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(21.9.2017) Sinclaire ranked up to Tier 3! Added new trait to personality!
(19.7.2016) Sinclaire got accepted into the group!
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" The demons are not gone. They are only resting."
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☿ G E N E R A L ☿
Name: Sinclaire
Full Name: Sinclaire Viola Grim
*Meaning: "prayer" in french. Her middle name `Viola´ is a subgenus of the violet which refers to her strange attraction towards the flower.
*Alias(es): Sin, Sinny (by her Ex-mate), Angel of Punishment, Demon of Remorse, Lilin wolf (by humans)
Gender: female ♀
Age: Mature Adult - 5 years (32 human yrs)
Height: 38"
Weight: 155 Ibs (Winter), 163 Ibs (Summer)
Voice: www.youtube.com/watch?v=HYmF8k… (Angelina Jolie)
Her voice is soothingly deep but underlined by an uncanny german accent due to her origin.
*Mannerisms:
- she tends to pronouns words like "the" as "ze" and "what" as "vat" from time to time. (wont be written, so you have to imagine it)
- it might happen that she uses german terms in her speech when she´s unattentive.
- Sounds a bit monotone and disinterested, even if that´s not her intention.
- All in all, speaks in mannered phrases.
Scent: Smoke and a trace of violets.
Bloodline/s: Mountain 25% ,Valley 45%, Bayou 30%
Physical Description:
Sin is a rather tall, intimidating she-wolf, adorned by a dense pelt of various shades. The construction of her body is overall balanced but she´s fairly well-muscled around her torso area. She has quite a deep ribcage which appears even more imposing thanks to her thick-furred chest but her body becomes sleeker towards the waist. Her legs are lean but durable, made for long-distance travels. A shaggy mane grows from her crown along her back, which ends between her shoulder plates and a pair of snagglefangs jut out from her bottom jaw. Her ears are long and have tufts on their tips. She posseses almond-shaped eyes wich are both jade-chromed. The fur strands of her chest are very long and thick and face upwards. She also has quite the fluff on her butt.
Oddities:
Snaggelteeth, upright-standing chest fur, tufts on ears
Scars:
Scar on left flank, received by a rock after saving Nakotne.
Gait:
Mostly steady and long strides.
Posture:
She has no reason to display excessive dominance since she already looks very intimidating in her neutral stance so her posture is mostly calm. She does however tend to keep her head high in a Regal like manner sometimes out of habit Has her head often hang low nowadays...
Pack or Guild: Na"em
Rank: Merchant - Tier 3 (Senior)
☿ M E N T A L I T Y ☿
Alignment: Chaotic neutral/good True neutral
Traits: Wise Protective Observant Remorseful Empathetic Dutiful
Independent Secretive Reserved Stoic
Unstable Depressed Self-loathing Relapsing Obsessive
Wise
( having the ability to discern or judge what is true, right, or lasting.)
Sinclaire had gained a lot of knowledge during the first chapters of her life, mainly consisting of her experiences as both a clan member and a loner. Pleasent, as well as unpleasent events had formed her judgement and values and she´ll try to utilize them in her remaining chapters for her advantage.
Protective
( having the quality or function of protecting.)
Due to her losses and past occupation as a leader, Sin had become extremely protective over the ones close to her or deems worthy of guarding.
Observant
(having or showing keen perceptiveness. )
It was mainly due to her uncle´s influence that the formerly impatient maiden begun to pay more attention to her surroundings. Nowadays, she tends to observe certain things more thouroughly, studying their nature and body language in case they´ve piqued her interest for whatever reason.
Remorseful
( Someone who feels remorseful has usually done something that he or she now feels guilty about. )
Her regret is by far the strongest of her traits nowadays and had a drastic effect on the she-wolf´s psyche and actions. The guilt of her faults and crimes still haunt and torture her as she knows there´s no way she could go back in time in order to undo them. However, it was this change of view that initiated the new, more positive course of her personality. Still, this feeling is quite alien to her. Perhaps she is developing into a merciful being after all...
Empathetic
( The action of understanding, being aware of and vicariously experiencing the feelings, thoughts of another. )
At first glance, Sin doesn´t appear to be much of an understanding individual and her stoic attitude doesn´t help to contradict this assumption. Still, the she-wolf is indeed capable to relate to ones emotional state, especially if it´s a similar feeling she had once experienced herself. It is however not guaranteed that she will smother you with comfort or even let you know that she´s able to understand. This solely depends on the person and whether or not she has a positive relationship with them.
Dutiful
( Filled with or motivated by a sense of duty. )
Despite the big adaptation she had to go through, Sinclaire is quite dedicated to her work in her current occupation as a Merchant, feeling both functional and content with it. She rather finishes her chores first before focusing on any personal hobbies or even desires at times. She even goes to great lengths, such as working to the point of collapsing and taking on long journeys in the name of her job. Even if she was at the lowest of her health, she still moved heaven and earth in order to fullfill her duties for the benefit of her clan and comrades.
Independent
( not relying on another or others for aid or support. )
Travelling through the lands as a lone wolf for a big part of her life, Sinclaire was forced to become independent and learn how to survive in the cruel wilderness at a very young age. Even though she had a bit of guidance here now and then by her eccentric uncle Kuonji when they happened to cross paths, she still remained alone most of the time. She grew rather fond of this free lifestyle and even today prefers to take action on her own. Unfortunately, this attitude could result in uncooperativeness with others.
Secretive
(having a tendency to keep one's thoughts or activities unknown to others. )
Sinclaire has her reasons why she´s not freely verbalizing everything about herself. There are things better left unrevealed in order to save the little reputation she still has.
Reserved & Stoic
( formal or self-restrained in manner and relationship. )
Sin isn´t really the best when it comes to expressing herself, rather prefering to conceal her emotional self behind a stoicly calm, sometimes stern facade. This sometimes causes her emotions to be misinterpreted by others. Sinclaire is also not necessarily the most social wolf around and tends to keep to herself when she feels that her presence is not needed.
Unstable
( emotionally or psychologically unsettled )
Despite the fact that she had learned to conceal her mental instability as far as her powers allow it, it´s far from completely gone. If she does somehow fall into a state of madness, then her actions can be pretty unpredictable. Claiming that she merely becomes aggressive is quite an understatement. A rollercoaster of bottled up emotions is probably a more fittiing way to describe this. Sin herself will most likely not notice it until she had calmed down again.
However, the likeliness for this to happen is rather low nowadays and wont happen anytime soon unless intentionally initiated.
Depressed
( Down in spirit or value. )
There is not much left of her former feistyness and vitality from her youth. The previous tragedy had taken a greater toll on her than originally expected, even to the point that she deems herself worthless and dispensable. She´s often plagued by restless nights which leave her tired and melancolic in the next morning.
Self-loathing
( When someone hates themself or a group of people to which they belong )
The sheer pride she had once felt for herself and her kind is completely gone. Instead, she grew to despise herself and cursed the paths she had chosen. It was now, after developing the feeling of remorse that Sin was forced to feel this shame for her past.
Relapsing
( To go back in a former state and/or conditon. )
Even though Sin tries her best not to fall back into her former scheme, the temptation to do so is sometimes very big for her, especially if she finds herself in a situation which requires it. However, the likeliness for this happen will mainly depend on her future relationships and their resulting experiences.
Obsessive
(thinking about something or someone too much or in a way that is not normal. )
Sin has this strange habit to instantly devote her life to a certain cause if she deems it important on a personal level. Be it a special person or something she wants to accomplish, once the idea is engraved into her mind, she will primarily focus on that 101%. Unfortunately, this easily leads to unhealthy obsessions, to the point that she will pretty much ignore or block out any other important event, person or even her own needs.
Possible future trait(s):
Paranoid,Conflicted,
In Depth:
To put it simply, Sin is an Angel of Punishment who is now pursuing a way to clean up her act. And it´s very dirty...
Sinclaire often supresses her true emotions in front of others, talking to them usually on a superficial level in order to not reveal too much about herself. If they do happen to become too curious for the she-wolf´s liking, she usually dismisses their questions by switching topics, giving a counter question or brief, unsatisfying answers. It´s a rather rare occasion for the imposing female to tell anything personal about herself. She´s not even able to be fully honest with her own feelings, hence it´s hard to tell wether or not her stoic behavior is her true personality.
Despite her indifferent additude, she is capable of feeling very strongly for others. This also indicates that her companionships and rivalies can have a great affect on her psyche, as seen with her first mate who, with his cruel betrayal, managed to turn her into a vengeful torturer in her past. Needless to say, Sin might have a biased opinion regarding most males due to negative experiences and often prefers females for forms of company and other situations. She also happens to open up faster towards girls, thus usually acting more compassionate and protective over them in the most positive cases. Of course, that doesn´t mean that she´ll treat males with unnecessary disrespect. Sinclaire is simply more reserved towards them and if she´s being treated accordingly, then even she can warm up to them just as equally. Sin exposes quite an odd idea of true fulfillment and happiness in life, which was inspired by powerful Regals during her teen years, who had manipulated her in thinking so. It was quite a traditional and superficial form of happiness which they taught her, its main basis being might, dominance and rank. In fact, she actually managed to achieve all those things but in the end, she had to discover that this concept of fulfillment didn´t quite work out for her. She lost her previous mate and pack because of it and felt as terrible as ever. But, this caused Sin to gradually become more open towards others´ believes and traditions, though she´ll still be critical about it if it´s not appealing to her. Sinclaire hopes to find the ideal concept of fulfillment and happiness someday but till then, she´ll try her best to just live on without repeating her past mistakes.
☿ O R I G I N ☿
Pre-Group History:
Read here
Group History:
Plot-centric
Romance-centric
Past
- WoLF: Betrayal
In-Group
SUMMER 2016
- First Encounter - RP / First Encounter - Art
-.:WoLF:. Spook Ya (Collab) / No RP yet
- WoLF: Differing Views - RP / No Art yet
WINTER 2016
- .:WoLF RP::Strangest Treasures:. - RP / No Art yet
- WoLF: Winter tales - Art / No RP yet
- Smol Shy Meets a Merchant - Art / No RP yet
- .:WoLF:. Reunion in the Cold - RP / No Art yet
- .:WoLF:. Lone Heart - Art
- A Game of Trust * RP / No Art yet
- A sense of unity (WoLF) .:WoLF:. - Art /A Bond with You (Margo/Sinclaire) - RP
SPRING 2017
- (WoLF) Take a moment... - Art / WoLF RP: Meditation Struggles - RP
- (WoLF) Die Ruhe vor dem Sturm - Art / No Lit yet
SUMMER 2017
- .:WoLF:. Among your presence (Sinclaire x Margo) - RP / No Art yet
- .:WoLF:. A chance meeting - Art /.:WoLF:. Dangerous Terrain (Sinclaire x Nakotne) - RP
- .:WoLF:. Departure to the Voyage - RP / .:WoLF:. Let this not be in Vain - Art
- .:WoLF:. Parasites - Art / .:WoLF:. We who Witnessed (Sin/Duston - Part 1) - RP
- WoLF: Words of Caution - Art / WoLF: Say What Now?(Sin/Duston - Part 2) - RP
Memes
WoLF: Sin's little devils
WoLF: Sin intro meme
Sinclaire Hypo Pup meme .:WoLF:.
.:WoLF:. Sinclaire Hypo Pup meme 2.0
Spam Art & Gifts
.:WoLF:. Healing
Sin as Bojack (WoLF)
Artwork by others:
Awake when I'm Asleep by :devSarn-Elyren:
First Encounter by JPAkita
Summer Romance by Saoirsa
Smol Shy Meets a Merchant by TheCatsPupil
[WoLF]Coeli hypos by Koldian
.:The Pilgrimmage:. by lilwyverngirl
Riker Pelt Swap by lilwyverngirl
Prize :: Sinclaire Chibi with effects by L1nkLover
WoLF: Words of Caution by SomeSunnyBunny
WoLF :: Hypo Pup Meme :: Venn by L1nkLover
(...More coming soon.)
Goals: Finding her disappeared mate (incomplete)
Side goal(s): Regaining her self-esteem (incomplete)
☿ R E L A T I O N S H I P S ☿
Relationship Tracker
Orientation: Demisexual & biromantic
Mate: N/A Looking?: ...
Past mate(s): Flame (unknown), Equinox (unknown)
Offspring: (deceased)
Current Crush(es): (Unknown)
Family:
Father:Baphomet (NPC, unknown)
Mother: Lilith (NPC, unknown)
Siblings: ???
*Other: Kuonji: adoptive Guardian (unknown), Celestine: step daughter (unknown)
*Note me for pre-relationships
☿ C A P A B I L I T I E S ☿
Statistics
Everyhing over/under 5 is above/below average
Strength: 7.5/10
Speed: 5.5/10
Agility: 6/10
Endurance: 8/10
Reflexes: 6/10
Intelligence: 7/10
Precision: 7/10
Senses
Everyhing over/under 50 % is above/below average
Smell: 85/100%
Sight: 50/100%
Hearing: 60/100%
Skills
Hunting
Fighting
Swimming
Climbing
Vitality
Mental Health: 60% 75%
Sin´s psyche is gradually healing ever since she had joined the pack of Na"em. Finally away from the pain that haunted her in her former clan, she slowly begins to flourish again but there are still wounds that will take longer to heal.
Physical Health: 90 %
Since summer, Sin is in better shape again and recovering from winter. There´s plenty of bounty for the clan and she has regained normal weight.
☿ E X T R A ☿
Trivia:
Sin calls her parents creators. Mainly because she lost most of her memories about them.
Became a cannibal for sake of adaptation.
Most of the clans she had resided in were ruled by the Reaper family´s offspring. A rather huge and dominating tribe of wolves back then in her teen years.
Exposes light symptoms of PTSD: Posttraumatic stress disorder.
Might have a twisted sense of justice due to her past role as a torturer for males.
Likes to collect horns, especially bighorn sheep/alpine albex horns but wouldn´t volunteerily share this information. Why she does this, remains a mystery for now.
Has problems shutting her mouth completely at times due to the snagglefangs sticking out from her bottom jaw. .
Sin had developed quite a fear of taking responsibility for others after the loss of both her offspring, followers and mate who had been dependend on her.
Is revealed to be a bit of a playful dork if you actually get to know her.
She can be a hypocrite at times. She tries to give others advice and recommendations, yet doesn´t always follow her own morals and rules.
Favourite food:
Goat/sheep meat
Favourite season(s):
Fall/Spring
Despised season:
Winter
Favourite flower:
Violet
Phobias
Dementophobia - Fear of insanity
Philophobia - Fear of love
☿ A V A I L A B I L I T Y ☿
Timezone: Central Europe time
Preferred Methods:
Notes: Preferred : )
Comments: NOPE
Skype: Second most preferred xD
Docs: Yeah we can. I´m just not used to it.
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