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SmolQueenBean — Falling Apart

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Published: 2020-06-02 05:27:24 +0000 UTC; Views: 375; Favourites: 33; Downloads: 2
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Another meaningful piece ❤


Migraines are a curse I have lived with all my life. They are not just headaches, they are a full body assault rendering the person immobile.  I speak from my experience, when my eyes glaze over and all I seeing is TV static, my brain not being able to process the world. My stomach feeling like butterflies, like it needs to empty its contents. It's hard to move, my muscle won't listen, even my words escape me as I slur and struggle to beg those around me for help. It's hell, I never wish that hell on anyone, not even my worst enemy. "why don't you try doing x?". "Have you done x?". These a question I get every time I mention my condition and every time i hear them I Flash back to all the treatments, drugs, trying anything and everything. Yoga won't curse my pain, it will only help me manage it. You know you've reacted the point of no return when you're doctor tells you that you know more about pain killers and pain relief methods than they do. You may be a Highschool drop out due to your condition, but you know more than someone who has gone to university for 10 years, just due to your life experience. It makes you think, it scares you. I'm still on my journey, I'm on medication that helps, I know my triggers, and know how to handle the pain. I am a fighter, I am a warrior, and I know I am not alone.

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LemondropShoppe [2020-06-03 20:27:50 +0000 UTC]

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