Description
my son for
I'm dooone with the written part!
I'm just gonna make it prettier and aesthetically pleasing later
Name:
|| Kurahashi, Luka ||
Age:
|| Twenty-Four (24) yrs. Old ||
Gender:
|| Male ||
”Surprise, surprise!”
Height:
|| 5’7”||
Sexual Orientation:
|| Bisexual ||
”Honestly, I just want a sweetheart that could cook for me! “
Department:
|| Clothing ||
Position:
|| Stocking + Assistance (He gets customers the sizes and styles they want) ||
Personality:
*Hi personality weirdly changes a bit whenever he’s himself or cross dressing.
Generally:
[ Altruistic | Tender-hearted | Meticulous | Anxious | Insecure | Moody| Encouraging ]
Luka is the kind of person who would put others ahead of himself without thinking of it. He would do his best to help others even though he can’t do much for himself. Overall, he’s kind and would never dream of deliberately getting other people into harm. He’s very precise with things, a little bit fussy, but likes to work out little details to be careful. He’s a little bit of a worry-wart that always anticipates the worst in situation. He doesn’t see himself in a positive light, and wants to change a lot of things about how he is. He is insecure about a lot of things about himself, but he hopes to someday accept himself amongst other things. He is quite moody. He can change his overall mood in a snap of a finger-- One moment he’s happy, then frustrated, then worn out. He sees a lot of positive traits in others than himself and he always wants to encourage other people because he hates seeing them down. He might be a little aggressive in showing his support, however.
Cross-dressing Persona:
[Upbeat | Flirtatious | Outgoing | Confident | Finicky | Haughty | Encouraging ]
He puts up a different persona while he dresses up as a girl. He is more upbeat and cheery-- borderline loud but really, he’s just bubbly and always ready to goof around. He also seems to lose a tiny shred of shame, he’s more daring and acts confident in himself, and at least allows some playful flirting. He gets more daring to do stuff he doesn’t usually do. He can come off as a little bit haughty though, having a high regard of his appearance.
As Himself:
[ Mellow | Timid |Level-headed | Calm |Self-Conscious ]
An almost complete flip from how he is when he cross-dresses. As himself, he is more quiet and reserved. He is more hesitant in doing things, and overall he turns mellow. Less intense. He’s calm and collected, but he turns more timid and shy. This is brought about by his self-consciousness.
History
Luka lived in a rural area near mountains, surrounded by plants and trees, and generally a scenic and relaxing environment. The town he lived in when he was young was a small one, and was therefore a really close-knit community. It was rare for citizens there to not know each other, and was basically like a huge family.
Among other businesses in the town, Luka's family owns and manages a bath house (which was also an inn) in which he learned to help in at a young age. Although he was friends with other boys his age, he preffered helping out in the bath house rather than play with them outside. He was surrounded by female staff and was raised to be gentle in mannerism, thus his effeminate nature. Not only was his personality feminine, appearance-wise-- he had delicate features that was far from boyish. The way that his parents choose to keep his hair long didn't really help with this fact. Regular visitors in the bath house refer to him as the "Bath House fairy"(embarrassingly enough) and was sort of a mascot/idol at his place.
He only ever used to wear traditional clothing, or the staff uniform when he felt playful since he rarely went out and around town.
The bath house received a visitor from the city one day, a fashion designer that was looking for a little vacation away from bustling city life. She took a liking to Luka and would invite him to chat with her from time to time. In their conversations, she would talk about the things you could find in the city (since Luka was curious) and her work. The designer actually brought a notebook filled with her sketches and would show Luka what she tought would suit him, ultimately sparking up Luka's interest in fashion.
Luka's mother, which had shared the same interests, began buying him feminine clothing. Luka didn't complain, since he thought that it looked cute anyways. Plus he gets bribed with sweets and toys so he didn't really mind it much at first-- it was all a fair bargain. Everyone in town was on board too bc what harm would it do? He looked and felt pretty so it's pretty much a win-win. He even got entered in local kiddie pageants they do for fun-- won some of them and his pride as a boy became nearly non-existent at that point.
Though once he grew more self-aware he realized that he needed to grow out of it at some point. He was a dude right? The start of high school, he cut his hair and got rid off all the frills he had. And wow. He didn't feel comfortable in his own skin anymore. Everyone else was treating him awkwardly too...? They looked a bit disappointed that they've lost their little idol in exchange for... whatever awkward mess Luka was at that time. He was super confused, and his confidence as himself took quite a hit, and he loathed himself greatly during those times.
Before graduating high school, he decided to give the entire "dressing up as a girl" thing a try. He felt rather troubled, since he found himself much more comfortable in that get-up. His peers thought he he felt much more natural that way too, however he silently wished that he would come to love himself without having to do those things.
He really tried.
He still is.
But for now he had his front.
His interest in fashion-- and in city life didn't really disappear over the years. He didn't want anything grand, he just wanted to experience everyday life in an urban environment. He got sent to the city for university, and he finished Fashion Design and additional courses for retail. The fashion lines he managed to get in mostly had unfair terms-- with him working jobs that aren't suppose to be his, and getting less pay than agreed to. He also got unfair treatment at some points in his life with his situation, and got screwed over in so many ways, getingt mixed in with different kinds of people and getting into an array of trouble-- but he chose to stay and trudge on. In the end, he just wanted to keep it simple and applied for a spot in Ichitama-Market.
Trivia:
l His absolute favorite food are steamed buns and riceballs.
l He loves teddy bears the most.
l He tends to avoid children unless they seem well-behaved.
l He is crazy about idol groups (Like STARISH from UtaPri) also kpop groups (SEVENTEEN, BTS, Got7) and wastes his pay on way too much merch.
l Generally sucks at budgeting. He tends to impulsively buy things he thinks are cool and has trouble paying bills, rent and well, food for himself.
l Offers to treat other people even though his budget is nearly non-existent
l Doesn’t really hide the fact that he’s male.
l He has modeling jobs (part time) during weekend-- though only got it recently due to how much money he wastes.
l He tries not to burden others with his problems but sometimes he just can’t help it.
l Can’t handle much caffeine.
l His voice claim is Itou Kashitaro
| Kind of vain tbh
Roleplay information:
Hc’s and para/lit rping is preferred!
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