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SiNNeR52 — How HE thinks

Published: 2005-01-30 18:49:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 100; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 15
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Description Here I am once again

Waiting to hear from you

But will I?

Nobody knows I guess I'll just have play the cards I chose

Wondering what you’re up to

Just wanting to spend time with you

But that’s not gonna happen

Ohh well just shrug it off 'cuz that’s the only way I can deal with it

Don’t like it but what the fuck can I do

I sit here moaning and missing you

Drinking to forget the pain

Knowing you’ll be here for the rest of my days

But where are you now when I need you?

Tired of being at the bottom of your the list

Have time for all your other shit

You’ll make time for me fine

But where are you now at this time

Once again doing things on my own just like old times

Spilling up dumb old rhymes

Same old song

Lone ranger all alone

Depressed and all alone

Whatever I'll deal with it

All alone 'cuz your never home

And I don’t mean home as your house

I mean home as where the heart is

Or where my heart is

Whatever

I guess I'll continue to be my own soldier

Fighting armies all

By my lonelies

By my self

The only company I'll ever have in my life

Is me dealing with my own fights?

Tried talking to you

Tried to show you but still nothing changes

Wondering why

I try so hard

Find myself wondering why

It don’t seem like your busting nothing

But then again I'll never know what you’re trying

'Cuz I don’t see you enough to know

But one day I will

I won’t ever give up

I guess Im just stubborn enough

'Cuz no matter what

I'll still be here

No matter how many tears

I cry

Alone wondering why

But that’s life, it’s a fight

Won’t give up

I love you too much

So I'll put up with the stuff

You have to cough up

Even though it’s not in your control

But hey like I said

I love you

So I'll fight for what’s

Rightfully mine

The time we should be

Spending together

No matter the weather

To be honest sometimes I wonder why

When I cry

All alone in the cool air of the night

But then I remember why

I’m still here

When you saved my life

That night I was gonna give up my fight

At camp that night

Felt all alone

You came along

Changed my perspective of things

Gave me a reason to live

Coincidence or fate?

Don’t know don’t care

As long as your there

By my side

Ill love you forever

No matter the weather

Ill be here fighting for us

Cus we'll make it

Through all their shit

And I'll love you 'till the day I die

Through the low and the highs

So I say to you good night

I’m going to bed

Hoping I'll wake up and see you this time

If not fuck it

I’ll deal with it like every other time
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Comments: 3

AlephBet [2005-02-01 19:08:20 +0000 UTC]

wonderful...really wonderful...

Be gracious. Be thankful. There are not many people able to write things as beautiful as these...you're very lucky. It's not the actually form I refer to, but the love I read between the lines...and hey, I can tell exactly... yeah...

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SiNNeR52 In reply to AlephBet [2005-02-04 04:17:30 +0000 UTC]

Awh, yeah he's awesome, thanks.

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Frozen-in-time [2005-01-30 18:58:25 +0000 UTC]

wow he really loves you you one lucky girl

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