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Published: 2005-10-20 06:57:33 +0000 UTC; Views: 131; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 4
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Description why do these songs still make me think of you?
not of the memories of you,
but of the memories of thinking about you.

you were just a fantasy in photographs
that materialized for a brief moment
then disappeard again as the shutters closed

i dropped you off at the airport,
and that was our last goodbye-
our last kiss...  my door to freedom.

i must admit i do still miss the idea of loving you,
i miss the feeling i felt when you
pretended to love me back.

the eerily familiar feeling-
wanting so bad to be loved
i made myself believe it could be true.

the farce has ended
and the last laugh is mine,
your facade has burned into undeveloped film.

i'll never forget the lessons
your ghost taught me
it has haunted me for too long.

the photographs are stored away
in a journal i never open,
etched with all i ever knew of you.




©adrianne.leigh.2005
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Comments: 4

mysterious-emoness [2005-10-23 06:55:47 +0000 UTC]

it really really liked it
explained feelings well!

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quack2ice In reply to mysterious-emoness [2005-10-23 16:34:30 +0000 UTC]

thanks! <333

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roadside [2005-10-22 04:41:52 +0000 UTC]

ooooh. loffly. i love: i must admit i do still miss the idea of loving you,. it's so TRUE.

the entire thing is beautiful, especially the last stanza.

<333

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quack2ice In reply to roadside [2005-10-22 07:59:12 +0000 UTC]

<333 thankies!! i love this poem too, i must admit... and you're right, the last stanza is really good *is surprised at own self*

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