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PsyLady β€” This Noise Inside My Head

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Description Sometimes it scares me how well the lyrics of a song can fit a character. at least how i see mewtwo in my sweet dreams comic.
Some might have noticed, the comic is about suicide or suicidal thoughts.
And this noise is mewtwos mind that starts to go against him.

it was an accident that Mewtwo looks like a chibi here thought. that ruins a little bit the original planned atmosphere.


Song:
Nine Inch Nails- The Becoming
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Comments: 59

MochaziIIa [2014-03-17 05:47:27 +0000 UTC]

NiN and Pokemon. I don't need much else.

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PsyLady In reply to MochaziIIa [2014-03-17 06:57:57 +0000 UTC]

Glad you liked.

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someguy231 [2013-06-20 04:05:44 +0000 UTC]

Now I know this doesn't really have to do with suicidal thoughts, but I think this songs falls under the "I hear voices in my head" mood you're going with hear. I do know it falls under the insanity mood: [link]

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PsyLady In reply to someguy231 [2013-06-20 05:57:11 +0000 UTC]

Well the band who owns the song really aimed for the suicide theme here, though it was fitting mewtwo, since the other personalities wanted to drag him to subconscious, which sort of is death, since he would loose control over his body and mind.

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someguy231 In reply to PsyLady [2013-06-20 06:04:46 +0000 UTC]

I see. I'm just starting to see the actual comic you made. Did you like the song? (guess who it's about)

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PsyLady In reply to someguy231 [2013-06-20 16:57:27 +0000 UTC]

The comic is buttold. Its not a song you enjoy listening to, but its captivating in a way.

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someguy231 In reply to PsyLady [2013-06-20 17:04:11 +0000 UTC]

Okay. I actually finished the 25 pages you made, and it seems like an amazing start for an already amazing story. I hope that you continue with it one day.

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PsyLady In reply to someguy231 [2013-06-20 17:10:48 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for reading it and for all the compliments. Its delighting.

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someguy231 In reply to PsyLady [2013-06-20 17:32:56 +0000 UTC]

No problem. The Mudvayne song I linked is about Ed Gein [link] , who was a serial killer and grave robber (possible inspiration for a character that we haven't fully seen their personallity). Though some of their songs album do refer to suicide. One example is the song Pulling the Strings from the Lost and Found album. [link]

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PsyLady In reply to someguy231 [2013-06-20 17:39:03 +0000 UTC]

I can't listen to the songs, cause in my country the musicvideos get blocked from the GEMA because of copyright laws, sorry.

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someguy231 In reply to PsyLady [2013-06-20 17:40:57 +0000 UTC]

Darn. Try to look for the song then, Mudvayne is a really good band.

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PsyLady In reply to someguy231 [2013-06-20 18:18:32 +0000 UTC]

okay, sounds not bad and less hard than expected, nu-metal thing.

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someguy231 In reply to PsyLady [2013-06-20 23:46:15 +0000 UTC]

One funny moment that happened is at one of their live shows, someone had the audacity to throw their shoes at Chad (the singer), so Chad had this long talk about it. [link]

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DBuilder [2010-01-20 14:50:30 +0000 UTC]

You are one....but we are MANY!

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PsyLady In reply to DBuilder [2010-01-20 17:35:45 +0000 UTC]

?

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DBuilder In reply to PsyLady [2010-01-24 17:41:39 +0000 UTC]

Sorry, this pic reminded me of the Many, an evil force from System Shock 2. All through the game, you can hear them in your head saying that you will die alone, and you must join us to feel wanted. I didn't think the situation was too different here.

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PsyLady In reply to DBuilder [2010-01-24 18:51:13 +0000 UTC]

ohh psycho terror, for a game it sounds interesting and agreed this isn't too different.
thanks for telling me.

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DBuilder In reply to PsyLady [2010-01-25 14:38:46 +0000 UTC]

I enjoy your comic and am looking foward to more of it [link]

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PsyLady In reply to DBuilder [2010-01-26 10:25:40 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much, its delightening to get feedback from a reader. and you must be a very patient one too. sorry for beeing so inactive right now, but i ll try to work on it soon again.

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Shiro87 [2010-01-14 23:26:55 +0000 UTC]

Poor Mewtwo he looks so lost
I think making him look like a chibi isn't such bad idea after all becuse it makes him look more vulnerable. How should I say...like the unsure and scared child whitin him shows throught in his anxiety.

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PsyLady In reply to Shiro87 [2010-01-19 18:27:38 +0000 UTC]

the bad thing is that this was not my intended idea, but i can agree with you. you know that insecure child was in the origin my character Kyo. all my characters were in reality split personalities of mewtwo. i kept changing this idea cause i thought its to crazy.

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Shiro87 In reply to PsyLady [2010-01-20 21:18:05 +0000 UTC]

Making Mewtwo have split personality I think was kinda interesting idea but I understand what you mean. It whould easily get very confusing.
Othervise making Nails be the one to awoke Mewtwo's doubt's and weaknesses and make the others be like ghost's from previus Mewtwo clones, I think was a pretty good replacement for the orignal idea
After all the story itself is focusing on dark feelings and deep thoughts not a pair of ghost's spooking around.XD
Kinda wierd and surrealistic story but still interesting and deep...I just love those

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PsyLady In reply to Shiro87 [2010-01-21 19:15:43 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, you don't know how delightening it is for me that you like this comic so much.

i still range between this two versions, thought. i can't decide. XD

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Shiro87 In reply to PsyLady [2010-01-21 20:59:07 +0000 UTC]

Well when I think of it your story has barely begun so...thats means you still can choose the original story as well.
Personally I think you should stick to the ghost version becuse what I said before having Mewtwo have split personality would easily get very confusing.
Also I think the different versions of the story itself is prakticly the same story after all.
The story itself are focusing on Mewtwo's feelings but I understand why you have doubts. I mean having Mewtwo have split personality can make your story even more interesting in a psycological point of wiew...argh I can't dicide either! XD.

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PsyLady In reply to Shiro87 [2010-01-22 18:42:41 +0000 UTC]

lol its funny to read this, now you figured out whats up in my head.
but as you said i too think i will continue with the ghost version.
as a tribute to the old version i could draw some illustrations when i feel like it. lets see.

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Shiro87 In reply to PsyLady [2010-01-22 22:11:22 +0000 UTC]

I did?..XD
Ah! more sweet dreams pictures ^_^ I am so looking forward to it!

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PsyLady In reply to Shiro87 [2010-01-23 12:12:17 +0000 UTC]

jupp ;3

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Ayyu-Arku [2009-09-15 01:14:13 +0000 UTC]

"God...damn it... I can't get it out of my head... I... GAAHH! Ma-ia-hii! Ma-ia-huu! Ma-ia-haa! Ma-ia-haha! (sob)"

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SpringleDongle [2009-08-22 10:14:08 +0000 UTC]

You're AMAZING at drawing Mewtwo! Great job! <3

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PsyLady In reply to SpringleDongle [2009-08-22 12:11:12 +0000 UTC]

thank You!

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SpringleDongle In reply to PsyLady [2009-08-22 23:20:23 +0000 UTC]

My pleasure!

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Vaporeon249 [2009-05-11 06:48:45 +0000 UTC]

Superb coloring job. You can definitely bring out the angst with your watercolors. Most people can pull the soft stuff, but when they try the dark it becomes muddy and desaturated. Good to see that it works so well for you, and you kept a hold of your colors. The apparent young appearance of Mewtwo, while it works, it makes this picture a tad bit more disturbing. Instead of getting a dark, brooding mind, he looks more like a victim. Not your aim, but still has that dark atmosphere about it.

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PsyLady In reply to Vaporeon249 [2009-05-11 19:51:38 +0000 UTC]

Hehe, thank you! and my black water color is as good as empty now lol

Say, what kind of pictures do you draw with pastels? did you upload them on your da account?

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Vaporeon249 In reply to PsyLady [2009-05-12 01:59:16 +0000 UTC]

I can't even remember the last time I actually used them, same goes for most of my traditional media. Never have the time to sit down and make a mess with them, I guess. Ones with pastels, let's see: [link] and [link] . Use to use them a lot, but it dropped out of favor for me since those two pictures, for example, are full blown canvas size. I used pastels to cover the ground the pencil crayons could not.

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PsyLady In reply to Vaporeon249 [2009-05-12 19:47:33 +0000 UTC]

heh i knew these pictures before, but did not notice they were done with pastels. they work much better with bright colors.

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Destiny-Star [2009-05-09 23:40:09 +0000 UTC]

Again.... beautiful. Especially the murky background.

Actually, Mewtwo looking kinda small helps the concept. NO, really, I'm not kissing up or offering false flattery, I'm giving you an honest review. If you've seen the delete scene with Mewtwo and Amber (Ai), then you know that Mewtwo's anguish started when he was a "child". Later, when he's fully developed, he acts all tough, even though inside he's hurting a lot (hugs him). I think Mewtwo being knda small here represents the childhood he never got to have, and the anguish he feels from taht short time with Amber.

Just my thoughts. ^^

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PsyLady In reply to Destiny-Star [2009-05-10 18:33:21 +0000 UTC]

Thats an interesting point of view. I did not think in this direction, thanks for sharing your thoughts. :3

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Destiny-Star In reply to PsyLady [2009-05-11 21:52:40 +0000 UTC]

Always a pleasure. ^^

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MEWTWOSAMBASSADOR [2009-05-08 01:22:15 +0000 UTC]

Deep. I have to say it is fitting though I hate when GOD'S name is taken in vain. I Love the picture and it makes perfect sense song wise. Good job!

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PsyLady In reply to MEWTWOSAMBASSADOR [2009-05-10 18:38:44 +0000 UTC]

You know words like goddamn and omg are for me phrases,doesnΒ΄t have something to do with god anymore.

thanks for commenting!

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Anime-Wolf-08 In reply to MEWTWOSAMBASSADOR [2009-05-08 07:34:27 +0000 UTC]

I also don't like His name being used vainly as well, but apart from that, this is indeed nice.

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MEWTWOSAMBASSADOR In reply to Anime-Wolf-08 [2009-05-08 17:12:46 +0000 UTC]

Yes apart from that this is Very nice. She did Very Well!

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Anime-Wolf-08 In reply to MEWTWOSAMBASSADOR [2009-05-08 17:55:41 +0000 UTC]

Mm-hmm

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Hyday-Shido [2009-05-08 00:33:34 +0000 UTC]

wow suzu this is SO good O_O it is SO nice to see you and your wonderful art on DA more ^^

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PsyLady In reply to Hyday-Shido [2009-05-10 18:39:03 +0000 UTC]

Thanks Jim!

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Hyday-Shido In reply to PsyLady [2009-05-10 18:40:34 +0000 UTC]

welcome suzu ^^

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WerecatWarrior [2009-05-07 23:14:10 +0000 UTC]

Awesome job!!!!! I love the background!!!

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PsyLady In reply to WerecatWarrior [2009-05-10 18:39:16 +0000 UTC]

Thank You! =3

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WerecatWarrior In reply to PsyLady [2009-05-12 01:17:49 +0000 UTC]

Welcomes!!!!!!!!!!!

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YamiPanther [2009-05-07 22:45:54 +0000 UTC]

ausdrucksstarkes bild

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