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Yamio — Good bye
Published: 2011-08-01 00:37:51 +0000 UTC; Views: 1495; Favourites: 30; Downloads: 14
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I don´t like that I have the right to decide what time you are going to die...All the people or animals that I try to take care of only ends up with misery. Even my own parent thinks at times that I´m cursed.
All the people I spend time with, which is my brothers and animals around me ends up in accident. Only when I´m beside them.
They play games, the game crash. I went out with the dogs and my 2 year old brother gets attacked and whole is leg was bloody and it was not visable that it was a leg anymore.
My other brother Got epilepsy right after he was put to daycare, he got a hole in his heart, I dragged off his arm by accident 4 times, he got ADD and animals hurts him as soon as I just let go of his hand.
My mother had to live the life over my dad thanks to me.
My dad hates his life as I ruined it.
The birds I try to help die.
My dog died as it splitted into two parts.
My current birds got two broken wings.
My OTHER current bird is a cannibal that keeps eating itself even though I have fought for years to keep it alive.
I try to fed a friggin bird in Denmark, even that bird is choking.
Ladybugs die, butterflies, spiders put in misery, and yesterday one of my doggies got attacked again. It sounds like he have water in his lungs.
I walk on Cyrpus, go to the computer room, all computers Internet shuts down. Unable to speak to the ones who needs comfort.
Everything I care for just falls apart.. .no matter how hard I try...
Like my dad always say, You are a mistake
I´m sorry, I´m a mistake, forgive me for existing.
I´m sure many people would be better off without me.
Not even the bird I love managed to live beside me as I just bring everyone and everything around me misery.
Forgive me
I wish I just didn´t was such a bother. ;w;
I will forever love my Canion... I´m putting his life to end even though I don´t want to.. but that he is forced to live beside someone like me... In such pain.. to make me happy.. I´m not worth it and he is worth peace... Q~Q
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It's not your fault honey. Don't bleam it on you!!!!!
Sometimes I bleam myself because I don't have any real friends, everyone acting strange around me.
But it is not your fault, don't be sad OK? 💖💖💖💖💖💖
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Yami! Never blame yourself! WHEN THERE IS NO ONE LEFT TO BLAME. BLAME THE UNIVERSE. LOL JK. But seriously Yamio, please don't believe that ant of this was your fault. I and remember, we always love you!
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Awwww hnnn thankies Taniii ;;;;; <3333333333
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Your welcome Yam Yam! (I think I want to call you Yam yam now...hope thats ok!)
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... yammis nähhh, jag älskar dig endå gud, du kan inte hjälpa vad som händer runt omkring dig om du inte gör något md mening. Din mamma och din pappas liv är INTE ditt fel om det är det du tänker på här me, du ska inte ta ansvaret för att dom inte kan acceptera sifg själv ibland. Detta gäller särskilt din pappa, din riktiga alltså.
Om du någonsin behöver någon att snacka med så håll inte allt inne, visst så gör det ont att höra hur illa någon man älskar så mycket mår men att vara där och kunna hjälpa den är till stor hjälp. Att veta att folk faktiskt bryr sig är väldigt nödvädigt! Och om du skadar dig själv skadar du andra.
Cannion har haft ett tufft liv, men det är inte ditt fel ! jag har aldrig sett någon som älskat och brytt sig om sina fåglar lita mycket som du, inte ens på film ;_;
vi älskar dig yammis, glöm aldrig det, och vi vill finnas här för dig <333
många, eller iaf jag, bryr mig inte om jag skadas på vägen, bara du känner att du med min support kan få lite mer stöd i din vardag Q__Q <3333333333333333
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Bjuuuu awww så fint skrivet Perli Q///Q
Har sparat din kommentar jättelänge för jag läser om den varje dag OTL
Tack
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awwwww Q___Q <33333
näh vad gulligt ;__;
läser du dom varje dag ;___;;;????
awwww yammis Q_Q <33333
du är älskad
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jaja förlåt då
allt blir bättre ska du se
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Det är okej xD
Men seriöst jag var svinledsen avlivade ju min bästa vän Q_Q'
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ja det e ju klart men att börja hata säg själv och skriva att det skulle vara bättre om man var död och sånt e att överdriva
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Skulle adlrig önska att jag var död hörru XD
Bara att det skulle vara bättre utan mej QwQ
Och självklart hatar man sej själv ibland.
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skulle aldrig vara bättre utan nån
det är inte självklart att hata sej själv för som jag sa en gång : e något dåligt gör det bättre har du råkat skada andra få dem å må bra igen dör en fågel som man älskar gråt och må bättre senare.
att hata säg själv gör bara saken värre
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Oh my...That's terrible. But one thing I learned is that you should always SMILE. Even if it hurts you.
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;A; snif awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww no life is short so make the most of it <3 ;w;
<3 ur pic comic
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Så mycket att säga, ändå inte... ;A;
Så många som skriver redan, men... Whatever. Q__Q
Jag tycker inte att du borde skylla allt på dig själv. Du växte upp bland personer som har gjort dig sårad, men tack vare det, stark.
För jag vet att du är stark, så som du behandlas och har behandlats är väldigt orättvis, men det gör dig stark!
En sak man måste tänka på är att tänka positivt, även om det ibland verkar omöjligt...
Sluta aldrig kämpa, jag älskar dig. Q/////Q <3
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Aww ;w;
Så fina ord Eve, får mej att gråta glädje tårar Q___Q
Älskar dej med ;w; <333
Tack
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Glädjetårar... Åh.. ;A;
Glöm inte att jag och många andra finns för dig! Är alltid redo att prata med dig. Q[]Q <333
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Awww Yamio... YOU'RE DEFINATELY NOT A MISTAKE! Don't blame yourself like that. You're a wonderful person. 
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Thank you for your lovely words Bunny ;AAA; <333
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Yamyam I just want to hug you so bad right now ;A;
I want to be there for you and comfort you the best I can
Yamyam my dear you are no mistake okay you are a beautiful talented and kind young lady please don't let those hard times get you down >: a Girl like you deserves happiness I know you might not believe it but you do
like the bon jovi song "welcome" says
"remember that your'e perfect God makes no mistakes"
also heres something for you to listen to I listen to it whenever I'm feeling down on myself [link]
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Bjuu your words warm my heart Sticky, thank you ;////; <3333
I wish happiness for you too Q_Q
Ah, such a lovely message in the song, it made me so calm ;w;
Thank you Sticky
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No please don't blame yourself! None of this is your fault, that's how life is supposed to go. Destiny had set how are lives would go. And you are NOT a mistake. You are a kind and loving person!
So be positive and keep your chin up!!
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Bjuuu thank you so much Q//Q.. <3
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Yami ;-; Jag är så dålig med ord att vad jag en säger kommer låta fel men Det kommer bli bättre! Det sista du ska göra är att låta dom här olyckorna vinna över dig och låta dom styra ditt liv ;A;
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You have done nothing wrong, you've always tried your best to help and being happiness to everyone, you did not try to cause pain and sadness.
You're a really nice girl, you deserve so much happiness and sweetness in the world, I wish there was a way that we could give it all to you, you dont deserve to feel this way.
It's gonna get better soon, until that day we'll stay standing by your side and helping you to feel better, that is hat friends are for hehe.
We all care about you, we love you as our friend <3 we want the best for you
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Awww such warm words Fiddle, thank you
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awww, Yamio. please don't feel that about yourself. it's not your fault things are happening this way
Your family loves you the way you are, so don't feel miserable. Your family and your friends will be there for you!
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Bjuu thankies for your words ;w; <3
I wish..
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Oh Yamio.....Like with the others,I don't even know what to say about this...But Don't take it so hard on yourself,none of this is your fault... ...
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I appreciate your words, thank you
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You are absolutely not a mistake. Don't ever apologise for being born. And don't say people would be better off without you, there are so many people that care for you!
I see you're having a rough time and that you've been through a lot, but please don't think it's your own fault! I'm sorry you had to go through all of that and see all those things happen... But you're trying really hard, and that's what counts, and it definitely isn't your fault that any of it happened!
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Yamii ...
I dont know what to say about this
But please. dont tell your self you are a bad luck ;n;
If you think about how bad luck you are
Try not to thing about it and go find something that makes you happy and try to think positive
Please don't be sad
God- i feel horrible now ;m;
-huggles you-
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