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SandWren — The Boy I Followed
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Published: 2017-03-24 21:15:09 +0000 UTC; Views: 637; Favourites: 22; Downloads: 0
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Description You met me at a very awkward time in my life
When I was insecure and stumbled over conversations
Fear had directed my words and I hid away

The first time we exchanged glances
It was during a very hot and humid summer at camp
And I fell in love almost instantly with you.

Freedom had embodied you in my vision
As you told stories of grand adventures that occurred
How could someone be so gentle and so fearless?

Kindly you spoke to me, the mess of a girl I was
No matter how nervous or unintelligent I sounded
To this day I still reel back from my past embarrassment

Then camp ended and we went two separate ways,
And I realized I was in love with you completely
Your mind, body, heart and soul, your entire being.

Fate would not leave my heart strings alone
A month later we ran into each other at the county fair
Through the night we laughed and joked

Around my shivering shoulders you slipped your jacket
You went on thrill rides with me and endured my screams
Then the night ended just like a dream

Your girlfriend is lucky and also a very pretty girl
The picture you show me makes my eyes burn
I hold the tears until I reach home

Meeting you was one of the best things to happen
While I was a shadow revolving invisibly around your sun 
You taught me lessons I will never forget

Following you is something I would do all over again
The heartbreak, the love, the want, every part of it
You taught me to enjoy life and to not be afraid

How different would it have been if your first impression
Had been the woman that I am today? 
Fearless, bold, outgoing and creative

It had always been there, but you unlocked it
And proudly presented me the key
Even though it still hurts to this very day

So thank you for being my first love 
My first heartbreak, my new beginning, 
Thank you to the boy I followed 
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Comments: 12

Azterah [2017-06-27 03:50:29 +0000 UTC]

I can totally relate to this. Great work!

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SandWren In reply to Azterah [2017-08-03 21:24:58 +0000 UTC]

That means so much to me. Thank you!

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Azterah In reply to SandWren [2017-08-03 23:03:24 +0000 UTC]

XD

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Inquith [2017-03-25 12:20:40 +0000 UTC]

Oh, such a nice and sweet poem! I'm glad that you are doing better now ^^.

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SandWren In reply to Inquith [2017-03-25 15:31:03 +0000 UTC]

Thanks! I'm glad you liked it. : ) 

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FrostyPerson35 [2017-03-25 04:34:28 +0000 UTC]

Wow this is something I needed right now since I'm kind of at a low in my life with the fact that I might not graduate this year, so hopefully there will be some good to come out of it

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SandWren In reply to FrostyPerson35 [2017-03-25 15:33:08 +0000 UTC]

Hey! I hope you'll be doing better. I know how you feel. There was a few moments this year that my guidance counselor told me that I might not graduate either. 
I'm glad you liked my poem! And remember that there's almost always sunny days after rain! Hang in there. 

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Frank-Jaspers [2017-03-24 22:57:13 +0000 UTC]

A very sweet poem. 
Very meaningful and full of sensitivity. 

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SandWren In reply to Frank-Jaspers [2017-03-25 00:16:32 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, this is the first poem I've ever written about a real-life occurrence for me. 
Hopefully I did my crush justice. (Though I hope he never stumbles upon this poem in his life.) 
It was a huge turning point for me. So I'm glad it shows my emotions well. 

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Lilith-Awaken [2017-03-24 22:46:53 +0000 UTC]

Oh, my, this is realy touching and very relatable

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SandWren In reply to Lilith-Awaken [2017-03-25 00:11:43 +0000 UTC]

Thanks! I poured my heart out on this one. : ) 

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Lilith-Awaken In reply to SandWren [2017-03-25 02:57:27 +0000 UTC]

Yes, I can feel it

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