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I've been overthinking since my distant relative passed away yesterday. I wonder why does this October gets heavier ??

I remember, the last year, October 2022. Police release a tear gas in Indonesian football, frequent bad earthquake happen and one of the places in Indonesia, plenty of people died because of how bad the earthquake was, deadly rain it became like a tsunami, since the flood happens more criminal coming up. 130+ death happen in Indonesia, all because of that. me and my family was awfully sick at that time too.

but right now, this year. this October, This October 2023.
I was awfully sick AGAIN(without my family this time), no heavy rain but a very bad hellfire weather and plenty babies died because of the weather, my country goverment block this site due to some reason(possibly posting illegal gambling ads), there's a terrorist in other country happen.

and now, a distant relative have passed away.

tough October. lmao

that's not the only worst when it comes to loosing a family member.
my friends lost a relative as well in this year 2023. in 2022, I also lost a distant relative, a cousin of mine. in 2021, I lost my uncle. in 2020, I lost a friend.

me just, why is everyone suffering ???
it's just, so fucking hurts.

I felt very sorry, that I couldn't able to meet my distant relative before they passed away and the tragedy happen.

it's just so fucking unfair.

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I've been overthinking since my distant relative passed away yesterday. I wonder why does this October gets heavier ??

I remember, the last year, October 2022. Police release a tear gas in Indonesian football, frequent bad earthquake happen and one of the places in Indonesia, plenty of people died because of how bad the earthquake was, deadly rain it became like a tsunami, since the flood happens more criminal coming up. 130+ death happen in Indonesia, all because of that. me and my family was awfully sick at that time too.

but right now, this year. this October, This October 2023.
I was awfully sick AGAIN(without my family this time), no heavy rain but a very bad hellfire weather and plenty babies died because of the weather, my country goverment block this site due to some reason(possibly posting illegal gambling ads), there's a terrorist in other country happen.

and now, a distant relative have passed away.

tough October. lmao

that's not the only worst when it comes to loosing a family member.
my friends lost a relative as well in this year 2023. in 2022, I also lost a distant relative, a cousin of mine. in 2021, I lost my uncle. in 2020, I lost a friend.

me just, why is everyone suffering ???
it's just, so fucking hurts.

I felt very sorry, that I couldn't able to meet my distant relative before they passed away and the tragedy happen.

it's just so fucking unfair.