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Published: 2013-01-11 01:47:20 +0000 UTC; Views: 410; Favourites: 8; Downloads: 0
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Let me be thin,I want to feel my ribs again,
I want to see my collar bone,
I want to see my legs be toned,
Let me stop eating fattening food,
Let me change my attitude,
I want a tummy that is flat,
I want to never be fat,
I want to be a little size,
Zero is perfect in my eyes,
Drop five pounds,
Maybe ten,
It feels so good,
I'll do it again,
I want to be thinner,
Right now I'm just a beginner,
I want to see my ribs,
Poking from my skin,
If it doesn't happen I don't win,
Double zero,
Go a little more,
Now my weight is only ninety four,
No more breakfast,
No more lunch,
I make sure I don't eat a bunch,
Water only with a little lemon,
Eighty pounds would be heaven,
A little more,
Can't do it,
Head over the toilet,
Shut the door,
Mom doesn't notice,
Dad doesn't see,
I think I'm too skinny,
I can't stop now,
I'm almost there,
When I get to eighty,
People will finally care,
The pains in my belly,
Have learned to shut up,
I know I can do,
I'm really tough,
Something is wrong,
I wanted to eat,
That food I had wanted,
It had smelled so sweet,
But I cannot stomach it,
I can barely get it down,
I'm in pain,
No help is around,
I think I have a problem,
But I don't know who to tell,
Now that I'm here,
I wonder,
How did I get into this hell?
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Comments: 4
As I was reading, I could clearly tell it had to do something with "Wintergirls." Very nice, Mel. But...if you ever try to get that thin Massie and I will have an intervention
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Very insightful poem. You write well. Thanks for writing this for all to read and think about.
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I can relate to this poem, and even though you said you are NOT anorexic, I can feel the emotion pouring into the lines. Would you mind taking a look at some of my work and tell me what you think? I'd greatly appreciate it.
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ohh dear if u think u have a problem, that is the first step... Then think if you feel pain that is going wrong, don´t you think so?? tell someone,... but the most important: one thing I had learned is that the perfection isn´t good, and in your case, you think that if you are thin, then you will be perfect and it makes you happy; but don´t think this way please!! Every single person worth for the feelings, not their shape... 
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