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unintelligible — in a love alone
Published: 2002-07-18 22:44:23 +0000 UTC; Views: 120; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 6
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i pretended to go to sleepjust to indulge you,
you know i'm just so tired of being
the one that's left behind
sure it's simple
as it could have been
planned better
but don't you know the
immense way that i worship,
obsessively anticipate,
value the two seconds
(one and a half out of two you're sleeping)
we have out of your busy day
they are the only stupid thing
i have ever counted on
since i met you and
maybe it's just once
maybe just this once
but she'll be there with you
and i'll be here without -
pretending that it's your warmth
i feel for the reality of the chill
of the a/c;
i'll look at naked pictures of
peter steele just to try to hurt you
for the sinking feeling you inadvertently,
yet still created
in my chest tonight.
wishing silently that i could speak
but don't you know this
puts chains on me
blame me if you don't have fun,
please because it will be
my fault for being that lifeless,
frail human being that unfortunately,
depends on you for absolutely,
ridiculously everything i'm sorry,
you keep telling me no
don't be
but i'm just sorry
for being stupid, lonely me
