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twilightwoods In reply to Xx-nicole-xX [2010-06-26 15:37:57 +0000 UTC]
Hahaha, me too! I can't tell you how annoying it is to post a story and have the only comment someone leaves be 'You spelled such and such wrong.'
I know people think they are helping, but I think if you are going to give /constructive/ criticism, then at least part of what you say should be building the person up, not tearing them down. You should post all your work! Most of the stuff I /hate/ everyone likes, and the stuff I like no one pays attention to!
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twilightwoods In reply to Xx-nicole-xX [2010-06-29 23:05:06 +0000 UTC]
Totally. I wish there where more nice people period. You'd be amazed how stuck up artists can be >< I can say that because I am one and i've met em. It's so bad!
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Xx-nicole-xX In reply to twilightwoods [2010-07-03 19:42:26 +0000 UTC]
hahahaha im a half assed artist. and im nice.. but most artists here are stuck up snobby little pricks
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Xx-nicole-xX In reply to twilightwoods [2010-07-04 22:45:41 +0000 UTC]
AHAHAHAHA yes, myself I have an image in my head. I work for hours and hours to make it and I end up with a pile of crumpled up paper and my nerves shot through the roof. My doodles don't turn out any good if I try to do it, but If I space right out then ... possibly I will do soo much better. I find that im almost rambellling here now.
BUT whatever. I recently started posting my story that I have written online. and someone told me it was a cliche story.. HAHAHAh I got all ignorant artist and started calling them down to the dirt... lol
I told them that my story is about a homosexual relationship and a brain tumor and personality issues. SOOO cliche. just because it starts out a love story they thought it was the typical love story with the 'it' girl and guy who fall in love BLAH BLAH BLAH... XD .... im trying to post it on here..
but no one is commenting and it drives me nuts..
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twilightwoods In reply to Xx-nicole-xX [2010-07-05 17:20:40 +0000 UTC]
I know right?!?!
People will always insult you. Trust me. /Trust/ me.
I once wrote a story about a girl who went to have an abortion and then gave birth to a premature, live child. It changed her life and the lives of everyone around her.
I had people screaming at me. Literally. Saying I was making it up or trying to 'manipulate' people to believe abortion was wrong.
What they didn't realize was the story was a true story, and the baby's name is Gianna. She has a whole organization dedicated to her, and she still lives today.
Personally?I don't agree with homosexuality, so I just don't read the stories because I find the concept glorifying something I don't agree with, but I certainly don 't think you should write nasty things to people on any work of art. Over on SA I tried to start this movement that looked at the art itself /and/ the concept, that way people didn't 'dislike' something purely because they didn't like the concept. You can 'dislike' all you like, or give criticism, but you should say at least /one/ thing you liked about the art first. All art has at least one admirable quality.
The movment got alot of good reviews but didn't take off too well. It bothers me that people are too lazy or stuck up to say something nice to one another. Yea, we are artists, we are misunderstood, now Misunderstand my hand in your face. ><
You can't be too angry with them dear. if they swallowed their pride they'd choke and die.
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Xx-nicole-xX In reply to twilightwoods [2010-07-05 23:31:15 +0000 UTC]
So true. And your views on homosexuality is totally your point of view. Myself I have many LGBT friends and I respect everyone of them.I guess its because I got to know them before they came out and what not. And everyone is different and accept different things. thatsjust the way the world spins, I deleted my story off the website. I couldnt handle the nasty remarks this one person kept making. OVER AND OVER..
I guess me deleting it could be considered giving in and showing him that what he was saying was bothering me, which honestly it was.. but you know,... i just didnt want to look at it ..
Honesly what it all comes down to is i my story was so horible and'rushed' blah blah blah, why did he waste the time to post comment after comment on it telling me how orrible it was? why didnt he just read it and say it sucked and leave? why did he take the effort to bring me down in the dirt.
I saw some work that he had posted online, I figured out what his problem was. Hes an ignorant prick that writes on everyones posts commenting about stup little things.. Rots me that people can be that mean to people that they dont even know right?
what has humanity come to?
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twilightwoods In reply to Xx-nicole-xX [2010-07-07 02:12:11 +0000 UTC]
Me too. I know a lot of both. I can think of my one best friend who went through a lot of crap. Like, a /lot/ of crap. In fact, most of the gay people I know have been through more then most people have. They hurt. A lot. I have my own theories on things, but the fact is, Christ didn't come to help you discover who you where deep inside.
He came because he /knew/ who you where.
And no, he didn't come to tell you you where going to Hell, rather he came to say 'Hey...There's a way to love. Neverending love. I will /always/ take care of you. Just trust me, okay?'
That's it. THat's what makes Christianity to me so amazing. All it requires is my trust. I trust and love Jesus! And the best thing about that kind of love is being able to /give/ it back! The best thing about saving grace is the chance to give it to other people. That means /regardless/ of if I agree with your life choices or not.
It goes both ways. I've had gay people (Two lesbians in particular come to mind) brutally attack me on more then one occasion for /no/ reason other thne I was a christian. I can honestly say, /no reason/. Their logic was simple. I was a Christian, I didn't agree with homosexuality, I deserved to die.
I was never so hurt, never so threatened, never so hated as on the several occasions these women attacked me. One even started making death threats. The entire time I couldn't understand why!
Christians have to remember it's a two way street. It's hard to put down your pride and see people, but I make mistakes and I do things lots of people don't agree with. i wouldnt' want them to hate me for it. Christianity teaches to love the sinner, not the sin. So...If someone I love steals something, do I hate them? no. I hate the idea of stealing. I hate that they stole. But I /love/ them. For who they are, and because Christ loved /me/ when I didn't deserve it.
It's the same thing with art. That's why I did my 'something beautiful' movement. I honestly believe there is something beautiful in everyone. Not naturally. I think naturally we are rather selfish beings, but regardless, no matter how selfish, we are God's children. Are art is an expression of ourselves. No one should have treated you like that! Regardless of what they believed.
I've learned to just ignore them They are hardly worth your time
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Xx-nicole-xX In reply to twilightwoods [2010-07-08 01:38:30 +0000 UTC]
Honestly myself I am cureently sexually confused. I dont compleatly understand what I want in that way. All i know is i want to be loved.
Lesbians are bitches anyway.. brutal little dickheadds that dont know how to be nice. for the most part. from my experiance.
and I know people that are this rude dont deserve my effort and time nor the tears and pain that they inflict
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twilightwoods In reply to Xx-nicole-xX [2010-07-08 02:01:57 +0000 UTC]
You should read up on that. THere's a website for people who are sexually confused that takes it quite seriously.
I read up on it myself because I find the subject interesting. I don't want to be ignorant at how other people feel. The fact is, Tv isn't very helpful because it depicts everything as so easy. Sex, romance, it's like instant gratification, and being gay is the same thing. But it's not. And it's especially hard when people struggle at school or home to know what /is/ life? How are things 'supposed to be', and are we part of that?
"What you are feeling is far too deep and powerful to handle in one go. But I garuntee you weren't born this way. The roots of same-sex attractions can stem so far back that this is your own deep down believ, so it is totally understandable. You don't remmeber feeling normal, so this is just eventually become your new normal."
A guy wrote that who struggled for twenty five years with his sexual identity. He was severly abused as a kid. He also said it's not about sex, it's about a hunger to find love and truly matter, to belong to somebody.
I can't remember the name of the website that helps people with your same issue of trying to figure out what they are, but I'll find it for you.
I think your totally right. Fact is, we all want to be loved, and this is a confusing place. It's hard when you grow up feeling rejected, /different/, because we are /all different/. It's hard to fit in, to understand yourself. You start thinking' Hey, maybe I'm more different. Maybe I'm not straight. Maybe I was meant to be something else because this skin just doesn't feel like it fits right.'
I wen tthrough the same stuff
I think that what you're going through is a really tough and very serious thing. I'm not trying to sound rude or preachy, I'm just concerned because I feel like you are really hurting about something that you have not let go of. I think that's making everything worse right now.
I totally know the feeling.
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Xx-nicole-xX In reply to twilightwoods [2010-07-08 02:19:32 +0000 UTC]
Honeslty that actually helps. makes me feel like someone out there cares that much more. Im actually confused. I just got out of an abusive relationship. (emotional) that left me in a mess. she tore me to shreds and cheated on me multiple times. each time i knew that it was happening but I didnt know how to remove her from my life without hurting myself. thus leaving me 18477823617245 times worse off.
im trying to figure out where i stand in all this relationship crap but all I know right now is i wanna find who I am before I let anyone else have a chance.
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twilightwoods In reply to Xx-nicole-xX [2010-07-09 18:08:12 +0000 UTC]
I know how you feel. I really do. My boyfriend, after a year of being my best friend and telling me we where meant to be and he wanted to marry me, loses interest, stops coming to see me, breaks up with me, then says everything he said was a mistake.
I was so heartbroken. He was my /first/ boyfriend. I was so scared to get into a relationship and then when I did he assured me it would be all right. Well it wasn't and now I'm left here all alone.
It's really easy to be confused. I'm so confused. I thought 'I have God on my side, how can things go wrong?'
God never promised me things would be perfect, just that I could make it through the storm As I listen I know he'll point me in the right direction. Anything outside of that will just be heartbreak. Sort of like when we disobey our parents. The rules are there so we don't get hurt. I have to trust that because I've known from experience it's all too often true. My way tends to get me hurt. Terribly.
You must be so upset and confused and heartbroken I'm so sorry! I will pray for you, and that god shows you who you are and where you should go.
"For I know the plans I have for you' Declairs the lord. 'Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future.'"
I think of that verse anytime I feel like God's plan isn't going right. I mean, think of Jonah and the whale! Or Jesus in the storm with his disciples.
It's like...someties I get so confused I don't know where to look, but God always calls me back to him. Where are you looking?
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Xx-nicole-xX In reply to twilightwoods [2010-07-10 00:15:54 +0000 UTC]
honestly, i have never personally turned to god. Church and religion were never things that were a big factor in my childhood.
Growing up I never got confermed never done any of these things.
Im sorry for your loss of love, I know it sounds cliche but there is always going to be someone else out there. Always no matter what. so never give up. i know Im one to be talking.. I constantly say Im giving up. As soon as the going gets tough I wanna just take off. I cant handle the stress of it all. I know life will work its self out eventually, thats the way I look at it all. things will work out. I currently am on a soul seeking mission. trying to find out who I actually am and all that blah blah.. but Its kind of working in a way.. idk.. it feels right ... beinga lone for this period of time
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twilightwoods In reply to Xx-nicole-xX [2010-07-27 16:08:57 +0000 UTC]
Well, it's more then that. Church and religion really bothered me when i was younger. I literally /hated/ going to church, and i /still/ don't enjoy it all that much. Going deeper made me realize it's more personal then showing up somewhere and going through motions. In fact, it has absolutely /nothing/ to do with that, practically.
I know..it's just really really hard. i know i have to hold on and keep going, but that takes a lot of strength when it's so much easier to just lie there and be miserable.
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Xx-nicole-xX In reply to twilightwoods [2010-07-28 19:17:48 +0000 UTC]
" when it's so much easier to just lie there and be miserable."
those words spoke to me. more than anyone would understand.
I get sick time and again just because i dont want to be healthy. thats what the problem is, i dont try to be okay. because it takes so much effort to do something that seems like it will only hurt more in the end.
I recently almost over dosed. I took too many painkillers and i passed out on my bed. when i finally woke up i was violently ill for 2 days.
it takes me so much to stay awake everyday and not just call it quits. Im finding it a lot harder since ive been alone and its not gettting better. its a long road to hell and im walking that road as fast as i can. for some reason... i cant stop the path...
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Rkor4 [2008-10-17 15:18:13 +0000 UTC]
YAY SWEENY TODD. <3
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hiphopqueen333 [2008-05-02 01:26:03 +0000 UTC]
His razors are so pretty. O.O
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twilightwoods In reply to hiphopqueen333 [2008-05-05 20:00:24 +0000 UTC]
Why thank you! Yes, Silver will do for a man like him ^-^
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twilightwoods In reply to JaneyIsabell [2008-05-11 17:15:36 +0000 UTC]
It was...Especially the shading, though i'll admit I did a poor job of it
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riku92238 [2008-04-30 23:50:23 +0000 UTC]
Holy shit that's really good!!!
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twilightwoods In reply to riku92238 [2008-05-01 00:48:24 +0000 UTC]
Wow thank you!
I don't mean to bother you or anything, but i'm swear-sensitive. Just try not to on my page..its a long story. *huggles* I'm sorry to be such a pain
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riku92238 In reply to twilightwoods [2008-05-01 02:18:56 +0000 UTC]
na it's ok. Thanks for telling me. I'll censor myself next time now that I know ^_^
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riku92238 In reply to twilightwoods [2008-05-02 01:33:42 +0000 UTC]
nah, it's ok. I know people who are like that, but my best friend doesn't curse whatsoever, and it buggs her but she pretty much lets it go. But it's all good. ^_^
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twilightwoods In reply to riku92238 [2008-05-11 17:15:10 +0000 UTC]
Well thank you for being so understanding. I get a lot of people who just keep cursing because they know I don't like it....it makes me so sad inside, you have no idea. Thanks again
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