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Anxiety is not eating me alive, no, not at all...
The darkness is always with you
This may or may not be a bit Noragami inspired since I only have 5 episodes left x'3
So I haven't been feeling THAT great I guess.. Or at times I feel pretty good but them BAM and then nah x3
We have this really (like REALLY) kind dude on our class and he offered to drive me to the store so I could stock up on candy and I was really happy that he offered to do that but holy shit, the anxiety was not.. I did not feel right to say yes and well.. I said no a couple of times and then today I managed to say yes xD Poor kid that has to deal with my irrational way of existing..
Anyway, I feel a bit loved now but also really stressed because now it feels like I owe him a lot even tho he clearly said that he didn't need anything in return and that it was HE who owed me because I had helped him with the english shit and meehh.. I'm just really stressed I guess Dx
Anyway, I started on this one after he asked me if I wanted a ride and I got a lot of anxiety. at least something came out of it x3
Dear god.. he is to kind for this world, I need to calm down x'D