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the stars are watching, but they don't judge
and when i say all you'll ever love me for is bone-deep,
i swear it.

how did this flesh get thicker?
there seems to be a monster in themirror,
and for some reason i cannot decipherwhether for joy or for pain are these tears.
the fears,
they never get clearer,
only deeper, deeper,
much, much deeper.

there is no hope tonight
maybe i'll trysome just to spite
but i know that later, it'll all come gushing out,
crashing
d
o
  w
    n
and you'll never know why i chose to loose.

they say beauty is skin-deep
but these bones and this heart are all i need to shield me from the disregard i'm hiding from
long cold nights turnedemptiness into my addiction and i'm dying
i'll drop X, and satisfaction will come but since when did i succumb to feeling so numb?
ana and mia can tell i'm lying and now i know
i know you'll never find me, buried

hope is bleak tonight, but i'll fight to walk towards the light
hopefully it won't shine too bright
and expose the absence i have become
i'll try to stop the flow when it comes gushing out,
crashing d
                 o
                    w
                        n
i'll never know if i chose to lose

how did it devour me when i refused to let anything in
you don't know where or how i've been

these walls are caving in..

Description
the stars are watching, but they don't judge
and when i say all you'll ever love me for is bone-deep,
i swear it.

how did this flesh get thicker?
there seems to be a monster in themirror,
and for some reason i cannot decipherwhether for joy or for pain are these tears.
the fears,
they never get clearer,
only deeper, deeper,
much, much deeper.

there is no hope tonight
maybe i'll trysome just to spite
but i know that later, it'll all come gushing out,
crashing
d
o
  w
    n
and you'll never know why i chose to loose.

they say beauty is skin-deep
but these bones and this heart are all i need to shield me from the disregard i'm hiding from
long cold nights turnedemptiness into my addiction and i'm dying
i'll drop X, and satisfaction will come but since when did i succumb to feeling so numb?
ana and mia can tell i'm lying and now i know
i know you'll never find me, buried

hope is bleak tonight, but i'll fight to walk towards the light
hopefully it won't shine too bright
and expose the absence i have become
i'll try to stop the flow when it comes gushing out,
crashing d
                 o
                    w
                        n
i'll never know if i chose to lose

how did it devour me when i refused to let anything in
you don't know where or how i've been

these walls are caving in..