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I put my hand to my throat,
Breathe, just breathe...dammit...
I feel like I'm choking on air,
and there's blood building up in the back of my neck,
I can't breathe, this hurts,

Breathe, Nerissa, Breathe.

Who knew being friends could hurt so badly?
"Just friends, just friends" those words are locked into my mind,
breathe, breathe, breathe,
I can't even think straight.

Breathe Nerissa, Just breathe.

the razor on my wrist,
drops of blood on the floor,
I
like
this.
it feels good, hurts nicely.

Breathe Nerissa Breathe.

The razor's sharper then I thought,
the skin is softer then I thought,
but, this pain doesn't match up to the pain I have when I see him kiss her,
is she better then me?
Prettier,
smarter,
nicer?
What does she have that I don't!?

Breathe Nerissa Breathe...

I hate this,
I hate her,
I hate me,
I hate him,
I hate it all.
I hate that I hate it,
I hate that I can't hate it.
I hate that I still can't breathe.

Breathe Nerissa Breathe...

Shit...shit...
Razor went deep,
once
slice
too
deep.
Shit, shit, shit, it won't stop,
I feel the room spin and my knees give in.
I feel myself hit the hard floor and blood splatters across the ground,
and I lie here...just lie here, but, I still can't breathe...

Breathe Nerissa...Just breathe...Breathe...

I CAN'T!!!

Description
I put my hand to my throat,
Breathe, just breathe...dammit...
I feel like I'm choking on air,
and there's blood building up in the back of my neck,
I can't breathe, this hurts,

Breathe, Nerissa, Breathe.

Who knew being friends could hurt so badly?
"Just friends, just friends" those words are locked into my mind,
breathe, breathe, breathe,
I can't even think straight.

Breathe Nerissa, Just breathe.

the razor on my wrist,
drops of blood on the floor,
I
like
this.
it feels good, hurts nicely.

Breathe Nerissa Breathe.

The razor's sharper then I thought,
the skin is softer then I thought,
but, this pain doesn't match up to the pain I have when I see him kiss her,
is she better then me?
Prettier,
smarter,
nicer?
What does she have that I don't!?

Breathe Nerissa Breathe...

I hate this,
I hate her,
I hate me,
I hate him,
I hate it all.
I hate that I hate it,
I hate that I can't hate it.
I hate that I still can't breathe.

Breathe Nerissa Breathe...

Shit...shit...
Razor went deep,
once
slice
too
deep.
Shit, shit, shit, it won't stop,
I feel the room spin and my knees give in.
I feel myself hit the hard floor and blood splatters across the ground,
and I lie here...just lie here, but, I still can't breathe...

Breathe Nerissa...Just breathe...Breathe...

I CAN'T!!!