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Published: 2004-04-21 16:06:37 +0000 UTC; Views: 73; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 6
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Description The struggle starting up again
I don't know what to do
I get help from the ones I trust
but they are helpless too
Why can't I be normal
lead a normal life
I want to run away
or use that razor knife
I stuff down all the pain
keep it locked inside
they don't know what Im dealing with
they don't know what I have to hide
Why can't I make this choice
you're not always right
I want to be on the other side
where it's not all black and white
I want to feel the warmth
the heat of the ones I love
I feel alone over here
I think I've had enough
Splinters stuck in deep
holes through my soul and mind
how can they get out
they're not the real kind
Damaged in the head
that is me all over
all these verbal bruises
aren't getting me much closer
Pass me that cigarette
give me that lighter too
I don't care if I've given in
there's nothing I can do
I want to be a good girl
want to get good grades
is there really a point
look at those gorgeous blades
Do you understand now
get a hint of what I feel
maybe you can listen now
and my wounds will start to heal.
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Comments: 3

TheBrokenOne [2004-04-23 16:51:20 +0000 UTC]

I think this is your best work Chloe. Lovely ending and good rhyming and rhythm.

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sweetFairy In reply to TheBrokenOne [2004-04-25 11:59:25 +0000 UTC]

hehe why thankyou!!!!! xxxxxxx

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TheBrokenOne In reply to sweetFairy [2004-04-25 18:39:02 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome lovey

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