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Description Eyes betray the soul and bear it's thinking.
Beyond words they say so many things to me.
A stranger here reborn it seems
awaking wonders deep in me.
If nothing's ventured nothing's gained
so I must seize the day.

And fighting time so hard I pray
that this moment lasts forever.
And will the world stay standing still at least for me.
Through my eyes stare into me.
I bear my heart for all to see.
With my face turned to the sun there ever standing still.

It wasn't you it wasn't me it wasn't anyone.
It was a day so long awaited and a chance to be as me.
I let the wind run through my hands
before I turned to walk away.
In distant days I long to sense it all so clear.

And fighting time so hard I pray
that this moment lasts forever.
And will the world stay standing still at least for me.
Through my eyes stare into me.
I bear my heart for all to see.
With my face turned to the sun there ever standing still.
And fighting time so much I ask.
I will this morning last forever.
Though seasons change and things come to pass
remain inside of me.
And fighting time so hard I pray
that this moment lasts forever.
and will the world stay standing still at least for me.

I had no faith before that day in any vow or deed.
Days followed days and years were meaningless.
Despite the wisdom of defeat
I bore my heart for all to see the wonders I'd seen.

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Standing (Lyrics) by VNV Nation

Have decided that I will do a series of these images on a smaller scale, a Polyptych, possibly even a Alter piece. Another experiment with light and composition.

Model/ photo: Me.

Inspired by the self-portraits of Her works are breathtaking!

Please be kind, the trepidation of posting myself will never cease.

Comments/ Criticism/ feedback welcome and most appreciated.
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Comments: 49

Kat3r [2010-11-18 02:54:02 +0000 UTC]

This is so touching to me! I love the defintion in the back and the head! So beautiful! The pose is so emotional and captivating! I also likethat you turned the lens to yourself and made it so that you were putting yourself into your own thought. It adds more to it for me knowing that its a self portrait. Taking ownership for your own thought not putting it on someone else. touching!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Kat3r [2010-11-18 03:22:17 +0000 UTC]

Oh WOW!! That is so beautiful Kate, and moving! I love that you feel so much in this, especially as my work is entirely about emotion, and that it resonates means A Lot! My entire body of work is auto-biographical, and I love that matters to you, even the work that I've modeled for retains that tone. My friend Michelle who works with me wants that about me in her works. Thank you again dear, that's one of the most touching comments I have ever received!!

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Kat3r In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-11-19 02:23:13 +0000 UTC]

You are very welcome! And I am happy to be one of the people that has touched you through comments! your work is one of a kind and I think its because you work around yourself. Its a beautiful thing! Dont stop using yourself as your subject matter its what you know best and love the most! (you have to love yourself before you can love others I truely believe!)

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Kat3r [2010-11-19 02:35:35 +0000 UTC]

Aww... You're lovely, thank you Sweetie!! You most certainly have touched me, and your thought are very much in my heart! Thank you, I'm so happy you think so, and feel that way about what I do, it means the world to me Kate!
I believe that also, beautifully said! I'm actually about to do a photo shot with my friend Michelle, hope you'll be on later!
Hoping your evening is treating you wonderfully!

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Kat3r In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-11-19 02:37:45 +0000 UTC]

That is so wonderful! I strongly believe that you should shoot what you love!! So I wish you both the best with the shoot! I look forward to seeing the photos! Let me know when you have posted some! My evening is well! also did a photoshoot so some photos may be on later!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Kat3r [2010-11-19 02:48:01 +0000 UTC]

Aww... Thank you Kate! It's what I need to do, and if that's love then fantastic, I call it more truth and human nature. I'll definitely let you know when they're posted, can't wait to hear what you think of them too!! And I'm very to see your new works too, hope you'll post them tonight also!!
You're truly amazing, and wonderful!

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Kat3r In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-11-19 02:53:02 +0000 UTC]

I look forward to seeing yours as well!!! I am going to add you to my watch so that I can see your new photos even if its later on! I am sure my photos will be posted soon! not to worry!

You are also very amazing and wonderful!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Kat3r [2010-11-19 02:59:31 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, I'm I'm immensely thankful and flattered for your adding me! We're trying a few things, including having Michelle write text on me, should be interesting and hopefully not a dismal failure. I Can't wait to see your new works sweetie!!!

Aww... You're beautiful, in so many ways! I Would love to one have you photograph me one day, would love to see how you'd capture me in your eyes, and vision!

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Kat3r In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-11-19 03:12:03 +0000 UTC]

Wellllllllllll maybe someday I may just do that! You would be a great subject for me from what I have seen of you!

Your photos will turn out great! I have faith!

And you will see my work soon! Just needing to edit it now!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Kat3r [2010-11-19 03:19:51 +0000 UTC]

I would be honored! I hope I'd be good subject and model, that would be amazing indeed!

Michelle is working on the logistics right now, then we'll get organized and shoot. Thank you, happy you do sweetie!!

Good luck editing, really looking forward to your new work!!

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Kat3r In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-11-20 04:48:47 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! I ended up not getting them done lastnight but hopefully sometime this weekend I will get them done! and you would be a wonderful subject matter! dont you worry! And I look forward to seeing the shoot!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Kat3r [2010-11-20 05:10:55 +0000 UTC]

Hi sweetheart, and good evening!
That's alright Kate, am very much looking forward to your new ones though! Good luck editing them! I would love to shoot with you , and meet you! Will be so lovely!!
Michelle is working on the ones we shot last night the text, and when she is done with one we'll post it! If you're interested dear, she has a bunch of me posted in her gallery that I have not yet posted on mine.
Can't wait to hear from you again!

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Kat3r In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-11-21 01:42:48 +0000 UTC]

I would love to see them! If you can send me the link to hers I will check out her gallery! and soon they will be posted! Working away! its been a busy weekend so far!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Kat3r [2010-11-21 01:49:11 +0000 UTC]

Hi Kate, Good Evening! So Lovely to hear from you again! Happy you're working away and I'm so excited to see your new ones! Michelle has a few new ones that she posted earlier today, and I'll be posting some of those shortly myself! Her gallery is: [link]
I hope you're well, busy but not too much so!! Thinking of you!

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Kat3r In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-11-21 05:18:39 +0000 UTC]

[link]

This this is most deff my fav! so interesting and anonymous

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Kat3r [2010-11-21 05:43:41 +0000 UTC]

Aww... Thank you So So Much Kate, I can't tell you how much that means!!

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Kat3r In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-11-26 01:32:18 +0000 UTC]

you are very welcome!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Kat3r [2010-11-26 01:42:58 +0000 UTC]

Thank you again Kate! I hope you're well, and enjoying a lovely evening! Happy Thanksgiving dear!! Can't wait to see your new work! I Miss You!

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Kat3r In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-12-16 05:06:37 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much! I hope that everythings great with you!

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aanabelle-blackw00d [2010-01-07 16:34:12 +0000 UTC]

Ian, i love this. the composition is wonderful. that's such an emotive pose, especially with the light exactly like it is to show details that would otherwise get lost. definitely a fantastic work, my friend. so beautiful.

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to aanabelle-blackw00d [2010-01-07 21:06:44 +0000 UTC]

Aww... WOW! Thank you so so much aanabelle, that is one of the most beautiful comments I have ever received!! I'm overwhelmed, and deeply grateful!

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miukysakamoto [2009-11-30 10:05:05 +0000 UTC]

exellent

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to miukysakamoto [2009-11-30 23:52:09 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much Miuky, that means a lot to me!

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IvaKanceska [2009-11-24 07:56:05 +0000 UTC]

was my pleasure!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to IvaKanceska [2009-11-24 08:05:22 +0000 UTC]

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IvaKanceska [2009-11-24 06:54:40 +0000 UTC]

so awesome

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to IvaKanceska [2009-11-24 07:08:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much, means the world to me!

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rray101 [2009-11-07 22:13:11 +0000 UTC]

i wanna see a photo of u not hiding ur face!!!!! break free

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to rray101 [2009-11-07 22:22:56 +0000 UTC]

Aww... Ray, you're really sweet! I'm not much to look at, but there are more than enough in my gallery of Self-Portraits!

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Eugenia-Grotz [2009-11-06 09:17:22 +0000 UTC]

It's really interesting how you "fade to black", I like that detail
Good

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Eugenia-Grotz [2009-11-07 00:51:06 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much Euge!

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Eugenia-Grotz In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2009-11-07 01:09:22 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome Ian!

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Cerebra-schis [2009-11-05 05:23:16 +0000 UTC]

Oh this is definitely one of my favorites by you. I love the emotion in the shot. Wonderful picture. So powerful and emotive.

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Cerebra-schis [2009-11-05 05:47:27 +0000 UTC]

Aww.... WOW!!! Thank you So Much Miki, that means a lot!!

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Cerebra-schis In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2009-11-06 21:35:13 +0000 UTC]

No problem. You are always welcome.

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Simplistic-Illusion [2009-11-05 00:37:35 +0000 UTC]

Lovely work, Ian. You did a fantastic job.

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Simplistic-Illusion [2009-11-05 07:59:51 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much Sarah, and for all your help also!

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Simplistic-Illusion In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2009-11-05 15:05:24 +0000 UTC]

Of course, Dear

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Simplistic-Illusion [2009-11-05 22:37:27 +0000 UTC]

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dismayisfrail [2009-11-04 23:32:35 +0000 UTC]

Lovely! I thought about doing something like this.. but now I can't haha.

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to dismayisfrail [2009-11-04 23:36:38 +0000 UTC]

Of course you can, and I would love to see that image dear! Thank you so much!

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dismayisfrail In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2009-11-05 00:09:52 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome!! I think I would have to do something different.. I wouldn't want it to look like I am copying you

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to dismayisfrail [2009-11-05 00:27:39 +0000 UTC]

It's not an original pose dear, and well, you're a woman so that alone would change the look and feel of the image completely! Don't ever think of anything as copying, you have your own vision, try and see how it looks! Can't hurt!

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dismayisfrail In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2009-11-05 00:31:33 +0000 UTC]

That's true I will definitely try it then! I also have some other tricks up my sleeve! Thank you!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to dismayisfrail [2009-11-05 09:45:44 +0000 UTC]

Can't wait to see what you have in mind, the results! you're always welcome Dear!

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dismayisfrail In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2009-11-05 09:52:40 +0000 UTC]

Thank you again!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to dismayisfrail [2009-11-05 09:55:10 +0000 UTC]

You're most welcome dear!

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VanGylen [2009-11-04 22:50:35 +0000 UTC]

Amazing.Honestly!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to VanGylen [2009-11-04 23:11:35 +0000 UTC]

WOW!! Thank you very, very much VanGylen, that really means a lot to me!

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