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Kiss It All Better ~Song Fic~
(Germany x Dying/Dead!Reader)

(A/N: This may be very. Out. Of. Character. But I'm having so many feels right now and they just need to be let out. Now, go forth and read this angsty angst~)

Ludwig sat quietly in the darkened room. His elbows on his knees and his hands clasped in front of him. With his head hung low he tried to choke back one of the many sobs that wracked his body. It wasn't fair, wasn't fair at all. Here he was, sitting in a jail cell for probably the rest of his life, and you were gone. He got no visits from you, no letters, no care packages... You were gone. The love of his life, never to take a beautiful breath again. You didn't deserve what had happened to you. You were innocent. God. Damn. Innocent. But your lovely life had been taken mercilessly from you, and in a sense, so had his.

~One Year Earlier To Date~

The tall blonde German beamed as he watched you walked down the stairs. You weren't dressed up fancy, you wore a simple [f/c] pea coat, black jeans, and grey ugg boots. Even though you had put little effort into how you looked, he thought you were the most stunning thing on the face of this earth.

As usual, you two were going on a walk at 10 o'clock p.m. Right on schedule. You two had preferred going on walks at night because Germany at night was very beautiful, and peaceful. Looping arms with your fiancee of almost one year, you smiled at him and nuzzled the side of your head into his shoulder.

"Ready, liebling?" His deep heavily accented voice sounded content and full of love as it flowed through you ears.

"Yep~" You smiled again and tucked a piece of [h/l] [h/c] hair back into it's place.

"Gut," He smiled back and headed out the front door, locking it behind you and him.

Giggling, you breathed out heavily, watching as steam poured out of your mouth and swirled around in the darkness. You sighed contently and hugged Ludwig's arm closer.

"I can't believe zhat our vedding is only one month avay..." He mumble earnestly and smiled to himself.

"Well, I can." You looked up to him and smiled as his small smile was illuminated by the dim street lights.

He chuckled deeply, "Mein gott... You have no clue how hard it vas to vait all of zhis time, just to be able to say zhat you're going to be my vife." He said in almost a whisper with small puff's of steam also coming out of his mouth.

The two of you had been friends ever since you were little tykes. Gilbert, Ludwig's older brother, was friends with your older [brother/sister] and that's how you two had come to be friends. At first, you were just friends in the same elementary school. Then quickly became best friends as you grew older. By the time you were in ninth grade, the German boy had the biggest crush on you. You were basically the highlight of his day and the reason he got out of bed in the morning.

Ludwig had to go through the pain of watching you be scooped up by the wrong guy time and time again. Each and every time you had found the guy with another girl, or the guy had told you that you were simply 'not his type,' you came running to him, and each and every time he would hold you and comfort you as you cried. You would sob 'kiss it all better, Ludwig,' and he did. Hypothetically speaking. He didn't understand why you couldn't see that he would never do anything to harm or upset you, and that you two were perfect for each other.

That routine continued on throughout high school, until graduation day came. You had accepted you're diploma and graduated valedictorian. His chest had tightened when you gave your speech and talked about growing up, and learning about life. You had also talked about and unnamed boy who you loved unconditionally, which made him jealous beyond belief.

That night, you two had sat on the couch and watched old home movies of the two of you as you grew up. Sure, it was really cheesy, but you were a very sentimental person. When you two had finished watching your home movies, you had told Ludwig, very awkwardly, that he was the boy that you loved unconditionally, and that you had just realized it a few months before graduation.

You were relieved to hear him say that he had felt the same way for a very long time and that he was so glad that he could finally hold you, and tell you how much he really loved you.

Watching the dim street light's flicker, you laughed to yourself with a small loving smile on your face. "How did you ever manage...?" You hugged his muscled arm closer and almost chocked up at the memories that you two shared together, growing up and falling in love.

Ludwig looked down to his feet and smiled as you two continued walking, "Vell, it took a lot of paitience und vaiting. But it vas vorth it, because zhe whole, I knew zhat I vas vaiting for mein vife," A small smile graced his pale face and he turned to you and gave you a quick kiss on the temple of your head.

Your eyes watered as you leaned into his kiss, "Ich liebe dich, Ludwig~"

The German nuzzled your cheek and chuckled softly. He loved it when you spoke his native tongue to him, "Ich leibe dich, auch, schatz."

Giggling, you both looked ahead and continued your walk in silence for a few minutes. After a while, you two turned down an empty street that you rarely took. You could feel your fiancee tense slightly as he noticed another man walking towards them, his hands in his pockets and his head down covered by a black beanie.

"It's ok, love. It's just another man." You whispered to Ludwig before the other man passed you two silently.

As the man with the black beanie slowly walked passed Ludwig's side, your German fiancee's icy blue gaze followed the mystery man until he was out of his peripheral vision. He grunted almost silently and you two continued walking.

"Hey, stop!" A gruff voice pierced through the cold night air.

Your body tensed as you hugged Ludwig's arm impossibly close and shook unnoticeably. Ludwig kept the two of you walking at a steady pace, that is until the sound of a gun cocking rang through both of your ears.

"Hey bastard, I said stop!" The voice sounded bitter and violent. You were now shaking noticeably.

"Ve don't vant and trouble-" Ludwig said calmly as he raised his gloved hands in defense. You let go of his tensed arm as he turned around slowly to meet the dark gaze of the man with the black beanie.

The man's hand shook as he pointed the gun at both of you, you could tell that this man was desperate and didn't really know what he was doing.

"Gimme all of your money!" He held his finger to the trigger, and you prayed to any and every god that you could think of that it wasn't a hair trigger, because now the gun was pointed directly to the center of Ludwig's forehead.

"Listen, you don't have to do zhis, zhere are ozher vays to get money, I could get you a job vhere I vork-" You looked to your German love's face, there was no emotion, and he was completely calm.

"I don't want your damn job offer! I just want your god. Damn. Money!" The man hissed as he switched his gun point between you and Ludwig.

The gun man's eye fell on you engagement ring, and an evil smirk that seemed to drip venom spread across his dirty face, revealing every single rotten tooth in his mouth. "Give me the bitches ring." He said bluntly and pointed the barrel of the gun to your chest.

You looked to Ludwig in an internal panic and saw his calm aura falter, his sky blue eyes filling with absolute fear. "N-nein! I can not do zhat!" He stuttered, his hands beginning to shake.

The assailants finger flexed slightly, pushing down a bit more on the trigger, but still not firing the gun. "P-please don't..." Your voice came out in a whisper as you shuddered, holding back all of your tears.

"Give me your ring-" He growled, his finger growing heavier on the trigger.

"N-no!" You shouted and clamped your eyes shut and shook your head.

Ludwig looked to you, then to the gun man. His eyes went wide as he watched the man squeeze his eyes shut and grit his teeth.

"NEIN!" He yelled with a thick, strong accent as he took a few running steps towards the criminal.

But it was to late. A gun shot split through the night air, followed by a cry of agony. Ludwig stopped in his tracks and whirled around just in time to see you crumple to the ground, clutching your chest right over your heart. He watched as if in slow motion, his whole entire world shattered into a million pieces.

"[NAME]!" Your blonde lover roared as he ran back to your side.

He fell to his knee's and gathered your shaking body up into his strong arms, completely forgetting about the man who had just done the deed of shooting you. As for the man himself, his eye widened in shock. Had he really done just what he thought he did? His whole body began to convulse in anxiety as he let the gun clatter to the cement sidewalk. He took a few stumbling steps before sprinting away from the scene, disappearing into the bleak night.

You were panting, gripping your bleeding chest as you rested your head against Ludwig. "L-Lud-wig... H-help." You cried softly as you were cradled gently by the rough German.

"L-liebling, p-please... just, stay vith me, y-you'll be ok-" His eyes watered, and he allowed a few tears to fall. This had to be a nightmare? Right? There was no way that he was sitting here with his fiancee bleeding out right in in arms. This had to be a nightmare.

Deep in your mind, you knew that you were going to die. There was no way you would survive this, neither Ludwig or you had your phones on you, you were in the middle of a completely empty road, bleeding out quickly. You were dying. Oh, how you wished to wake up, for this to be a terrible nightmare. You wanted to wake up suddenly besides a sleeping Ludwig, and be comforted by him. You choked out a sob, feeling your throat constrict with all of the emotion you were feeling. This was most definitely reality.

Rolling your head back to look Ludwig in the eyes, you took a sharp breath in as you saw clear tears stream down his flawless face. You shook violently as another intense wave of pain wracked through your fragile body, you said the only thing that you could think of,

"K-kiss it all better, Luddy-" More tears spilled from your eyes as you sobbed, taking in sharp breaths, hyperventilating. "I-I don't want to d-die! I want to g-get married! I w-want to have a life with you, I want to h-have kids! I want to grow old together-! I-I'm not ready to go!" You cried out, desperately grabbing for his hands.

Your words caused Ludwig to break down completely. He grabbed one of your hands tightly and cupped your tear stained face with his free hand. "I-I know, schatz. I know..." He said as his chest tightened with grief. He carefully kissed your forehead, your nose, then your cheek bones, and finally your lips.

You barely had enough strength to kiss him back, but you did, and you both cried together. Releasing you from this kiss, Ludwig took a deep, shaky breath and brushed a few blood stained [h/c] hair peaces out of your face.

You had grown incredibly pail and cold, you shook and your grip on your chest loosened, you looked up to your lover once more, knowing your time was running out. Your once vibrant [e/c] eyes were now growing dull, and void of life. Ludwig's bloodshot gaze met your and you whimpered weakly.

"I'm... I'm so sorry, [Name]..." Ludwig's voice was scratchy as he whispered to you.

"Es ist nicht deine schuld..." You whispered back and cupped his face. "Ich liebe dich, Ludwig. You were my world... my everything-" Your lips were chapped and could barely move. Taking a deep final breath you uttered your last words with as much love as your frail being could manage, "P-please don't forget me. I love you, so, so much, Ludwig." Your final breath left you lungs, and your body grew still.

"N-nein! Nein! Nein! Liebling, please! Please don't go! S-stay vith me! Ich liebe dich so much... Please..." Ludwig's bottom lip quivered as he nuzzled you icy cold skin.

Please, Gott... Please just let zhis be a terrible, terrible, nightmare...

~Back To Present~

That's how Ludwig had gotten twenty-five to life in prison. He had grown bitter and angry. He sought out the man who had killed you, with revenge on his mind. He had finally found the man, and without a second thought, shot him three times. Killing him.

The authorities finally found out, and Ludwig was arrested. He was put through trial and was convicted of first degree murder. Of course, the German man didn't care. He didn't want anything to do with the outside world anymore. What was the point? His whole. Entire. World. Died in his arms. He didn't want to live his life without the love of his life, [Name].

Ludwig sighed shakily and pulled out a necklace with your engagement ring looped onto it from his prison pants pocket.

"I vill love you forever, liebling. I only vish zhat I could have kissed it all better..."

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Kiss It All Better ~Song Fic~
(Germany x Dying/Dead!Reader)

(A/N: This may be very. Out. Of. Character. But I'm having so many feels right now and they just need to be let out. Now, go forth and read this angsty angst~)

Ludwig sat quietly in the darkened room. His elbows on his knees and his hands clasped in front of him. With his head hung low he tried to choke back one of the many sobs that wracked his body. It wasn't fair, wasn't fair at all. Here he was, sitting in a jail cell for probably the rest of his life, and you were gone. He got no visits from you, no letters, no care packages... You were gone. The love of his life, never to take a beautiful breath again. You didn't deserve what had happened to you. You were innocent. God. Damn. Innocent. But your lovely life had been taken mercilessly from you, and in a sense, so had his.

~One Year Earlier To Date~

The tall blonde German beamed as he watched you walked down the stairs. You weren't dressed up fancy, you wore a simple [f/c] pea coat, black jeans, and grey ugg boots. Even though you had put little effort into how you looked, he thought you were the most stunning thing on the face of this earth.

As usual, you two were going on a walk at 10 o'clock p.m. Right on schedule. You two had preferred going on walks at night because Germany at night was very beautiful, and peaceful. Looping arms with your fiancee of almost one year, you smiled at him and nuzzled the side of your head into his shoulder.

"Ready, liebling?" His deep heavily accented voice sounded content and full of love as it flowed through you ears.

"Yep~" You smiled again and tucked a piece of [h/l] [h/c] hair back into it's place.

"Gut," He smiled back and headed out the front door, locking it behind you and him.

Giggling, you breathed out heavily, watching as steam poured out of your mouth and swirled around in the darkness. You sighed contently and hugged Ludwig's arm closer.

"I can't believe zhat our vedding is only one month avay..." He mumble earnestly and smiled to himself.

"Well, I can." You looked up to him and smiled as his small smile was illuminated by the dim street lights.

He chuckled deeply, "Mein gott... You have no clue how hard it vas to vait all of zhis time, just to be able to say zhat you're going to be my vife." He said in almost a whisper with small puff's of steam also coming out of his mouth.

The two of you had been friends ever since you were little tykes. Gilbert, Ludwig's older brother, was friends with your older [brother/sister] and that's how you two had come to be friends. At first, you were just friends in the same elementary school. Then quickly became best friends as you grew older. By the time you were in ninth grade, the German boy had the biggest crush on you. You were basically the highlight of his day and the reason he got out of bed in the morning.

Ludwig had to go through the pain of watching you be scooped up by the wrong guy time and time again. Each and every time you had found the guy with another girl, or the guy had told you that you were simply 'not his type,' you came running to him, and each and every time he would hold you and comfort you as you cried. You would sob 'kiss it all better, Ludwig,' and he did. Hypothetically speaking. He didn't understand why you couldn't see that he would never do anything to harm or upset you, and that you two were perfect for each other.

That routine continued on throughout high school, until graduation day came. You had accepted you're diploma and graduated valedictorian. His chest had tightened when you gave your speech and talked about growing up, and learning about life. You had also talked about and unnamed boy who you loved unconditionally, which made him jealous beyond belief.

That night, you two had sat on the couch and watched old home movies of the two of you as you grew up. Sure, it was really cheesy, but you were a very sentimental person. When you two had finished watching your home movies, you had told Ludwig, very awkwardly, that he was the boy that you loved unconditionally, and that you had just realized it a few months before graduation.

You were relieved to hear him say that he had felt the same way for a very long time and that he was so glad that he could finally hold you, and tell you how much he really loved you.

Watching the dim street light's flicker, you laughed to yourself with a small loving smile on your face. "How did you ever manage...?" You hugged his muscled arm closer and almost chocked up at the memories that you two shared together, growing up and falling in love.

Ludwig looked down to his feet and smiled as you two continued walking, "Vell, it took a lot of paitience und vaiting. But it vas vorth it, because zhe whole, I knew zhat I vas vaiting for mein vife," A small smile graced his pale face and he turned to you and gave you a quick kiss on the temple of your head.

Your eyes watered as you leaned into his kiss, "Ich liebe dich, Ludwig~"

The German nuzzled your cheek and chuckled softly. He loved it when you spoke his native tongue to him, "Ich leibe dich, auch, schatz."

Giggling, you both looked ahead and continued your walk in silence for a few minutes. After a while, you two turned down an empty street that you rarely took. You could feel your fiancee tense slightly as he noticed another man walking towards them, his hands in his pockets and his head down covered by a black beanie.

"It's ok, love. It's just another man." You whispered to Ludwig before the other man passed you two silently.

As the man with the black beanie slowly walked passed Ludwig's side, your German fiancee's icy blue gaze followed the mystery man until he was out of his peripheral vision. He grunted almost silently and you two continued walking.

"Hey, stop!" A gruff voice pierced through the cold night air.

Your body tensed as you hugged Ludwig's arm impossibly close and shook unnoticeably. Ludwig kept the two of you walking at a steady pace, that is until the sound of a gun cocking rang through both of your ears.

"Hey bastard, I said stop!" The voice sounded bitter and violent. You were now shaking noticeably.

"Ve don't vant and trouble-" Ludwig said calmly as he raised his gloved hands in defense. You let go of his tensed arm as he turned around slowly to meet the dark gaze of the man with the black beanie.

The man's hand shook as he pointed the gun at both of you, you could tell that this man was desperate and didn't really know what he was doing.

"Gimme all of your money!" He held his finger to the trigger, and you prayed to any and every god that you could think of that it wasn't a hair trigger, because now the gun was pointed directly to the center of Ludwig's forehead.

"Listen, you don't have to do zhis, zhere are ozher vays to get money, I could get you a job vhere I vork-" You looked to your German love's face, there was no emotion, and he was completely calm.

"I don't want your damn job offer! I just want your god. Damn. Money!" The man hissed as he switched his gun point between you and Ludwig.

The gun man's eye fell on you engagement ring, and an evil smirk that seemed to drip venom spread across his dirty face, revealing every single rotten tooth in his mouth. "Give me the bitches ring." He said bluntly and pointed the barrel of the gun to your chest.

You looked to Ludwig in an internal panic and saw his calm aura falter, his sky blue eyes filling with absolute fear. "N-nein! I can not do zhat!" He stuttered, his hands beginning to shake.

The assailants finger flexed slightly, pushing down a bit more on the trigger, but still not firing the gun. "P-please don't..." Your voice came out in a whisper as you shuddered, holding back all of your tears.

"Give me your ring-" He growled, his finger growing heavier on the trigger.

"N-no!" You shouted and clamped your eyes shut and shook your head.

Ludwig looked to you, then to the gun man. His eyes went wide as he watched the man squeeze his eyes shut and grit his teeth.

"NEIN!" He yelled with a thick, strong accent as he took a few running steps towards the criminal.

But it was to late. A gun shot split through the night air, followed by a cry of agony. Ludwig stopped in his tracks and whirled around just in time to see you crumple to the ground, clutching your chest right over your heart. He watched as if in slow motion, his whole entire world shattered into a million pieces.

"[NAME]!" Your blonde lover roared as he ran back to your side.

He fell to his knee's and gathered your shaking body up into his strong arms, completely forgetting about the man who had just done the deed of shooting you. As for the man himself, his eye widened in shock. Had he really done just what he thought he did? His whole body began to convulse in anxiety as he let the gun clatter to the cement sidewalk. He took a few stumbling steps before sprinting away from the scene, disappearing into the bleak night.

You were panting, gripping your bleeding chest as you rested your head against Ludwig. "L-Lud-wig... H-help." You cried softly as you were cradled gently by the rough German.

"L-liebling, p-please... just, stay vith me, y-you'll be ok-" His eyes watered, and he allowed a few tears to fall. This had to be a nightmare? Right? There was no way that he was sitting here with his fiancee bleeding out right in in arms. This had to be a nightmare.

Deep in your mind, you knew that you were going to die. There was no way you would survive this, neither Ludwig or you had your phones on you, you were in the middle of a completely empty road, bleeding out quickly. You were dying. Oh, how you wished to wake up, for this to be a terrible nightmare. You wanted to wake up suddenly besides a sleeping Ludwig, and be comforted by him. You choked out a sob, feeling your throat constrict with all of the emotion you were feeling. This was most definitely reality.

Rolling your head back to look Ludwig in the eyes, you took a sharp breath in as you saw clear tears stream down his flawless face. You shook violently as another intense wave of pain wracked through your fragile body, you said the only thing that you could think of,

"K-kiss it all better, Luddy-" More tears spilled from your eyes as you sobbed, taking in sharp breaths, hyperventilating. "I-I don't want to d-die! I want to g-get married! I w-want to have a life with you, I want to h-have kids! I want to grow old together-! I-I'm not ready to go!" You cried out, desperately grabbing for his hands.

Your words caused Ludwig to break down completely. He grabbed one of your hands tightly and cupped your tear stained face with his free hand. "I-I know, schatz. I know..." He said as his chest tightened with grief. He carefully kissed your forehead, your nose, then your cheek bones, and finally your lips.

You barely had enough strength to kiss him back, but you did, and you both cried together. Releasing you from this kiss, Ludwig took a deep, shaky breath and brushed a few blood stained [h/c] hair peaces out of your face.

You had grown incredibly pail and cold, you shook and your grip on your chest loosened, you looked up to your lover once more, knowing your time was running out. Your once vibrant [e/c] eyes were now growing dull, and void of life. Ludwig's bloodshot gaze met your and you whimpered weakly.

"I'm... I'm so sorry, [Name]..." Ludwig's voice was scratchy as he whispered to you.

"Es ist nicht deine schuld..." You whispered back and cupped his face. "Ich liebe dich, Ludwig. You were my world... my everything-" Your lips were chapped and could barely move. Taking a deep final breath you uttered your last words with as much love as your frail being could manage, "P-please don't forget me. I love you, so, so much, Ludwig." Your final breath left you lungs, and your body grew still.

"N-nein! Nein! Nein! Liebling, please! Please don't go! S-stay vith me! Ich liebe dich so much... Please..." Ludwig's bottom lip quivered as he nuzzled you icy cold skin.

Please, Gott... Please just let zhis be a terrible, terrible, nightmare...

~Back To Present~

That's how Ludwig had gotten twenty-five to life in prison. He had grown bitter and angry. He sought out the man who had killed you, with revenge on his mind. He had finally found the man, and without a second thought, shot him three times. Killing him.

The authorities finally found out, and Ludwig was arrested. He was put through trial and was convicted of first degree murder. Of course, the German man didn't care. He didn't want anything to do with the outside world anymore. What was the point? His whole. Entire. World. Died in his arms. He didn't want to live his life without the love of his life, [Name].

Ludwig sighed shakily and pulled out a necklace with your engagement ring looped onto it from his prison pants pocket.

"I vill love you forever, liebling. I only vish zhat I could have kissed it all better..."