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wastedemotion — enough to fool
Published: 2002-10-10 00:13:23 +0000 UTC; Views: 603; Favourites: 7; Downloads: 21
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Yes, I have bright reddish-pinkish and short hair now.*pushes that out of the way*
I wrote this in 3rd hour today. Only part of it is on the picture because I thought that was the most emotional.. or well written.. or something. I think it goes well with the picture, hence.. this..
For anyone curious.. or well, bored. The entire entry is this:
If I'm so beautiful and so wonderful, why does no one want me? If I was what you say I am, I'd be better than the rest, but the way I see it, the rest is better than me. I'm "so pretty", but she's prettier. I'm "so nice", but someone must be nicer. I'm "the best", but remember childish word games? That other girl, she's "bestest". Am I really just told I'm amazing for the same reason you tell a child he's smart when he gives the wrong answer to 2+2? Because if you don't encourage, I'll never get that way? Well, give up because I'm hopeless. The words have lost their meaning, and your moving lips no longer form words. My ears are numb, and the only feeling comes from touch. The past has ripped off my wings and stripped me of my innocence. I'm nothing but your average slut, left only with my angelic smile after my run-in with the devil. And apparently, that's enough to fool anyone.
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For starters the fact you sound like you are someone who is a deep thinker and ponders your ego is very interesting to me. Looking at your gallery tho i can see that you've got very rare looks, the way you apply your make-up... A girl like you is very hard to find from where i'm standing. And a slut is never average in my book. If no-one else wants you i will, if that's any consolation. I too feel very insecure about myself when i really don't have a rational reason to, (other than i have a very small penis), but if you didn't question yourself you'd be a fu@%ing big headed twat that would really be disliked. So...good poem.
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You touched a feeling in me I havn't been able to put words on. I've read it three times, and it's still amazing. I guess I should say thank you.
"Thanks"
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very powerful. i love your work. keep it up and never lose sight of your deepest feelings and emotions
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That was really good. You have a point to what your saying too.
I would really like to talk w/ you sometime.
C-ya!
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My favourite part isn't the part you put on the picture. It's actually the "bestest" part. I'm so glad you put the whole thing up...
I like you hair. Can you teach me to do my eyes like that?
This sounds like a thought process I'd have alone in my covers around 12-1am. It's gorgeous.
People want you, darling. I want you, no questions.
LadyGekko.
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i am glad i stumbled upon you...
i REALLY like this...
the message is good & i whole heartedly agree...
"don't waste time blowing smoke up my ass
for i am numb, due to giving up on you..."
gonna read some more...
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Enough with the lovebombing, that gets no-one on the right path.
Nice work, think that about covers it.
Whats all this nobody wants me crap? As you can se you got a whole forum of admirers. So cut that out and stick to the nudity and the blood Just kidding really.
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we deny......
alright, i won't say i think u ARE beautiful.
good work, whether you beleive it or not....
we so often tarnish ourselves with our insecurities.
how can we polish it away?
do we want to....?
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really like the poem and pic
youll find someod good enough for you eventually
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I really agree with abraxas, though on a weaker note.
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Push deep through red-headed lust, forming sweat with touch, so join me cut deep, not blood but words which weep.
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i love this. i mean, its very true. everything you wrote about. i dont mean to sound like everyone else when i say i know how u feel. u are very pretty and from wut i can tell ur really very smart. u rock :hugs: u write really well too. very emotional and it hits you hard. i really like this *FavE*
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I love the whole piece of writing, but I agree that the part you picked out was the most emotional. This is wonderful, I really love it.
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I really like the picture, and the way the words are simply blended in it. New look!! looks good on you.
Sorry for not making any comment on the poem.
Be well.
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your the best female poet writer here in my opinion .
whether one wants it or not .
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I think mec has the hots for you
As for the deviation: Deep thoughts into the way things seem to be. I'll agree wholeheartedly on the lame excuse to encourage things that don't deserve encouraging. Which just means that dumb little kids become dumb big adults who feel good about being dumb.
As for you: you don't fit in that catagory. You just have this strange sickness that the common world fears.. that is you uncontrollably think and decide for yourself.
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marilyn you are beautiful and wonderful, and here is why....
You see the inner perspectives of things around you, while seeking things others can't perceive pulling them into your enigmatic aura.
You take in a breath of intoxicating air, and rebirth something that will never be, into something that will be always. Each day the sun rises before you to enjoy your superior splendor that is marilyn, and the moon watches over you to protect you in your silent slumber. Angelic thou are pure and seraphic, constructed by light and lust undertoned by an enchanting personality. Never think you have no-one, because now and always you have me, eventhough states away I can be a shoulder to cry on, as well as a critique of your inner thoughts. Always remember that in the little time I have known you, you have altered my perception on life and people. You have helped my art and writings more than you can imagine, and your poetry entangles my mind inspiring me to write my own thoughts. I look forward to barrage of pictures I receive every time we talk, and the intensity each one bears before I paint it....
I hope this is another beam of light on you
thanks for the pics!
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There is no such thing as a "better person".... they're different, which doesn't make them better,.... you are unique, and lots of people "want" you.... well with abraxas that makes at least two
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"If I'm so beautiful and so wonderful, why does no one want me?"
...they really do want you.
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Well, I think you are pretty fucking incredible... If I wasn't twenty years older than you and married I'd ask you to run off with me If other people can't see how great you are then fuck 'em. Trust me, you WILL find someone who appreciates you for who you are... until that happens, just be yourself and to Hell with everyone else.
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