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Back 2 the WonderLAnd

CHAPTER ONE:

AN: side track i write new story 4 gaymendanzig tina is email me with edit

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I was growing up. the last time i went to wonderland was when i was 19 years old. I had decided leaving wonderland was best even if it hurt my friends i left. one particularly.
i am 22 years old now. i still live with my mother. i did not marry though i was proposed to. he wasnt the one for me. I was Sure he wasnt the right one. But then again....who was? I was growing up. Like I said. I was in my prime. I mean some girls marry early why not me? I knew I was diferent....and yet, I felt nostalgia. I didnt have to get marry, but there was a hole in my heart. I knew their had to be someone I loved romantically. But maybe i had to return to return to wonderland to find my true love or at least to wind down.
I mean, I was so alone. I became a avid masturbater and did drugs. I was so alone. i even dyed my hair black. though it was temporary dye it was very symbolic to how I felt. my dress was the same except red and black and had chains on it. My apron thingy said 'bitch' and shit on like Amy Lee(an: i can email you teh pic juz azk!!!)
I put on black eyeliner and blood read lipstick that day and messed the hell out of my hair. I did some wicca to make a portal back to wonderland(an: Im satanic betw!!). Im sure someone there would love me.
I cut my wrists over a well and smashed a mirrour to make portal. it worked.

I jump right it.

Let's go back to wonderland.

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Description
Back 2 the WonderLAnd

CHAPTER ONE:

AN: side track i write new story 4 gaymendanzig tina is email me with edit

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I was growing up. the last time i went to wonderland was when i was 19 years old. I had decided leaving wonderland was best even if it hurt my friends i left. one particularly.
i am 22 years old now. i still live with my mother. i did not marry though i was proposed to. he wasnt the one for me. I was Sure he wasnt the right one. But then again....who was? I was growing up. Like I said. I was in my prime. I mean some girls marry early why not me? I knew I was diferent....and yet, I felt nostalgia. I didnt have to get marry, but there was a hole in my heart. I knew their had to be someone I loved romantically. But maybe i had to return to return to wonderland to find my true love or at least to wind down.
I mean, I was so alone. I became a avid masturbater and did drugs. I was so alone. i even dyed my hair black. though it was temporary dye it was very symbolic to how I felt. my dress was the same except red and black and had chains on it. My apron thingy said 'bitch' and shit on like Amy Lee(an: i can email you teh pic juz azk!!!)
I put on black eyeliner and blood read lipstick that day and messed the hell out of my hair. I did some wicca to make a portal back to wonderland(an: Im satanic betw!!). Im sure someone there would love me.
I cut my wrists over a well and smashed a mirrour to make portal. it worked.

I jump right it.

Let's go back to wonderland.

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