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Throughout my childhood, I mostly remember myself being alone. I transferred school twice and I couldn't handle the new environment. Whenever I try to talk to other people, I stuttered and did stupid actions because I just... didn't know how to act normally. I remember drawing on my sketchbook just to avoid my classmate's gazes, something to make myself relax while being at school.

I would see kids playing during break times and I wanted to join, but I couldn't. I was afraid.

What will I say? What if they'll say no? I really want to join...
Fear always holds me back, but I try to fight them.

I did join one time, but I was unfamiliar with the game. I did a lot of mistakes and I was ashamed of myself, which led me to never play again with the other kids.

"I will change," I told myself every year, but every year comes crashing down on me whenever I commit a mistake and I go back to my own shell again.

My everyday routine was school, and then go home. That was it. No sleepovers, no after-school hangouts, and most of all, no friends. My dad, whom I rarely talk to, works abroad, while my mom was also working. Both were working hard to give me a better future.

I felt pure loneliness from what I thought to be a hopeless situation.
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Okkaaay! This is my 2nd attempt with Medibang Paint and I tell ya it is goddamn hard

I usually used Paint Tool Sai, but I wanted to explore other art software. Photoshop requires a large amount of RAM for it to function well and (unfortunately) my pc can't handle it. Medibang is nice. It's slightly easier to draw semi realistic characters with this app. I do have issues with its brushes, but so far so good.
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SO HERE'S MY NEW ARTWORKK !!
I think I might do a "Childhood" series
Like drawing is fun, but drawing personal experiences leaves me feeling satisfied.

I hope you like this!!

Follow me on:
ko-fi.com/sooofiria
www.instagram.com/sooofiria/

Description
Throughout my childhood, I mostly remember myself being alone. I transferred school twice and I couldn't handle the new environment. Whenever I try to talk to other people, I stuttered and did stupid actions because I just... didn't know how to act normally. I remember drawing on my sketchbook just to avoid my classmate's gazes, something to make myself relax while being at school.

I would see kids playing during break times and I wanted to join, but I couldn't. I was afraid.

What will I say? What if they'll say no? I really want to join...
Fear always holds me back, but I try to fight them.

I did join one time, but I was unfamiliar with the game. I did a lot of mistakes and I was ashamed of myself, which led me to never play again with the other kids.

"I will change," I told myself every year, but every year comes crashing down on me whenever I commit a mistake and I go back to my own shell again.

My everyday routine was school, and then go home. That was it. No sleepovers, no after-school hangouts, and most of all, no friends. My dad, whom I rarely talk to, works abroad, while my mom was also working. Both were working hard to give me a better future.

I felt pure loneliness from what I thought to be a hopeless situation.
____________________________________________________________

Okkaaay! This is my 2nd attempt with Medibang Paint and I tell ya it is goddamn hard

I usually used Paint Tool Sai, but I wanted to explore other art software. Photoshop requires a large amount of RAM for it to function well and (unfortunately) my pc can't handle it. Medibang is nice. It's slightly easier to draw semi realistic characters with this app. I do have issues with its brushes, but so far so good.
____________________________________________________________

SO HERE'S MY NEW ARTWORKK !!
I think I might do a "Childhood" series
Like drawing is fun, but drawing personal experiences leaves me feeling satisfied.

I hope you like this!!

Follow me on:
ko-fi.com/sooofiria
www.instagram.com/sooofiria/