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I always think a lot when I’m cleaning my room.
And sometime I cried because of the thoughts.
And later I get threats, complicated things happens, and I’m wonder myself “am I not good enough for anything yet ?”, “I think I’m useless for people”, “Do people ever consider of my feelings ? Why do they only consider only one emotion of us instead of feelings ?”.
I’m just sitting on the bed, stop cleaning room for an half of hour, and wondering. Clean the pillow sheets, stop again for half of minute, wondering again.
I wonder, if they really are my friends and family.
I feel lightheaded now.
And I feel even more sensitive now.
I cry sometimes when I’m hugging the bolsters.
I’m getting even more sleepy and tired.
I just want some sleep now.

Description
I always think a lot when I’m cleaning my room.
And sometime I cried because of the thoughts.
And later I get threats, complicated things happens, and I’m wonder myself “am I not good enough for anything yet ?”, “I think I’m useless for people”, “Do people ever consider of my feelings ? Why do they only consider only one emotion of us instead of feelings ?”.
I’m just sitting on the bed, stop cleaning room for an half of hour, and wondering. Clean the pillow sheets, stop again for half of minute, wondering again.
I wonder, if they really are my friends and family.
I feel lightheaded now.
And I feel even more sensitive now.
I cry sometimes when I’m hugging the bolsters.
I’m getting even more sleepy and tired.
I just want some sleep now.