07-26 22:09:20 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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Angelfang123423 [2010-06-08 01:49:20 +0000 UTC]

You just saved me from doing something that I know I would have regretted. Thanx alot

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