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Going through a painful and tough process in IRL life (and not because of some spammer who's sent me "kill yourself spam on this site", I've reported that one, it's more like): "learning to be(come) human, to 'root' into Earth, feel my body, being present in the moment, kind of thing and opening up to who I truly am."

Going through such process that takes the limits to your own psyche to the extreme now, so much you have to so metimes say to yourself, your (bodies) to "stop", waking up and rising up crying and sweated and heart pounding and huffing and trembling... because too much at once is just too much. Including, releasing immensely deep anxiety and trauma, sorrows... But it cannot come all at once, so that the psyche, the human self and all the bodies (mental, etheric, physical, emotional...) can handle it. Because for them to be released, every emotion is to be felt, faced and accepted. Including those that come from so early in childhood you have no words, no concepts, nor memory as to why that feeling is.

So... It's truly empowering and refreshing to finally go outside daytime and get to witness something like this. It's the little things that light up big sparks of hope and joy in this world.
The sea is frozen in there and yet partly covered in water on which the brisk and chilling a wind blows~

Description
Going through a painful and tough process in IRL life (and not because of some spammer who's sent me "kill yourself spam on this site", I've reported that one, it's more like): "learning to be(come) human, to 'root' into Earth, feel my body, being present in the moment, kind of thing and opening up to who I truly am."

Going through such process that takes the limits to your own psyche to the extreme now, so much you have to so metimes say to yourself, your (bodies) to "stop", waking up and rising up crying and sweated and heart pounding and huffing and trembling... because too much at once is just too much. Including, releasing immensely deep anxiety and trauma, sorrows... But it cannot come all at once, so that the psyche, the human self and all the bodies (mental, etheric, physical, emotional...) can handle it. Because for them to be released, every emotion is to be felt, faced and accepted. Including those that come from so early in childhood you have no words, no concepts, nor memory as to why that feeling is.

So... It's truly empowering and refreshing to finally go outside daytime and get to witness something like this. It's the little things that light up big sparks of hope and joy in this world.
The sea is frozen in there and yet partly covered in water on which the brisk and chilling a wind blows~