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hey guysssss r u all surprised to see me again lol I finally worked up the motivation to get back on here again but not for long.... im gonna leave again after today :I
so I read all the comments u guys left on my latest journal.... THANK U SO MUCH GUYS! they were all so sweet it almost made me wanna cry *wipes tear* lol I honestly didn't think that that many ppl cared if I left ;-; so thank you all so much~ it kinda made me feel bad for leaving >o< but I made up my mind, and im gonna stick with it..... but I AM GOING TO TRY TO SUBMIT A LITTLE BIT OF ART every once in a while so im not completely gone

so again heres my life so far...... read if you want, don't read if you don't care:
... its ok I met some new friends... not many but SOME.... though I feel very lonely at times... and I started to write I write poems and literature and all that other stuffff..... AND NOW IM GONNA SHARE ONE WITH YOU MWAAHAHAHAHA:

~~ Scared of the Silence, Fearing Yourself ~~

       The room was once loud, your mind was once filled with happiness.... but the room eventually quiets down and soon you start to panic.
Its getting quieter and everyone turns silent. "NO! Don't go!" your mind is racing. The happy thoughts are dying from the silence, and is replaced with the darkness and loneliness that comes when you are left alone.
     "Stop! Help! Don't leave me!''
The more you think, the more you are damaging yourself. You depend on others to distract yourself from yourself. Because deep... deep down... you know that you hate yourself... You hate being with yourself... You hate being alone with yourself, because your soul and thoughts are killing you little by little, and the only escape is when you are not alone.
So don't be scared of the silence, don't be scared of the dark...
be scared of the monster lurking in it that is yourself.

                           -Trucy757

yeah I know its not that great and some of you wont even get it but I write these thingys for myself it helps me when I feel sad so yah.... THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

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hey guysssss r u all surprised to see me again lol I finally worked up the motivation to get back on here again but not for long.... im gonna leave again after today :I
so I read all the comments u guys left on my latest journal.... THANK U SO MUCH GUYS! they were all so sweet it almost made me wanna cry *wipes tear* lol I honestly didn't think that that many ppl cared if I left ;-; so thank you all so much~ it kinda made me feel bad for leaving >o< but I made up my mind, and im gonna stick with it..... but I AM GOING TO TRY TO SUBMIT A LITTLE BIT OF ART every once in a while so im not completely gone

so again heres my life so far...... read if you want, don't read if you don't care:
... its ok I met some new friends... not many but SOME.... though I feel very lonely at times... and I started to write I write poems and literature and all that other stuffff..... AND NOW IM GONNA SHARE ONE WITH YOU MWAAHAHAHAHA:

~~ Scared of the Silence, Fearing Yourself ~~

       The room was once loud, your mind was once filled with happiness.... but the room eventually quiets down and soon you start to panic.
Its getting quieter and everyone turns silent. "NO! Don't go!" your mind is racing. The happy thoughts are dying from the silence, and is replaced with the darkness and loneliness that comes when you are left alone.
     "Stop! Help! Don't leave me!''
The more you think, the more you are damaging yourself. You depend on others to distract yourself from yourself. Because deep... deep down... you know that you hate yourself... You hate being with yourself... You hate being alone with yourself, because your soul and thoughts are killing you little by little, and the only escape is when you are not alone.
So don't be scared of the silence, don't be scared of the dark...
be scared of the monster lurking in it that is yourself.

                           -Trucy757

yeah I know its not that great and some of you wont even get it but I write these thingys for myself it helps me when I feel sad so yah.... THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!