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For KittyTheGengarQueen

Doing gradients is pretty hard, so I apologize if they don't look too right.

So, in my last fanart of her, I did a super long vent saying that I might cut ties with her and not do fanart of her anymore. To continue from the previous vent, she was planning on leaving DA as I was working on that vent. I eventually finished it, but I didn't know when to upload it exactly. When she made her final post before deactivating, I uploaded that fanart/vent. Because of it, she caused an incident after thanksgiving when she reactivated her account 2 days after she deactivated and after I uploaded that fanart & XL vent, and ever since, she started trying to become a better person. In December, she then changed her pokesona design. She still gets upset at times, but she's trying to manage her emotions.
She made an apology post saying that someone else did something related to what she did after Thanksgiving, so she regretted her actions even more. I told my friends about it, and not forcing anyone to watch her again, but rather trying to understand her better. I then saw one of my friends having a conversation with Kitty in a YouTube community post. That warmed my heart, so I made a nice video for her. Sadly, she didn't watch my video of my message for her. I found out it was because of her appointment or one of her grandmas. She even started streaming in her channel, recently.
Honestly, I wish I could erase the trauma and depression in her life. Even so, there are users who likely went through worse, like Keene did. And Xander Rex. I wished for things to improve for her, and I really don't want her to end up in the underworld. And not everyone has to end up there.

I also feel sad seeing these deviations from her:
On the Way to the Hotel
Flooding Vent
Am I a Failure? (Vent)
Another Flood

Hey, Kitty, if you're reading this, if you want me to remove something from the description, I will. I am sorry for all you went through. I'm glad you said I have a nice voice. It really warmed my heart about what you said to me last year in valentine's day. I'm glad you not only had a really nice birthday, but also wished me a happy birthday. I appreciate you being friends with Jinji and Panda, but I do not wish to steal you from them. I'm proud you're trying hard, and I wish for you to see how I care. I care about others in general. I know you have school and stuff. If you need something, let me know. I hope I wasn't a pain in any way or reminding you of anything. <: )

Seriously, I hope I didn't cause a bad case of flashbacks... q~q

Description
For KittyTheGengarQueen

Doing gradients is pretty hard, so I apologize if they don't look too right.

So, in my last fanart of her, I did a super long vent saying that I might cut ties with her and not do fanart of her anymore. To continue from the previous vent, she was planning on leaving DA as I was working on that vent. I eventually finished it, but I didn't know when to upload it exactly. When she made her final post before deactivating, I uploaded that fanart/vent. Because of it, she caused an incident after thanksgiving when she reactivated her account 2 days after she deactivated and after I uploaded that fanart & XL vent, and ever since, she started trying to become a better person. In December, she then changed her pokesona design. She still gets upset at times, but she's trying to manage her emotions.
She made an apology post saying that someone else did something related to what she did after Thanksgiving, so she regretted her actions even more. I told my friends about it, and not forcing anyone to watch her again, but rather trying to understand her better. I then saw one of my friends having a conversation with Kitty in a YouTube community post. That warmed my heart, so I made a nice video for her. Sadly, she didn't watch my video of my message for her. I found out it was because of her appointment or one of her grandmas. She even started streaming in her channel, recently.
Honestly, I wish I could erase the trauma and depression in her life. Even so, there are users who likely went through worse, like Keene did. And Xander Rex. I wished for things to improve for her, and I really don't want her to end up in the underworld. And not everyone has to end up there.

I also feel sad seeing these deviations from her:
On the Way to the Hotel
Flooding Vent
Am I a Failure? (Vent)
Another Flood

Hey, Kitty, if you're reading this, if you want me to remove something from the description, I will. I am sorry for all you went through. I'm glad you said I have a nice voice. It really warmed my heart about what you said to me last year in valentine's day. I'm glad you not only had a really nice birthday, but also wished me a happy birthday. I appreciate you being friends with Jinji and Panda, but I do not wish to steal you from them. I'm proud you're trying hard, and I wish for you to see how I care. I care about others in general. I know you have school and stuff. If you need something, let me know. I hope I wasn't a pain in any way or reminding you of anything. <: )

Seriously, I hope I didn't cause a bad case of flashbacks... q~q