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I followed the dim glow of the lonely firefly into the dark meadow, my heart steady as my mind wandered and my heart broken with no care for my safety as i did not care what happened to me.

The firefly slowly and silently landed on a beautiful flower dimly lighting the soft purple of the flower it had landed on, I watched for a moment in silence before letting out a sigh and laying down beside the little firefly looking up to the sky as I started noticing the stars twinkling and lighting up the night sky.

My mind wanders off to the past and all the what ifs flood back into mind, what if i was less caring would this change anything, what if you stayed off your phone for those five minutes and talked to me, what if you didn’t break my heart by telling me you don’t love me anymore.

But all of that doesn’t matter now because you want to try again and you were honest about everything even the part where you slept with another girl after we broke up, which took me by surprise as the thought of sleeping with someone else to try and move on never occured to me and i thought you wouldn’t do that and it was a shock.

Now here i am laying in a meadow alone and utterly unlovable, just how everyone sees me after 22 years of being alive and fighting to change their perception of me. I have failed.

Alkippe, Art (c) sprite-light