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Vocalkokoro — Happiness(?)
Published: 2013-11-05 08:22:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 3590; Favourites: 105; Downloads: 20
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"It gets more and more painful as the days go on. Is this what I really wanted...? Is this all there is for me...? How much longer do I have to keep lying for the sake of everyone else's happiness? Is it wrong to think of my own...?""Will I ever be genuinely happy? How much longer do I have to keep lying? Until then I'll never be telling the truth..."
"Perhaps I should just accept it. This is my fate..."
"Maybe if I just accept the lies then perhaps I will find happiness within it. Things will not get better, and things will not get worse. It's not like there's anything else out there for me anyway, so I might as well be grateful for what I do have.."
"If I keep wearing my mask, then maybe the mask will finally become a part of me. Maybe I will find a way to be happy in the midst of the circumstance, rather than opposed to it. Because if I continue to stay in it, then that means I won't ever hurt anyone in the process of getting out. No one has to get hurt if I continue to lie..."
"If lying for the rest of my life means everyone else finds their true happiness, then..."
"... May the lies... change my reality..."
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*hugs Kaito* Don't you dare change who you are or let those lies become you. The minute that you lose yourself in those lies is the moment that you lose everything. Smile, okay? It's okay to be happy and be yourself.
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Reminds me of myself. Sad and broken in reality and the inside. Putting on a mask of a smile on the outside and visually for everyone else, and to hide their loneliness and problems....... Makes my feel my heart break a little more.
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this picture just screams " sometimes the people who try their hardest to keep other people happy, are the ones that are most lonely " ;A; FEELLSSSS
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Don't cry...*hugs Kaito* Right in the feels T_T
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KAITO, WHY?! JUST LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID!!! THE FEELS ARE EVERYWHERE!!!!!
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Lucky whenever I write something like this injustice get haters
I can totally relate to this
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Voca...are you okay? Is there anything wrong aside from your usual workaholism and such? You can tell us. We won't judge.
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I feel like you're hurting inside, even if I don't know much about you...
The description was beautiful...but it breaks my heart at the same time.
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Can't help but to think that there's something going on of late u _ u ... I don't know what could it be, just get a slight idea after reading the picture's description.
Believe me or not, even if we're not close friends, for some reason, it does worry me to see you down like this, because since I watched you on dA I've been discovering, more or less, how your life has been like. And even so deep inside I do believe that you have the same chances like anyone else in this world to be genuinely happy no matter what. Sure, it's not easy to forget the past and all the paint felt; sure, it could possibly take months, years etc... but who knows? After all, happiness is something we go building day by day, something we must keep on fighting every day of our lives.
You know, your journal entry "Try" keeps coming to mind after reading this picture's description. I think it does really apply to what I've just said. And please, don't get used at "wearing a mask" / lying ... I think this will only bring you more pain in the future sooner or later u.u
I'm afraid I cannot think of anything else since I don't really know the real situation. Just please... remember that no matter what, you have all the right to be happy just like anyone else in the whole world. And honestly give you good luck so that, someday, sooner or later, you can achieve this = )
Now aside from that... I really like how you came up with Kaito's image. I just don't get tired of seeing how great your are at models' facial expressions, and how meaningful they are. The starry sky looks incredibly gorgeous behind him too ^_^
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I just love how you plasmed his faces, it's jus beautiful Voca-san <3
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