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Published: 2003-04-20 03:58:53 +0000 UTC; Views: 1056; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 156
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Description I rarely draw serious stuff.

One of my friends talked to me about Mikaeru-Sama. You see, last year he started cutting himself. He had alot of problems and he turned to cutting. They sent him to a hospital and kept him there for 3 weeks.

Anywho... me and my friend were talking about this and he said that I should seriously let him go. He said that I have the strong feeling that I can help him....but...I can't. He said that no one can help him. He told me I cant change him.

But I beg to differ.....

Mikaeru's allright now....although sometimes....it cant be helped.....
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Comments: 39

CranBerryKitten [2005-01-25 02:18:01 +0000 UTC]

I under stand the "cutting pain" i went through it my self.. on deperssion pills but i hope hell be better

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Xbalanque [2004-12-09 06:23:54 +0000 UTC]

My God, I had no idea.

I suppose I can relate. I'm clinically depressive as well (on Prozac for 11 years and counting ), and while I've never engaged in self-mutilation I've considered suicide on numerous occasion. Did they determine why he was doing it?

Xbalanque

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runeechan In reply to Xbalanque [2004-12-10 02:37:13 +0000 UTC]

actually no... mikaeru sama is unstable....i think he has a.d.d. (i dont remember any of his medical conditions) ;; but he went to the mental hospital 2 weeks before my senior prom. he got out fine...but.... i dont know. i dont know what they determined.... he still takes meds (well...actually is SUPPOSED totake them, but he doesnt. T_T) he smokes instead.... >O<

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Xbalanque In reply to runeechan [2004-12-10 02:47:10 +0000 UTC]

HOOOO boy. That's a recipe for disaster. Whenever I'm of my meds for an extended period I start to come apart at the seems.

Xbalanque

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tea-chan [2004-08-10 04:39:20 +0000 UTC]

I've had this picture in my favorites, and it came up today on the random thingy.. It's one of my favorites if your's.. because I know that feeling. And sometimes trying to help someone you care about can be one of the hardest things in the world.

If I were to go into detail, I'd be here for a while.. but this picture really means something to me.

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xCalee [2004-04-06 01:09:49 +0000 UTC]

My two best friends have/do cut, actually my friend Jamie last cut I think in December, and my boyfriend's last cutting... was 2-3 saturdays ago...when I mean I almost lost him, thankfully he caught himself before he went to far T_T

I like this piccie

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runeechan In reply to xCalee [2004-04-06 01:28:08 +0000 UTC]

;-; good thing you were there. Hope they are getting better. ^_^

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xCalee In reply to runeechan [2004-04-06 11:04:46 +0000 UTC]

I hope so too, O-o
or at least soon. It's hard to see them like they are, but it seems the only thing that helps them would be drugs @_@;

and I'm no drug, but I do try ^_^

Anyway, I think this piccie inspires me to draw something :3 something of the sort.

^_^ awesome Runee!

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kkaze [2003-09-26 10:22:17 +0000 UTC]

It's a well drawn pic bringing out the sad feel of it. Hope Mikaeru-sama's feeling and doing much better with Runeechan beside him all the way. I'm very sure if Mikaeru-sama ever falls, you'll be right there to help him back up. Ur his best friend after all.

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runeechan In reply to kkaze [2003-09-26 17:28:39 +0000 UTC]

^_^ *feels aww* *tinglY*

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Bleedingsoul922 [2003-09-08 17:56:22 +0000 UTC]

Your commpassion for you friend is very honorable. It kind of gives me strenght rite now... cause im not doing so well myself. If he ever figures out the way to stop cutting, can you tell me plz. That would be really helpful. I really like the picture too.

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runeechan In reply to Bleedingsoul922 [2003-09-09 18:35:24 +0000 UTC]

he sometimes cuts now and then...
he went to the hospital but he said that he got out because of me. He also knows that he has people to live for.

but i dont really know how he completly stopped. you can ask him yourself if you want. thats him --- ~mikaeru

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Bleedingsoul922 In reply to runeechan [2003-09-09 20:33:15 +0000 UTC]

thanks for the update... i hope the best for you two

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sukebe [2003-08-02 06:02:26 +0000 UTC]

cutting is serious stuff... it's often a sign of serious depression, as people often do this to sort of transform their emotional pain into something tangible. they cut because the emotional pain is really unbearable, so cutting becomes an outlet to turn the pain into something real which goes away, though only temporarily... i think this is what that documentary said.

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bekuki-chan [2003-07-15 22:40:06 +0000 UTC]

*tears* so sad! I think I can understand how you would have felt--I had a simaler experince with a friend a few months back...except she comminted suicide insted...

*tears* It's a really good picture!

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arky [2003-07-10 17:36:05 +0000 UTC]

Oh I love this.. the blood, the pain, the sorrow, the loss ; It's just beautiful TT :sob:


yay runee-chan!

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evil-ed316 [2003-06-28 02:29:31 +0000 UTC]

BLOOD WWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!

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hellangel [2003-05-13 13:39:52 +0000 UTC]

nice blood

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noworriesfc [2003-05-06 21:34:02 +0000 UTC]

It's a sad picture, but I haven't cut in half a year, and the time before that it was since june. I have only done it 2 times in the last year.

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snoreingdemon [2003-04-22 11:28:56 +0000 UTC]

aww......

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chiri [2003-04-21 00:10:06 +0000 UTC]

Wow, this is a really touching picture. It's sad though. I wish your friend, Mikaeru didn't have such a problem. It's good to be there for him in his times of need. However, such a problem is difficult to deal with. Sometimes people get over it and some don't. So it's a tough decision on what to do. It's hard to watch and see what's going on, and a lot of people don't even want to deal with their friend's problem as well. I don't really know... all I can say is that it's tough. I pray that he'll be fine though.

You did an excellent job on this picture. Nothing more needs to be added to it. It makes me sad because it looks like he's crying. I know I can't see his face but it's what I see when I look at this drawing. The way his arms are holding onto you really makes it touching. Great job, Runee. *^_^*

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jakface [2003-04-20 18:42:53 +0000 UTC]

That's gorgeous, Runee!
So sad..
love the blood!

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kitsunerei [2003-04-20 18:30:18 +0000 UTC]

this may sound strange...but this is a frightning picture.

it seems now people cut just because its trendy...but there are those who do it because they feel..well everyone feels something different about it.

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tomoko-nyo [2003-04-20 18:07:24 +0000 UTC]

;-; i have no supporting words other than... it really is up to him when he will stop. but nayways its a beautiful picture. i really love all the blood and.. i reaaly like it

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amara [2003-04-20 16:22:36 +0000 UTC]

i like very touching and cool

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shadow-link [2003-04-20 14:41:52 +0000 UTC]

Well maybe you SHOULD try serious stuff once in a while, this looks nice. It' nice how the only part that is in color is the main focus of this piece.

He's lucky to have you, hopefully he realizes that, and with your support maybe he'll change, little by little. You CAN help by trying to be there for him (which seems to be the case). Letting him go might make things worse, but thats up to you. Though you seem to really love him, I hope he pulls through this soon. Just hang in there.

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AzureRat [2003-04-20 10:36:34 +0000 UTC]

I feel your pain... I have some pretty hard problems myself... I hope I solved it by now...

Can't help someone that's in need is VERY painful... I hope you feel better...

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crystle [2003-04-20 08:45:39 +0000 UTC]

I'm very sorry to hear that its asshamed to hear and see people hurting thair sleves becaus 1. they think that no one loves them 2. it macks them feel better but it actully macking them feel whorse 3. they hate tair selfs 4.they have alote of probems my heart bleeds for him it really does

I like th pose and smooth coloring you did.

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rocketfemme [2003-04-20 06:38:19 +0000 UTC]

aww. well, at least you tried. you seem like a good person and friend.

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yoriku [2003-04-20 05:54:09 +0000 UTC]

oh wow, runnee... this is soo sad. i have a few friends who have... who are doing that. soetimes the best thing we can do for them is to let them know that we are always going to be there for them. it is really up to them if they are going to choose to talk to someone first or if they will go straight to doing it. dont force anything. i hope it all works out in the end.
Matt

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yasha-sama [2003-04-20 05:37:24 +0000 UTC]

I have lots of depressing and "freak" like friends, that are all products of childhood problems and most of them turned to cutting. *sigh* I'm always the nurse, and I have to comfort them when I have my own problems. But I've realized that I *can't* change them. Most of them anyway. I can only give my support...

I love serious pictures more than anything. You did an awesome job! I love blood, too..draw more blood..mmmm...

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hellsingfan [2003-04-20 05:08:52 +0000 UTC]

oooo cutting? poor guy, I hope he's feeling a little better.
This is a great picture, you are really good at blood. ^^;;

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leera [2003-04-20 05:06:03 +0000 UTC]

this is a very good picture..........for the helping thingy, you really can't help him with his problem........but as long as you're there for him, then he'll understand how much he means to you, even if he doesn't completely stop. my brother had a problem like that, so i was just there for him when he needed comfort (istead of letting him go do what he use to do).

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Parororo [2003-04-20 04:35:06 +0000 UTC]

I've been thru the same..same same....
maybe not for the same reasons...
but well.. nice to hear that things are better now... and about the pic...i say.. u should draw serious stuff more often!..this looks awesome...

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CaramelKitt [2003-04-20 04:31:03 +0000 UTC]

whoa....thats not good..mah bf was doin that too and ah could't do anything -.-

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runeechan [2003-04-20 04:15:10 +0000 UTC]

oh yeah...i forgot to mention that I never really finished it. I struggled alot with the legs and bottom....yeah. ^^;;

Carry on!

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genex [2003-04-20 04:14:49 +0000 UTC]

Huh? Cutting? You mean shaving or something? I don't quite understand...

Seriousness, hm? I'm always serious at the wrong times. Of course, maybe that's why I drew that new picture, to show what it's like. Well, sorta. Anyway, nice work.

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cinnie [2003-04-20 04:13:13 +0000 UTC]

I don't know what to say..but I can definately sense the seriousness in this picture. I hope everything works out for him and you. :/

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tuxsuti [2003-04-20 04:12:43 +0000 UTC]

its a little differnt but i like it::grin::

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